Hello everybody out there. I've been so excited about the stories you write that I thought: "I want to write one on my own" so here I am giving my first try. This is my first fic ever so feel free to coment and give your opinion that could help me to improve my writting and my english cause my mother lenguage is spanish so try to not go so hard on me. :) I write about McHastings cause after Spoby is my favourite couple. Ok, give it a try and enjoy the ride with me. Btw I'm using some phrases and some lyrics from different songs so I will put the name to let you know which one are. I do not own PLL or any of the characters of the original show, the same thing goes for the songs I'm using...

"The Same Love That Makes Me Laugh Makes Me Cry"

Paige Pov

After all this years trying to be the best, fighting, crying, working on a relationship that it supposed to be for the rest of my life. I thought that I was finally the woman she wants but today I realize that I was so wrong. I realize that it doesn't matter what I do or how hard I try I'll never be enough for her... Where did I go wrong?

The worst part is that I don't know what she wants anymore what she thinks what she likes I don't know her anymore, there's no more "us", there's no more "you and me", today I feel that not only she goes away but a part of me is going with her.

I keep saying myself that it wasn't my fault, that at some point is going to be easier that after what she have done I should forget her that I would even be able to forgive her one day and move on but there are still so much between us that is really hard not to think in everything we share because like it or not there are still unresolved issues on the way. And I can't keep thinking that maybe is not her fault that maybe it was me the one who didn't do enough.

God! I still can't believe this is happening it feels so unreal. I'm just sitting here trying to figure it out what's best for us. After all we've been through; all the pain, the tears, the rejaction, the fights I thought that we got everything under control I thought that we were fine I thought that we had everything I thought that we were happy but I guess I thought too much.

I don't even want to see her right now, how am I supposed to react in front of her? Should I just been the good wife and pretend that nothing happened? Should I talk to her about it? Should I just run away and let everything behind? We have a daughter for Christ sake; my little baby girl, how am I supposed to tell her? How am I supposed to tell her that her mothers are braking up? That we are not going to live together anymore? That we don't love each other anymore? Even I can't say that to myself because I'll be lying. Of course I still love her of course I still want to be with her but, I don't know if my love is going to be enough to save our marriage I don't know if my love is going to be enough to keep us together. There're so much things that I don't know right now. I wish I could have the answers for my own questions I wish I could have a good reason to stay, hell I wish this would never happened…

"You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing"
(Because of you/ Kelly Clarkson)

Ok, guys this is just the introduction of something big, as you can see something is already wrong so sit tight cause a lot of drama is coming. The next few chapters are to know about the characters lives and why is there so much pain. See ya...