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A/N: just a random series of drabbles involving the TF141. Rated M for a reason (explicit content).

Part 1: Confession

"Ghost you need to up your game. I don't know what happened with you today but it almost cost the team."

I scowled at Soap, he wouldn't understand why I put the team in danger. I did it to save Roach, the stupid bastard almost got himself killed. Again.

"It won't happen again, sir."

Soap watched me for a moment before nodding. "Good. Don't do it again."

I inclined my head before leaving his office. Damn Roach to hell. Not looking where I was going I walked on instinct and found myself outside his room. Why I kept coming back was beyond me and I wished I didn't, but I couldn't help myself.

Looking at my watch told me it had just gone midnight so he'd still be awake.

Before I could turn around I knocked on the door and waited whilst it opened. Roach looked at me for a moment before stepping aside and letting me in.

"What's up?"

"What's up? What's up is that you almost got your ass killed today! I took the fucking blame for risking everyone's lives to save your sorry excuse for one!"

He rolled his eyes and moved closer to me. "If you think my life is so pathetic, why are you here?"

I opened my mouth to retort but nothing came out. Roach watched me smugly and all I could think of was getting rid of that fucking grin. In one fluid motion before he could comprehend what I was doing I pushed him against the wall and pressed my body against his.

Gary grinned wider and slid a hand under my mask to pull it off revealing my face. His smile softened as he ran a hand through my hair and traced my scars.

I growled and kissed him roughly. "Don't do it again!" I murmured against his lips.

"I won't." His voice came out a little breathless and I smiled victoriously. Knowing I was the only one who could give him this.

I kissed him again and forcibly pulled his shirt off so I could run my hands across his toned body. I felt him shiver and he moaned quietly as I pinched one of his nipples.

"Simon..." My name left his mouth in a small whisper so I captured it with my mouth again.

He moaned and pulled my body closer to wrap his legs around my waist. I moved my hand down to his pants and undid the belt before slowly pulling down the zipper. He squirmed as I slid my hand in his boxers and took his cock in my hand and starting pumping it slowly.

He bucked against me and gripped my shoulders tightly. Chuckling I sped up and he moaned loudly.

"Careful Gary. You're going to wake everyone up if you keep this up." I whispered against his ear and licked the outer shell to make him shiver.

He pushed me suddenly and I ended up on the bed sprawled out. He grinned and sat between my legs and ran his hand from my knee to my inner thigh.

"C'mon Simon. I'd expect more from the infamous Ghost." He said mockingly and I growled. He shrugged and leant closer so his lips brushed mine. "Personally I don't think you can control yourself."

I growled again and went to move but he tightened his grip on my leg. "Gary..." I said warningly.

He ignored me and pulled my shirt off, leaving a trail of kisses and bites down my neck and chest. I groaned and lay back down. "Fuck..."

He chuckled and undid my belt before pulling my trousers off leaving me in my boxers. He lent forward and kissed me, pushing my hands behind my head. I heard the click of his handcuffs before trying to sit upright but the cuffs just dug into my wrists. "Dammit Gary!"

He chuckled and I felt my cock harden as he sat back and stripped himself of his remaining clothes. Slowly so I could see he sucked on three of his fingers and teased his cock with his other hand.

He kept eye contact with me as he pushed a finger into himself and starting moving it. He moaned and threw his head back as he thrust the other two in and started moving against them. I had to admit, it was pretty erotic and I could feel myself hardening further.

His movements quickened and he jerked himself off faster until he cried out and released on himself. I wanted nothing more than to be able to lick him clean.

"Gary..."

He looked at my through half lidded eyes. "Yeah Simon?"

"Are you just going to tease yourself all night, or are you going to let me fuck you?"

He watched me slyly before leaning forward to undo the cuffs. His body brushed against my erection and I groaned involuntarily. He grinned and pulled my boxers down to suck on my dick.

"Fuck..." He flicked his tongue across my slit and quickly deep throated me. I fucked into his mouth intending to make him suffer and he squeezed my balls warningly. I frowned and slowed down slightly so he started rubbing them instead whilst attempting to swallow my cock.

Pleasure flooded my system and I moaned again moving with Gary's mouth. He nipped gently on me and I cried out releasing into his mouth and he swallowed eagerly.

I watched him as he got up. "Are you going to let me free now?"

He opened his mouth to reply but someone knocked on the door. Grinning he kissed me quickly before pulling my trousers on and opening it.

"Yeah?"

"Hey Roach. Wanna come over to my room? I need someone to play with..." Poet's voice trailed into Gary's room seductively and I growled. Gary was mine, no-one else's.

Gary laughed. "Sorry Poet I've got plans. Maybe some other time."

"Suit yourself." I heard Poet walk away and Gary shut the door before climbing back on me and unlocking the cuffs. The moment he did I slammed him down on the bed and kissed him possessively.

"What brought that on?" He asked once I'd finished.

I growled. "What did Poet mean?"

He shrugged. "You didn't think you were the only one I'm having sex with?"

I tightened my grip on him. "You're mine."

He rolled his eyes. "Jeeze Simon. Stop acting like we're together. It's just sex so I can fuck who I want." He shrugged. "Don't play that card on me. Everyone knows about you and Soap."

I laughed at his expression and ran a finger down his chest. "Why you jealous? Afraid Soap's better than you?"

He frowned. "No! If you preferred Soap you wouldn't be with me would you?"

I laughed again. "There is no me and Soap. Only you." I watched curiously as his cheeks reddened. "Are you blushing?"

"No!"

"Yeah you are."

"So what?"

"I'm not allowed anyone else but you are?"

He huffed. "Fine. I won't fuck anyone else. Happy?"

I grinned. "Very." Leaning down I pulled his legs round my waist and pushed the tip of my cock into him. He moaned and went to move so I grabbed his hips. I slammed into him and he cried out, not giving him time to adjust I pulled out of him and slammed in again. I kept repeating until he was a moaning mess beneath me.

"So tell me Gary. Who do you want?"

"You." He cried out as I hit his prostate.

"And Poet?"

""Dammit Simon he means nothing! You're the one I want! You're the only one who can satisfy me!"

I laughed and kissed him. "Good."

I pounded into him again and jerked him off faster so he cried out spilling his cum on both our chest, I followed suit soon after deep inside him. We both collapsed and it took several minutes for either of us to be able to form coherent sentences. "Fuck Simon." He stated running a hand through his hair to make it stand up on end. I chuckled and rolled over to kiss his neck.

I felt contempt as he sighed and curled an arm around me. Before I could stop the words leaving my mouth they were out. "I love you Gary."

We both froze and stared at each other. "What?" He asked me quietly.

"Nothing." I said quickly getting up and pulling my clothes on.

"You just said you loved me."

I turned and looked at the shell shocked Gary. "No I didn't."

"Yes you did!"

I shrugged. "It didn't mean anything. I was just... caught up in the moment."

He looked at me sceptically. "You expect me to believe that?"

I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed as far away as possible from him. "Yes I do." I said quietly not meeting his eyes.

He grasped my chin and pulled my head up before kissing me softly. "What was that for?" I asked quietly.

He shrugged. "I guess I love you too."

I looked at him shocked. "What?"

"You heard."

"Hearing something and believing it are two different things."

"Well believe it. I gave up Poet for you remember. And he's pretty good." I looked at him sceptically and he hurried on. "Not as good as you! Damn no-one could ever be as good as you..."

He trailed off and he cheeks flamed so I chuckled and pulled him against me. "Ok. I believe you." He relaxed in my arms but tightened his grip when I went to leave.

"Don't leave Simon."

I looked into his brown eyes and sighed. Bollocks this man is going to be the death of me. "Ok I'll stay."

I slid in behind him and he curled up in my arms. After a few minutes he started snoring softly and I smiled. For now and as long as I could keep him, Gary was mine and mine alone.

A/N: Thanks for reading guys and please R&R. I would appreciate any comments as long as they're not bitching about my story. Any constructive criticism to help my stories is also appreciated. :)