This is my second Bamon story please give it a chance. I have been putting off uploading this i kept changing things. Oh well here it is chapter number one. Enjoy :)

Damon: aren't you forgetting something?

me: oh yeah don't forget to tell me want you think about it

Damon: No... that's not it

me:fine! i don't vampire diaries :( but i do own te storyline :)

Damon:don't bragg about that if i was you *smirks*

me: shut up you ass!

soundtrack:

chapter one: Bruno mars-count on me, stacie Orrico-Stuck, Sara Bareilles-King of anything, Pink-Just take a pill


I found myself in a really dark place. But I wasn't scared. I felt power surge into me. It felt really good. As I stood there a burning pleasure ran up me, making me moan. My hair blew in what felt like a tornado. My throat felt refreshed, like drinking water after a hard run. My nose was filled with smells of wild flowers. This was the best feeling I have ever had.

Suddenly I woke up panting. My whole body covered in sweat. I knew instantly that was something to do with my powers. I looked at my clock it was dang on midnight I wonder what time it is Ireland? I grabbed my phone off the bed side table and called Bree. There were only about three rings before someone picked up.

"Hello?" a deep accent came down the phone.

"Hey Derek, its Bonnie" I said, my voice sounded a little shaky.

"Oh Hiya bonnie it's nice hearing your voice. Are you ok? Your voice sounds a bit shaky" concern laced his Irish accent.

"I think so I just had the nicest weirdest dream I have ever had."

"What do you mean? Can you explain it?" Derek asked confused.

So I explained my dream and I mean explain my dream I mean explain. I described the burning pleasure, how the wind felt against my skin, how my throat felt and the smells that filled my nose.

"interesting." it sounded like he was talking to himself. "How did you feel after having the dream?"

"I don't really know I woke up sweating and panting. But that not that strange I normal get dreams like that, well you know that already." if I ever had a bad dream I normal ring Derek or Bree. "However this time my power felt different and kind of stronger"

"Oh no your too young" Derek said talking to himself again.

"What are you talking about Derek?" I asked worried

"I think you have had a power surge but your only nineteen it normal happens when you're twenty one"

"Is that bad. Is there something wrong with me?" I panicked

"No it just means that you're going to be powerful. Some power surges hurt and witches have been known to die. You're lucky you only got a sweat on" he said trying to cram me down.

"Oh right that's good. thanks derek i was panicking then. it's nice to know i can count on you" I smiled

"hey what are friends for " he laughed

"Derek it's not like I'm not enjoying talking to you but is..."

"Is Bree there" he cut me off chuckling "well I'm sorry it's just me, she in bed sleeping"

"Oh I just wanted to know what she thought about the power surge. Well I guess I'm just stuck with you" I sighed

"Thanks bonnie. Cheeky beggar I get up out of my comfy bed to talk to you." I instantly felt guilty

"Oh I'm sorry for waking you up; I can go if you want" I said I felt mean waking him up.

"Oh no don't be stupid boonie, so how's it been going."

me and Derek talked for a bit then I went to bed smiling. God i do like Derek


I knock twice on the big wooden door of the boarding house. Hoping and wishing that HE wouldn't open it. No one answered, so as I was about to knock again someone open the door, causing me to fall into the house. The person who opens the door caught me and I knew by that touch it was him. I quickly stood up out of his arms and straighten up.

"Well this is new, you falling at my feet." he grinned. I could feel my face turning red,

"Shut up Damon" I walked past him

"Only if you kissed me"

"you wish" i say, a but too confidently but thats kind of happen being around damon brings out my cocky side a bit.

" you can hardly controll yourself around. well who could blame have you seen my body" i wasn't even looking at him but i knew he was smirking

"god your so vain"

"you have to be when you look like this" i actaully smiled at this

"Annoying vampire" I mumbled but I knew he would be able to hear me

"You know you love Bonnie" I know that's the problem. I'm in love with a sarcastic, sexy, arrogant vampire, Damon Salvatore. how is it possible to love someone that you hate, I don't understand why I couldn't like someone who wasn't in love with my best friend. Oh yeah that's right because I don't know any boy's who are not in love with Elena.

"BONNIE!" speaks of the devil and she will appear, that was mean but true. She ran at me and pulled my into a Bear hug.

"Hi Elena" I said hugging her back

"Oh God, I'm so glad you're here I have been so bored" she said while she dragged me into the living onto the couch.

"Where's Stefan?" I asked I'm normally welcomed by him.

"Oh he is off hunting" she said with a shrug "I have missed you how long has it been?" she asked.

"Same and I think about a week" I smile, trying to look as excited as her.

"I know, there must be something that's happen in week" I think back my week,

"Nope nothing good happen in my week apart from I have become more powerful" Elena looked at me with a questioning look

"What do you mean more powerful?"

"well i had a power suge which means i have my full powers" i smiled

"Well that's amazing" Elena beamed

"It is?" I questioned

"Yeah of cause it is, your more powerful how is it not amazing?" yeah I suppose it is a bit amazing.

"I suppose it is, I mean I can nearly do every spell in grams spell book" I smiled, know actually feeling better about this 'girl time'

"You wanna watch a film?" Elena asked.

"Yeah sure, what film?"

"Life as we know it?" she said it with a huge grin

"But I thought that just come out at the cinemas. How have you got that on DVD?" I asked confused

"Well I was telling Stefan how upset I was feeling because I can't go the cinema without people seeing me, Plus the next cinema is miles away. So one day he comes home with loads of the latest DVDs, he said he brought them of some guy" she said still with the grin in place.

"Cool" I replied, not really knowing what else to say.

About fifteen minutes into the film Damon walked in. he was wearing a black t-shirt, which was tight on his arms and some black skinny jeans. Oh God he looks gorgeous. I looked up and saw that he was looking at me, looking at him. I quickly looked away with my cheeks turning red. He was going to the liquor cabernet. When he was walking out of the room, I took a sneaky peek at his bum. Yup just how I remember it perfectly tone. Suddenly he stopped at the door and did a little wiggle and turned around and winked at me. I turned redder but I laughed as well, he laughed and walked out of the door. Then out of nowhere the DVD stopped, I looked to my left and Elena was holding the remote. Her lips were in a tight line and she was holding the remote pretty hard, she let out a loud breath. She turned to me and asked.

"Bonnie do you like Damon?"I was caught off grad

"Ermm...I...Ermm"

"It's obvious Bonnie, it's a shame that you can't have him" Elena said with a sweet smile

"What?" I asked shocked and confused

"Well bonnie everyone knows that he is mine and always will be" this got me angry

"Who isn't yours Elena? I thought you got over this, claiming people after you found Stefan. you know who Stefan is don't you, the love of your life as you keep telling everyone" I stood up looking down at her.

"Yes of course I know who Stefan is and He is the love of my life. But Damon is mine!" she shouted and stood up as well.

"How selfish can you get? How would you like it if Stefan went round claiming people eh? He is too good for you Elena, he really is."

"and Damon is too good for you. Even if he wasn't in love with ME he wouldn't look at you twice bonnie. Let's face it your plain old Bonnie and he is sexy, active Damon." That hit me hard; I didn't have a comeback for that. She was right. "It's a good thing that your powers are better, I mean now he doesn't have to save you all the time. I know for a fact that he getting sick of saving your ass all the time." I could feel tears wanting to come out but I wouldn't give Elena the pleasure.

"Elena you are manipulative bitch, who is self-centred and selfish. Do know what I think I'm better off leaving Fell's church, because I really can't stand you" I said in a clam voice and I stared for the door when Elena stopped me by saying

"Bonnie nobody is going to care or notice that you have left. In fact doing that, leaving would do everyone a favour. People won't have to worry about poor little bonnie. To be honest with you I only befriended you out of pity. I felt sorry that you no one else in the playground" I felt a small tear run down my cheek. I did a 180 degree turn

"You know what Elena you might be right, that everyone only like me because you did. Maybe everyone will be glad that I have gone, they can stop pretending to like me. Damon might hate me, only kissed me out of boredom and saved me for you. But all I can say is that the time I have had with Meredith, Matt, Stefan and even Damon have been the best time of my life, even if people were trying to kill us. So I guess I need to thank you for that." and with that said I left the room. I walked down the long corridor to the front door. I cried as I walked, was right? Did no one truly love me? I bumped into something hard. I looked up o see it was Damon.

"Little bird what's up?"WoW he actually sounded concerned

"Like you care" I said stiffening, I push passed him to the door, but he grabbed my arm and spurn me around to face him.

"What if I do care?" he asked bending down to my eye level. I laughed and tugged my arm out of his grip. I walked to the door, but before I could walk out of the door I said

"Bye Damon, it was nice knowing you"

"Bonnie what are you talking about?"

"Asked Elena she will tell you" and with that said I opened the door and ran to my car.

God it hurt so much. Even though Elena was a bitch i still feel bad she was like my sister growing up and i did love her. i need to get outta of here, somewhere were people dont hurt me.


so what ya think? should i carry it on? please review thanks for reading :)