So dis is my first fanfic evars, and I want to tank triplebeard for helping with da editing
Edward Cullen dont bother talking to me unless you are actually going to talk
thanks...
Bella Swan Aim has this thing called an away message
it usually means that the person is away
like, i was away, gone, not at my computer, busy, elsewhere, etc
Edward Cullen you know what you did. if you dont, find someone else to talk to
Bella Swan good thing i do know what i did
Edward Cullen Then why do you do it?
Bella Swan do what? go celebrate september birthdays with jacob? cause thats what i was doing
Edward Cullen You couldn't wait one minute?
Bella Swan no
Edward Cullen Look, I don't mind talking to you when you have problems because I care about you. But I'm not sure if I'm wasting my time though because you obviously don't care about me.
Why don't you go ask Jacob what you should do?
Bella Swan why should i talk to you when you make it quite clear that im happy with my "problem"
Edward Cullen i dont know what you are happy with, and you called it a "problem" to begin with. is it a problem or not to you?
Edward Cullen i dont know why you should talk to me, i thought we had a close relationship. apparently not
Bella Swan then you should know me better
Edward Cullen how?
Edward Cullen so its my fault?
Edward Cullen im nt going to help apparently...
call me if you want
Edward Cullen i dont want to bother you any further since i dont know you
Bella Swan If you knew me at all you wouldnt have to question my motives for going out to Vampire land and you would understand that it is not my choice to have to share a room with Jacob, even if two other people will be in there
Edward Cullen how can i know you? i only know what you tell me anymore.
i know thats not your fault. i already said what i would do if i were you
Bella Swan i told you what i wanted, you chose not to believe me
Edward Cullen why should i have believed you?
Edward Cullen how can i completely trust you and Jacob?
i trusted you both before because i thought i knew you, but i was disappointed then, several times
you could be anywhere and i wouldnt know. how should i know you better and why are you so mad that i dont because i cant?
Bella Swan yes, Jacob and I are going to use the fact that we are on the other side of the country, alone in a hotel room to our advantage. how did you know? good thing you wont be able to be there to stop any of it, after all were going to do that just to spite you.
thanks Edward
Edward Cullen can you blame me?
Edward Cullen you havent answered any of my questions. you are just blaming me
Edward Cullen im not like you, i dont have hundreds of friends i can just talk to. in fact, i only have 2 close friends, you and the cole train. right now the cole train is being an asshole. i hope its just today, and im not finally getting to know him... it may not be a big deal to you that this goes on, but it is for me.
i want this to end.
Bella Swan dont you realize how much you hurt me?
and no, i dont have hundreds of friends i can talk to. in fact, im quite miserable without you
Edward Cullen i dont
Bella Swan obviously
Edward Cullen thats not very fair. i dont think youre considering how i feel...
that kind of one sidedness isnt good for a healthy relationship, even one between just friends
Bella Swan oh? and how do you feel about me going to Vampire landfornia
what do you really think of me and how do you expect to have a relationship at all if you dont even trust me
Edward Cullen i dont like you going to Vampire landfornia at all
theres not much of a relationship to be had if i cant feel comfortable sharing my feelings -and thats not to say i dont want a relationship Bella Swan well im going, and im going to go to be with Alice. if you cant understand that, then im sorry
and since when have you ever felt uncomfortable
Edward Cullen i can see why youd want to go with Alice; understanding and agreeing are two different things
what makes you feel that ive never been uncomfortable?
Bella Swan why should i not go?
well, you havent really been telling me whats up have you? you only get pissy cause im going to Vampire land
Edward Cullen its just a dumb idea.. take your feelings out of it and look at it from someone elses perspective.
im being pissy? like i shouldnt care?.. because i thought you wanted to know my opinion... did you want me to agree with you or did you want to know how i feel?
because it seems like you want me to agree with you so that you can feel better about your decision.
If you are certain, then why do you care if i dont like it or not?
Bella Swan you give your opinion, but you dont give reason for it, how am i supposed to value it
Edward Cullen "i did, just not directly. if you want to know... the situation feels inappropriate. if you and Alice are going to make the effort to go out there, then the boys should be able to make the effort to check into base.
you havent even said how Jacob feels about it"
Bella Swan "Jacob knows that im not going out there to see Jacob, and hes happy for me that im going. but that has nothing to do with you"
and since when do you care about being appropriate or inappropriate? do you actually participate in our conversations?
and do you think it would be more or less appropriate if you went. what if it was a bunch of us girls and them? what if it was just me? what if i didnt go, would that make the whole trip better in your eyes?
Edward Cullen if you didnt go, we wouldnt be having this conversation. i dont care what Alice does, i only care about what you do. i have always cared.
if suddenly things dont "concern" me, then it doesnt seem like this would concern me either, and there wouldnt be any point to this discussion.
i wont tell you how to run your life, but if you ask for my opinion, dont get mad at me for giving it
Bella Swan why are you so upset that im going?