Leaving Half of Me Behind
I do not own Sonny.
Sonny's Point of view
I can't believe this is happening to me. I was pacing up and down the large bathroom in Tawni and my dressing room. It is not true it is a false alarm I thought to myself. I focused on calming myself down, I was shaking with fear. 5min….4min….3min…..2min…1…. beeping. I picked up the test, i took two deep breaths my heart pounding and then turned the test over. No, no, no, no, no, no! This could not be happening to me! I'm 17 for crying out loud. I'm on a tween show and I'm…I'm… I couldn't rap my head around it. I threw the test out in the garbage and walked outside into our dressing room, grabbed my phone, dialed my mom's number and waited for my mom to answer with my heart pounding. As I was waiting for my mom to pick up Tawni walked in. "Hey Sonny, are you ok? You look pale," she asked. "Ya I'm fine," I said. I felt numb from the shock. "Ok well ima go pretty up for my man," she giggled then walked into the bathroom shutting the door behind her. "Hello? Sonny?" my mom's voice asked over the phone. "Uh mom I have something to tell you," I said hesitantly. "Ok…." She said. "Ok mom, I'm pregnant. Before you say any thing I want to tell you that I am really sorry an I know what I did was really wrong and I am very sorry of what I did and I wish I had never done it," I said all this really fast. I could feel tears running down my face. There was a long silence. "Sonny I am very disappointed in you you should have known better I can tell you really regret what you did and being angry won't help at this point. Are you going to tell Chad…. I'm assuming it's his," my mom said. "No, mom I'm not going to jeopardize his career like that…. Mom I wanna move, to umm New York tomorrow please, I know it's a lot to ask but I need to do this trust me," I said trying to hold back a sob. Leaving would mean I would half to leave the best part of my life, being on So Random and Chad who was my boy friend and the guy who I love and who loves me back. " Sweaty you cant just leave tomorrow. At least stay until the end of the week. It will give you enough time to get all your stuff and at least tell Marshall. Fridays the last show of this season to, so at least stay for that," my mom said. "Ok, mom I love you thanks," I said then I hung up. At that moment Tawni walked out of the bathroom holding my pregnancy test with her mouth slightly open. " S-sonny are you?" she asked. "Yes," I whispered then I broke down crying. She threw the test back into the garbage and then ran up to me and hugged me.
Next Day
My whole week was spent with Tawni and I packing all my stuff and then carrying the boxes to my car and putting them in the car. At the end of the day on Friday after the show I hugged every one but of course only Tawni and Marshall knew why and Marshall had promised not to tell anyone. While Tawni and I where hugging she said, "When the baby is born will you send me pics?" " Of coarse," I said smiling. When I got to the car Chad was leaning against it. "Hey Sonshine," he said smiling at me. "Hey Chad," I said after he had kissed me. "Where are you going," he asked confused. "To visit family for a week," I lied easily not meeting his eyes. "Oh, well ill miss you, I love you Sonny," she said not smiling anymore. "I know that Chad," I smiled even though it was hurting me to lie to him. He kissed me again. Then I looked into his beautiful blue eyes for the last time.
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