Not Good Enough~
Chucking the sandwich up against the wall, the flustered Wild Fang captain wrapped his hands around his wrenching empty stomach. His twisted mind couldn't bare the idea of placing those unwanted calories into his figure, especially when he was so determined to impress the one person who had always shown him the respect and affection since they had both met.
I don't feel good enough for him – Kyoya thought to himself and restored the lost oxygen in his body by taking an everlasting inhale. He was desperate to heave up the anxiety that was building up in his chest, but his self disciplined mind was standing between him and this worthless and confusing emotion.
Sliding himself down the kitchen wall with his heart thumping so loud that it was echoing inside his eardrums, Kyoya bit down onto his lower lip and placed his head into his sweaty palms. He knew he wasn't in a good place to be in – he just couldn't understand how such a weak sensation could melt the ice barriers that Kyoya had almost perfected.
With everyone outside training, he was relieved to know that nobody would be able to catch him in this unstable state. Kyoya knew this was his biggest challenge he had to face, especially when it was becoming more and more impossible to hide the truth for much longer.
Everytime he had managed to distract himself from the shocking truth; his lost azure eyes would fall upon Gingka, the aftermath would perform its terrible dances all over again. His natural rebellious nature would self-destruct from the inside out and Kyoya would go into hiding to avoid confrontation.
This new daily cycle now was becoming Kyoya's obsession and addiction – except everytime the lovesick emotion would strike, it would electrify through his heart much stronger than the last. There was no defeating this plague sneaking up into his heart, Kyoya was sick and there was no cure for his feelings towards Gingka.
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A/N: You can't heal a broken heart once the damage has been done, but you can change someone's perspective of love by showing them the real deal. This mini series is dedicated to all those who are scared to love again – Granger~
Song I was listening too whilst writing this:
La Roux – Let Me Down Gently~