A Letter to Shikamaru

I'm sorry for being annoying

Competitive

And sometimes "abusive" like

For not being good enough for you

For calling too much

For being to threatening

For calling you a lazy ass too much

I should have been able to take a hint

I'm sorry for being to selfish

For not being happy for being able to have you for a few months

For not respecting you enough

For not knowing how you felt

But...

Why can't you tell what you've done to me

Why did i have to love you so much

Why do i still do

Fell like i need you

I hate this feeling

Why can't i just accept the fact that you only like me as a friend

Nothing more

Why can't i like you like that

Like a friend

Why can't i control my feelings for you

Why can't i speak right when i'm near you

Why do i have to love you so much

But i now why i love you

It's because you're sweet

Kind

Know me so well without me having to say a word

It makes me want you and only you

DAMN YOU SHIKAMARU!!

Why do i love you want you so

Think of only you

Why can't i move on

Temari