Hey guys! sorry for being inactive lately, (T_T) honestly speaking, I've been kinda lazy, and school started a few months ago, soo, I've been extra busy.

Iwon't be continuing 'Bestfriend? Crush? or Love?' for a while.. sorry,

I decided to write a twoshot in return, (^-^) soo.. R&R!

[Being inlove with you're bestfriend is not easy as she thought it would be...]

I'm worthless, now that she has him, he'll think that, I'm not worth his time anymore.

A lone woman, a redhead, walking alongside their play island, trying to forget what she had heard just 20 seconds ago. Her heart broke, but she thinks that she deserves it anyway. She really wanted to cry, but she knew better, crying never takes her anywhere, right?

"Maybe, I-I should go." her lips quivered, and forced herself to walk. Away from the memories, the pain, her, and most likely, him.

Her red hair danced gracefully as she walk, not even bothering to look back anymore. She swore to herself that, once she get out of here, she'll put a smile on her face as if it meant nothing to her. Being inlove with her best friend, while her other best friend is inlove with him too. And guess what? he actually loved her back, and now, here she was, blaming herself for being such a wimp. Although, it does saves her from being heartbroken infront of him, which she really doesn't want him to see.

Kairi turned on her laptop, and opened her mooglemail account.

Username : heartprincess50124

Password : *********

YOU GOT (1) MAIL!

from : RoadtoDawn001

subject : please read! IMPORTANT!

Kairi squinted her eyes and wondered what could be so 'important'. Knowing Riku, he does not send mail often. She clicked the mail and waited the link to load.

from : RoadtoDawn001

subject : please read! IMPORTANT!

Kairi! Namine told me that Sora just admitted his feelings towards her! Please reply,

- Riku

Kairi's vision became unclear, clutching her external moogle mouse tightly, forcing not to cry and calm down. "I-It's over, I'm... t-too late.." she mumbled, with trembling hands, she quickly typed a reply to Riku.

to : RoadtoDawn001

subject : ...

Riku, I'm going to the play island, if you ever saw them, can you congratulate them for me? thanks,

-Kairi

Kairi didn't want her friend to get worried, even though Riku knows about her affection towards Sora. Staring at her laptop, she urged herself to change her Username because she think that 'heartprincess50124' doesn't matter anymore.

"50124, Sora.."

She turned off her laptop and went outside. She started walking in slow pace, her eyes looking at the ground while sorting out her thoughts. "Ow!" she yelped, fell back, and was about to say 'sorry' to the one she bumped into but kept that to herself.

"Whoa! Kairi! ya okay?" he offered a hand to her which she gingerly took. "Yeah, I'm fine" Kairi started to freak out mentally, here, standing infront of her, her two bestfriends. Sora and Namine.

"Uhh.. Hey guys! sorry, I'm not paying attention." Kairi said, putting up a fake smile, trying to be casual. 'I guess, I'll be doing this more often,' she thought.

"Hiya Kairi! Where are ya goin'?" Namine said, obviously happy, or rather, inlove.

"Uhh, just taking a stroll." Kairi said, "I heard that you two are dating! is that true?" She tried to sound happy even though inside, her heart splitted in half.

"Ho-how d-did you know that?" Sora asked shakily. "Duh! doesn't matter! why didn't you guys tell me?" Kairi replied, getting used of lying to them, for her own good. "We're thinking that you wouldn't get comfortable with us, since we stepped to the next level." Namine said, her voice somehow emotionless, (which shocked Kairi, since just a minute ago, she was very happy) visibly gripping Sora's hand.

"Don't worry! I'm expecting this to happen.. More like every single day! Now that it actually happened, I'm glad!" 'just a little longer...'

"Really Kairi?" Namine meant to ask. "Of course! anyways, I should get going, see ya!"

"Bye," Namine and Sora replied, as they both stared at Kairi's figure, and walked away.

The moment when both of them are out of sight, Kairi ran as fast as she could towards the docks. Tears endlessly pouring down her face. "I thought I can do it... But i-its hard.." She started sobbing when she arrived at the docks. She untied her boat and rowed herself towards their island. Wanting to go back to their sanctuary, even though her hopes and dreams are crushed like a bug.

I can't take this.