Hello everybody this is new fic it can be like another one but then I just wrote I didn't even knew where another fic going so I though about it and here I tried to write this differently. This is of course Quinntana so people don't even fear for another endgame. I just love those two together. So say what you think about it and please tell me is it worth to continue this. Oh and very sorry for all mistakes :)
I'm addicted to you
Chapter 1
Santana P.O.V
Santana remembers watching as Quinn Fabray walked by her. Like always her head was high up with glare at everyone who dare to look in her eyes.
Sometimes it's hard to believe that this girl who once was shy with the lack of self-confidence, later was walking like she owned school.
She remembers how they got this on and off friendship. They would go out together every day. Would talk about anything and they could be self silly ones because it was comfortable.
Now they were strangers and opposites. This girl walking by here was on pyramid top. She was one of most lovable and fearable person in this school. She was every guy and girl dream.
They wanted her, they wanted her life, her luck, her money. She was smart. She was beautiful, her voice was like a pure melody. And Santana, she was almost nothing here. Sometimes people even didn't know she exist. She isn't anywhere on pyramid. While she just had few friend she didn't change that for world.
Though sometimes there were pain in her ass she loved them even if she didn't tell them loudly. She lived in Lima Heights Adjacent. People often thought that it was worst district. But people there were a family ,who always protected each other in spite of everything.
People who were respectful. They respected her family because her dad helped them with everything he could. He helped them when he was alive.
When Santana was eight years old he died from the bullet. He was a soldier. She didn't see him very often but when he would return they would do everything together.
He was proud of her and she was proud do have such a great dad. She always remembers that day when she saw out of window uncle David and other soldier walking towards their house.
She remembers going out of her room to greet them. She remembers her mother breaking down it was most painfully thing to see. She remembers after all that, shutting almost everyone down. She remembers when she would get scared she would pick wooden box where her father things were.
All those time she put his military jacket on. His belonging doesn't smell like him anymore. She remembers all those stories her mom told about her dad. How they meet, fell in love. How her mother softly smiled telling those. When she was about fourteen years old she remembers fixing his motorbike.
After some time and her mom complaining for laund music she finally fixed it. She was so proud of herself, she felt so confident riding around Lima. Her mother always said that she is stubborn like her father but can be sweet at the same time. She remembers first time that she though to keep trace of her father job.
The more she though about joining army the more this idea was appealing.
Ten years ago. October.
Santana parked her motorbike and walked through 'McKinley high' door with most confident she ever had. She wanted to get some reputation this year.
She wore one of her threadbare black jacket and black pants with biker boots. Her hairs were pulled in high pony tale and she had hers aviators, her father dog tag dangle on her neck.
When she walked most students were staring at her and she started to get uncomfortable but she just pushed that feeling away and smirked. When she went to her locker someone tapped her shoulder and she turned around. She saw Brittany there, she's one of Cheerios.
Brittany just put Santana's aviators on her head and looked straight to her eyes.
"Hell you're looking hot Sanny" Brittany is one of the sweetest and the most friendly, she's socializing with everyone in this school.
"Yeah... Thanks" Santana said confusing with this girl forthright.
"You know there's party next week maybe you would like to come" Brittany asked while kept biting her lip distracting Santana's attention.
"Hey are you listening to me" Brittany asked while flicking her fingers next to Santana's nose. Her attention immidentialy came back.
"Sorry 'bout that" She said and Britt just giggled.
"Well I said maybe you wanna go next week to party" Britt said again hopeful. Santana though about this for second. Hell this is her chance to shine and maybe she could get a girl in the end of this month.
"Of course" Santana said with smirk. Britt surprised her when she lunged and hugged her.
"Okay then. See you in class" Britt said walking away with beaming smile.
"What was that" Mike asked her starling her. He's one of her best friend.
"Oh gosh you scarred me" Santana said with her hand clenching her jacket where her heart is.
"I know, and by the way your face was priceless" Mike said chuckling.
"Not cool"
"Whatever. So what was that" Mike repeated his question again.
"What was what" She asked.
"You know for somebody whose ,one of the smartest people I know, sometimes you can be very stupid"
"Hey" Santana protested.
"So what Britt wanted" He asked.
"What jealous much" Santana asked with smirk.
"Who are you and what did you do to Santana Lopez" He asked grabbing her shoulders and shaking a bit.
"Just trying new image"
"Why" He asked with scrunched eyebrows.
"Cause I got tired that everyone acting with me like I'm nothing"
"So what now you are going be like them"
"Of course no, never" He just looked at her and then puffed.
"Okay let's go to class"
"Yes captain Panda king"
"And why I'm even talking with you today"
"Because I'm going to be cool"
"Keep dreaming kid, keep dreaming" Mike said looking over his shoulder to look at her. Then he crashed with someone.
"Hey watch where you going loser" Puck said one of jocks.
"I-I'm sorry" Mike said. Santana always knew that they could easily got those jocks down but they never did. They always knew if they do something to one then they going to get slushed almost from everyone.
"Next time watch where you are going shithead" Puck said walking through them. Bumping shoulders with Mike. Santana opened her mouth ready to speak but Mike just shook his head. They walked silent.
"You know we should totally be badass then no body would do this" Santana said after a while. Mike just chuckled shaking his head.
"Just let's go my little badass warrior" He said.
"Hey stop mocking me" Santana whined. The first bell ringed signaling them to go to class.
"See how slow you are we are going to be late" Mike said.
"Never" She said and started to run to her class. He just chuckled again and chased her.
Quinn P.O.V
When bell rang Quinn sat in last row near window with Brittany, already shutting everything out. After few moments door opened widely she looked at it from curious.
There was this asian boy Chang with Santana? Quinn eyes went wide at Santana's appearance. Hell she looked hot. Quinn always knew that this girl is beautiful and very attractive.
Quinn always though that she looked very cute with her glasses and those superheroes sweaters. But today she looked completely different. Good different. Quinn bit her lip.
She always liked her that's why she cut of theirs communication.
She always knew that she got this big crush on her but she just was too afraid. She was afraid for her reputation. She was afraid what will her friend say to her, what her parent would say to her, what would society will say. So she just hid her feelings inside her. She knew that it was completely unfair for Santana.
She felt so disgusted with herself when she wouldn't talk with her. Looking at her face when she started to ignore her. How sad Santana eyes were when she said that they can't be friends anymore. With all that she just broke herself heart. Quinn watched as Santana and Chang sit down together on her right in last row.
She watched Santana's smile and felt a little jealous. Jealous because she isn't the one that made Santana laugh, that made her smile and happy. She knew it's a egoistic but she wanted to be that one who makes Santana happy. If only she could overstep her fears.
"You know if you don't do anything, I will" Brittany said simply to her. Brittany was the only one who knew about her crush on latina and she would always tease her about it.
"C'mon Quinnie stop glaring at me, you know if you won't somebody else will have her" Brittany whispered to her.
"Britt it's not that simple"
"You just make it not simple. Just tell her. I'm tired to watch you so sad all the time"
"Whatever. Still if I do something we only got two years. And if my parents would hear about it they totally will cut my money. Then there will be no college, no future"
"Don't be so dramatic. You know that your parents love you, they welcome you with whatever you are"
"Yeah or probably kick me out, it's better if I don't do something then this stupid crush will go away"
"Yes it will totally go away... Don't be stupid you know you have it bad it's already three years"
"Lets talk about something else" Quinn said annoyed that Brittany is saying true. Brittany just huffed.
"You know I invited Santana next week" Brittany said with smile.
"I said lets talk about something else that include Santana"
"Y-" Brittany was cut of when teacher walked in class with another bell. The class was boring so Quinn didn't even heard what teacher is saying she spent her time watching Santana and her concentrated face.
Every time thinking how beautiful she's looking. In the middle of class Santana turned to her left to grab something from her backpack and caught Quinn's stares. Quinn blushed and turned to look out of window biting her lip.
Way to go creep Quinn tough to herself. She then saw Brittany scribbled something on her notebook and tore it, then throw it on Santana's desk. Quinn saw as Santana folded paper read it. She then saw it how she smirked.
"What did you wrote to her" Quinn whispered to Brittany's ear. Then she saw that Santana nodded to Brittany.
"Just you know casually saying how good she's looking right now and if she wanna go somewhere today"
"You asked her to date" Quinn hissed.
"Yeah " Saying that Quinn was annoyed was incomprehension she was freaking mad. Brittany knew that she was in love with Santana but still she just asked her on date. Other half of lesson went very slowly to Quinn she spent almost every time glaring at Brittany. When the bell rang she quickly gathered her things and walked as fast as she could tripped on something almost someone's arms quickly caught her.
"Oh gosh are you all right" Someone said and Quinn mentally face palmed herself. Of course it's going to be Santana.
"Y-Yeah I'm fine. A-Are you. Sorry for that I didn't mean it" Way to go Shakspere with words and pronunciation like that you're going to rule the world Quinn taught to herself.
"I'm good" Santana said shyly. After moment Santana steadied her and let go. Oh how Quinn wanted that Santana would hold her forever. How much she wanted to kiss her lips.
"I should go" Quinn blushed and she again mentally face palmed herself. She then quickly walked out-of-door.
Santana P.O.V
"That was awkward" Santana said when Mike walked towards her.
"When I tried to help her one day, next I got slushie so watch out" Mike said.
"You always got slushies" Santana said to him with smirk.
"You just lucky that you don't get them"
"Hey there Santana Lopez right" One girl asked when she walked towards them. She was one of those beautiful girls who know it and use it. She got brown hair wich was French braided. She wore black skinny jeans and red shirt without one shoulder. One simple world she looked hot and she knew it.
"Yea" Santana answered.
"I was thinking maybe you could help me with this class" Girl asked with flirty smile putting her hand on Santana's forearm.
"Yea I think so, just say when you can I will try to help you"
"Cool " Girl smiled.
"Oh my name is Ashley by the way" The girl exchanged her hand.
"Nice to meet you Ashley" They shook theirs hands a little bit longer then necessary.
"Oh so can I get you number" Ashley asked with smirk.
"Sure thing" Santana said pulling her phone out saying her number.
"It was nice seeing you. I totally will call you soon" Ashley winked to her the leaved but not before putting her hand on Santana's foreman trailing down a bit then letting go.
"Oh my gosh..." Mike said with wide eyes and open mouth.
"Yeah... Those chicks totally digging my new image" Santana said in awe.
"Today we totally going shopping" Mike said when they started to walk away.
"Tottaly" Santana said bumping fist with Mike then going to class.
Quinn P.O.V
Brittany chased Quinn grabbed her hand spinning her around.
"What" Quinn asked irritated
"Look I'm sorry. I didn't ask her out it was just joke. Well I said that she looked hot and just gave her my number that's all. Don't be mad" Brittany said with pout.
"I'm not mad at you I'm mad at myself I know what you say is true but I'm just scarred and what if she don't feel that about me" Quinn asked unsecured.
"Then you will have to woo her" Brittany said with shrug. Quinn though about it. Maybe she should do something.
"I will think about it"
"Yay first step is made"
"So I was thinking maybe wanna go shopping today" Brittany asked with beaming smile.
"Yeah... totally" Quinn answered with smile. They linked theirs arms and started to walk before going separately to classes.
Santana P.O.V
"Nah I don't think try the other one" Santana said to Mike.
"Why I think I'm looking good" Mike frowned at her adjust leather jacket.
"No you look weird it just too big for you" Santana said searching for another one.
"Aha here" Santana throw one to him.
"I like this one" Mike said with smile.
"I know I'm just awesome at picking cool things" Santana said with smirk.
"You're just lucky that's all" Mike said going to cashier.
"Let's go somewhere to eat I'm hungry" Santana said with pout.
"You're always hungry. Like it's hard to believe you just so small but you eat so much"
"Hey" Santana protested. They walked into small coffee shop. Music was blasting softly in the background.
I don't know just how it happened; I let down my guard
Swore I'd never fall in love again, but I fell hard
Guess I should have seen it coming; caught me by surprise
Wasn't looking where I was going; I fell into your eyes
"Na-ah you know it it's true" Mike said with smirk.
Quinn P.O.V
"C'mon Britt my feet already killing me and I want something to eat" Quinn pouted. And felt her cheeks getting warmer when her stomach grumbled.
"Okay but you're paying" Brittany said with grin and Quinn just rolled her eyes.
"Let's go already" They paid for their goods and then walked into this small cute coffee-shop. When they walk in Brittany gasped.
You came into my crazy world like a cool and cleansing wave
Before I, I knew what hit me, baby, you were flowing though my veins
"Look over there there's your crush" She said loudly pointing over where's Chang and Santana sitting.
I'm addicted to you, hooked on your love
Like a powerful drug I can't get enough of
Lost in your eyes, drowning in blue
I'm out of control, what can I do?
I'm addicted to you!
Quinn immediately close Brittany's mouth with her hand looking towards them with wide eyes. When she saw that they didn't pay any attention she let go Brittany's mouth and glared at her. Thanks god they didn't hear Quinn taught to herself.
Midnight blows in through the window, dances 'round the room
Got me hypnotized, I'm getting high on the perfume
"What a hell Britt" Quinn asked angrily.
"Look Quinnie it's totally faith" Brittany said to her then grabbed Quinn's arm and dragged her towards them.
"Hey there can we join you" Brittany asked them don't leaving time to Quinn's protest. Santana looked at them quizzical with soft smile. Quinn's heart melted at that smile. Then Chang looked at Santana silently asking him. She just gave them smile and nodded her head.
I couldn't live without you now, Oh, I know I'd go insane
I wouldn't last one night alone, baby
I couldn't stand the pain!
"Sure thing" Santana said scooting more to wall. To gave more space. Brittany like freaking cupid she is chose to sit next to Chang. Quinn just bit her lip but eventually sat down next to Santana. Santana and Quinn stared at each other. Quinn then blushed. Oh gosh why I'm blushing so much next to her she though to herself.
I'm addicted to you, hooked on your love
Like a powerful drug I can't get enough of
"So what are you doing here" Brittany asked them.
"Oh just some shopping. Trying to get Panda king cool" Santana answered with teasing smile and a little nervous. Quinn scrunched her eyebrows at Chang's nickname.
"Stop calling me that it's so racistic" Chang said with a little glare. Brittany giggled looking at him. And Chang shyly smiled to her. Well I'm not only one who's got it bad Quinn though to herself. They talked and after some time Quinn join them laughing with them. It was good to talk with Santana again well and a bit awkward but thanks god for Brittany she never shut ups. After they all ate they talked a little bit more.
Lost in your eyes, drowning in blue
I'm out of control, what can I do?
I'm addicted to you!
"Oh I think we have to go home" Brittany pouted when she saw it what time it is. They sat there about three hours.
"I think we need it too" Chang said. They gathered their bags then Mike paid for all them. They all walked to parking lot talking with each other. Santana and Mike escorted them towards Brittany car.
"It was fun. We should probably do it again soon" Brittany said with huge smile then she surprised them by hugging. She hugged Chang first. He's cheeks got redder when they pulled away. Then she hugged Santana whispering something to her ear which Quinn couldn't heard.
Then Brittany hopped in-car saying goodbye and starting car. Quinn just waved to them and putted bags into backseat then walked into passenger seat. When she almost shut door she heard Santana said to Chang.
"See I totally said girls dig that image" She said with smirk. Quinn just shook her head at her adorably.
"I knew it that you would like this" Brittany said with beaming smile.
"Of course Britt-Britt. You're freaking genius" Quinn said and smiled when she saw Brittany's smile turning into huge grin.
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