Title: Undecided

Author: RideEmLikeACowboyJazzy

Rating: Adult

Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, L.J Smith owns them. I am just a fan of the show. If I owned the characters, I would have Damon chained to my bed, but I don't. Damon is only a character and Ian is the actor. And I obviously can't chain Ian to my bed either.

Summary: Katerina contacts Damon after so long, she got sick of living her life without him. She has always been in love with him and he doesn't trust her, so she has to prove her love for him.

Warning: Smutt, Blood, Cruelty, lots of violence. There will be lots of cursing.

Author Note: This is my first VD story, I know the first chapter is very short. I didn't see it having anything more though. Please leave a review, I have had writers block for a long time. May help me write faster. Thanks in advance.

Chapter 1

Katerina Petrova decided to write a letter to Damon Salvatore, the one that got away. She was nervous about writing and sending her letter to him, because she knew that he hated her. Also he probably was one of the people she has hurt most,she knew she broke his heart as a human and a vampire many times. Katerina knew that he and Stefan believed that she never had feelings for either of them and that she just enjoyed toying with their hearts, but that was not true, not totally at least. Infact it was all for show, her controlling them and hurting them. She was upset that they would not trust her, that every-time she brought herself back to Mystic falls, that they practically force her to leave just the way that she returned. It pissed her off because it used to be her town also. Through her anger, she scribbled out a note for Damon.

Damon,

Damon Damon Damon it has been quite awhile since we have spoken. Which I'm sure you are happy about. I know as soon as I skipped town last time, you probably thrown a party right away 'Katherine is finally gone'. It seems like something Damon Salvatore would do out of amusement. Never had a party thrown for me, so I may as well have a 'Get the hell out of Mystic Falls' party. Oh crap did I give you ideas for the next time I leave that hell hole? I surely hope I didn't.

So are you still making goo goo eyes with my look a like Damon? Always falling for your brother's girls huh? That is kind of sad if you think about it. Elena will never love you. I may be a bitch and never really acted like I cared about you in the past but I did. Elena is a selfish stupid little human, and doesn't see the great man she could have that is right in front of her. One that actually cares for her, and not just fell for her because she stole my face.

Well Damon, when you are done chasing after that human tail you should come sniff me did have lots of fun back in the day. Or even if you are not ready to give that whore up, sniff me out anyway and we can be 'good and talk'. Maybe have a 'heart to heart'. Yes that was me being very sarcastic. Seriously though, I Haven't seen you or Stefan in along time and miss seeing familiar faces. The only people I see now a days are my dinner.

Sincerely Katerina Petrova

P.S. If you decide to come find me, make sure you shower. I don't want you smelling like any skanks.

Katherine folded the paper up, wrote their names and addresses on it,stamped it and placed it in her mail box. She then ran off grinning, hoping for a reply. Even if it was him yelling at her and refusing to come. It would still be worth it. She'd take their little amusing spats any day.