Disclaimer: I don't own YGO and I don't really want to due to publicity.

Rating: R, Romance/ Drama/ Action

Yaoiness: SetoXKatsuya

Summary: Katsuya has an extremely abusive father and Katsuya can't get rid of him. No matter where he goes his father can find him. Katsuya thinks that suicide is the only way. Will Setos love for Katsuya make Seto do something so out of character that Katsuya thinks that it's just a hard core joke?

Content: some slash, chappy one not that bad. If there are any spelling errors please inform me and I will try my absolute hardest to fix them. If there are still corrections to be made please email me personally. I will accept criticism but only to an extent. Please be nice if the story is hurting just scream at me and I will fix it. If you choose to read it or not, your decision. ( ) () ( )

Scarred: chapter one

Screaming scares inside. The pain won't fade.

Jounouchi Katsuya woke up that morning in a strange mood. He felt agitated and felt as if something had slipped his mind. He tried to pick up his head but it felt like tar had been boiled into his skull and dried over night.

He tried to move his leg but the pain was so immense he just gave up. For some reason he was felling really queer and mad. He through off the covers,damp and heavy. A wet substance hit his face with a small splatter. It was, of course, not quite dried blood.

Katsuya looked down at his wounded leg and saw blood on a bandage and on his end table a loaded gun with a bloody bullet. The events of the previous night rang through his head over and over again as he showered and got ready to go to school.

He had a limp, something that would prevent him from being left alone about the cut on his ear. His only choice was to hop on crutches.

Flash back to the previous night

Jou walked into the apartment and knew what was going to happen as soon as he saw the bottles of vodka lying around on the floor. He slowly walked into his room and silently placed his book-bag on the floor. He sighed and accidentally said out loud the thought that had been plaguing him since first period. "Man, That Seto gets hotter and hotter every day."

His first slip up since he was ten. "What did you say worm? Seto, as in Seto Kaiba of Kaiba Corp. The guy CEO? Damn fag!"

Suddenly something Katsuya had hopped would never fall into his drunkard fathers hands was aimed strait at his teenage skull. A .44 magnum stared him down to the ground. Fear... over came him.

Flash forward to that morning

When he looked at his unconscious father's face wicked thoughts flooded his mind. 'Man Jak, you are an annoying fag aren't you. You're just another guy that likes to binge drink and hit there kid with hammers and shoot them with guns. No you are the only scum sucking gay guy in the world that hits his kid only because he is bi! I hate you but this is the only home I have and its lot better than no home. I hope that when you die that you rot in Hell. Bastard.' Jou thought these words that came from the bottom of his heart as he tried to get to the medic closet that he said was his coat closet just so his father would not go into it to see what was there for if he did death would be a lot better than whatJou would go through. He was terrified of his father and only two people knew. Doctor Kyle Brush was Jous only hope of health. If he was not thereJounouchi would have died when he was ten. And Honda the friend that helped Jou out through the worst moments ever remembered.

Flash back to when Jou was ten

"Katsu. Katsu, wake up bud. Katsuya. Come on I want to play a game with you. You want to play Monopoly or something?" Jounouchi Jak said softly too little Jou. Katsu heard his pet name and said to himself that it was impossible that his dad was calling him because Jak never called Katsuya 'Katsu'. He always said 'come here runt' or 'Get over here weakling' to an extent he would say 'don't cry Katsuya'. Jak had wanted to play a game? Never. Maybe.

"Father why do you wake me so early? I know it is not my place to ask you so but why do you ask me to play? And why do you call me by my shortened name?"

"Hush boy. Now I have turned a new leaf and have chosen to be kind do you understand?"

"Yes I do father but why?"

"Because I have been too cruel. I must have been touched by God."

"Ha ha!" Katsuya laughed and smiled his warm and child like smile that he thought he had lost. He was not a normal child for he did not trust his father and his mom had gotten a divorce when he was young. He had no one. He wanted some one. Any one. Just to talk to.

- Later in the game. -

"I rolled a five so…one…two…three…"

"Four, five. Thereyouronparkplacewouldyouliketobuy?"(AN 1) Jak said so fast that Katsuya thought he might start raping his anger.

"Yes I would sir. Here you are!" Katsuya quickly counted out the amount owed on Park Place so as that not to tick off his father but that only made him more mad. Jak Clicked.

"You have been going to that run down no good brain washing school haven't you? They have been teaching you that woman are equal to men haven't they? Haven't they? Haven't THEY?" He didn't even blink. He picked up Katsuya up by the collar of his shirt, strangling the small boy slightly.

"No Father please I have but I like school and homework! I like having teachers and rules!"

"My son will not go to a school were they teach you how to be nice to girls!" At that Jak throughJou to the wall. Katsuya stuck there for a moment until He fell onto a pipe. It went through his lung and pierced his skin on the other side.

Boom.

Katsuya let out a howl. Something he should not have done. Some one banged on the door and Jak answered the door. "Hello we are only playing a game and the boy let out a yell because he is losing and I'm not letting him cheat any more." Jak said in a fake loving voice.

He had planed this out. He was ready for the quizzical looks of the questioning neighbor. He had all is excuses. He was pure evil. There was no way that any one could be this evil unless they were cursed by the Devil. The one and only Devil.

After closing the door Jak beat Katsuya more than he could bear. Jou ran to the fridge to get something hard. There he found a big bottle of Stolichnaya Russian Vodka. He through it with all his might. It worked. Jak fell to the ground with a crash. The wounded boy flew out the door. He ran strait to the Domino General hospital. He had only run a few blocks and already he was winded probably because only one of his lungs were useful.

Jou ran into the hospital out of breath. He ran into a nice looking doctor named Doctor Kyle Brush. He was a tall red head that had a slight Irish accent. The M.D. saw that the little blonde was bleeding quite badly. He inquired why but to no prevail. The little boy passed out and fell into the caring doctors arms

-

When Jou woke up he saw Azure Blue eye's staring at him. He blinked and they were gone. He turned his head up to face the doctor. "What happened and where am I?" Jou asked trying to not sound alarmed.

"You are at the Hospital. You had a pipe through your lung. All gone now. Here souvenir." Said the red headed doctor. He handed Jou the long pipe than asked Jou what had happened. Jou told the Man every thing. He had spilt his guts. 'No this isn't happening. This just can't happen to me. No. Fatso Father is going to kill me!' My life is gone! But then again isn't this what I want? Thought the blonde. He also wanted to know who was looking at him. The Azure Blue eye pieced his soul. He loved those eyes. He envied the man without light brown eyes that turned a different shade or hue when the emotion changed.

Jou looked up at the doctor. His eyes were red/amber. How strange. 'How come I take after mom?' he asked him self. He all of the sudden turned sad. The doctor watched as the boys gazed turned from a frightened look to a look of sadness. And the doctor also watched as the boys' eyes turned from a dark dark brown to a dark brown with a light pink rim around the edge. The doctor was shocked. He involuntarily put a look of distress on his face.

Wow. The eyes of this young boy has so little life in them. "How old are you kid? And what's your name?" Jou didn't answer right away. It took him along time to get out of the daze that he was in. When he thought about his mother he just got sad. He couldn't explain it. It just happened. He was deprived. He was depressed. He was going to change. His moms gone. So what? He can live, can't he? No, but he will survive. For as long as he can stand his life.

He looked into the eyes of the caring doctor. Jou saw love in the red eyes. He saw a caring that he never saw before, it was odd. He was not used to the positive attention. "Well you should be good to go. Your all fixed up and due to what you told me it looks like you'll need a medic kit and a couple of more stuff just for precaution. And feel free to keep the wheel chair! We will be reporting to local authorities and he will be persecuted." At that the doctor winked and Jou felt very anxious.

"No!" He yelled so loud that Dc. Brush look as if he'd been struck in the face. "You can't say anything! You do and I will kill myself without hesitation!"

"Well then. We don't want you to die."

"I swere to God!. I will do anything to kill myself. I will gladly burn in Hell if you tell a soul. That infromation is clacified!"

"No Jou I must tell to police." His loving gaze turned from kind to solom

"I SWERE I WILL SHOOT MY SELF FIND SOME WAY. I AM COMPLETELY SERIOUS!"

"Fine. This will be our secret. Though don't think that this is okay. What you Father is doing is against the law and he should be locked away for such an act of violence. You will be my anonymous patient. But only until you are of age. Then the law will lock down and you father will suffer. I still don't know that i am doing the right thing."

"Please you are, you are you are my savior."

-

Katsuya wheeled him self out of the hospital there he practically ran over Honda.

"Dude you look awful wad the old man do ta ya this time?"

"He beat the life out a me after throwing me agents a wall onto a pipe that went trough muh lung."

"Dude ouch."

"Yeah. So what are you doing here?"

"Check up."

"Yeah well I come over later. K?"

"Yeah I'll like that bud."

"Well I have something to tell you. I want to die. I want to just go away. Dude if I don't die by his hand, I swear I will die by my own." Seriousness. Something new to him waved over his body. He was completely serious and he knew that Honda thought otherwise.

"NEVER! If you do Katsuya I don't know what I will do! You can't because you know what you are?"

"A runt, a weakling, and little piece of shit?" Suddenly Jou was over run by anger. He turned his face toward his shoes.

"NO! You are my best friend and I would do almost anything for you!"

"Fine then kill me!" A sense of blood lust over came him. Katsuya's mind reached in the thought of his death. The amazing pain that death would send his way. His face shot up but a smile was on it not a frown of utter seriousness. He had a very good poker face. And only he knew that.

"That's were the almost comes in." Honda thoroughly thought that Katsuya was in a 'joke' type of mood

"Dude Honda you rock." But 'you rock' was not what Katsuya had wanted to say. He longed to scream 'How could you dirty insignificant worm!'

"I try my best"

flash forward to the present

Jou stepped out of the shower and pulled a towel off the towel rack. Tying it in a small knot around his waist. He sped into his bed room and pulled his uniform out off the chair. He walked over to the closet and grabbed his crutches.

He had a hard time but he managed to get out the door and to Domino Regional High School. Hopping all the way.

The pain kind of seared up his leg but it didn't really bother him. Pain never really triggered any sense of distain or disliking. In truth he actually liked the sensation of pain. It pleased him.

As he came closer and closer to the school he had to try harder and harder not to smile.

Well? How about it cool right? Ya

AN1 : "There youron park place would you like to buy?" Jak said so fast ...

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