A Test/Steph song fic. I don't know where my muses got the idea for this. I
didn't even LIKE that angle to much (I liked the idea of Jericho/Steph much
better:) But I guess it was because I was reading a really good fan fic about
Test and Steph so I guess that tugged some of my emotions. I also think I made
up a couple new words. Sorry. ROCK ON! Oh and speaking of rocking... Buy
Lifehouse's No Name Face. I "borrow" their song. Sorry don't sue. I own nothing.
Not even my own imagiantion. The muses own that. Also all WWf characters are
owned by the (duh) WWF. Buy the cd, it is THE coolest cd out there today (or
until REM's new one comes out on Tuesday, right Ami?? :)
~~~~~~~Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
chasing after you~~~~
Test looked up. He saw Stephanie McMahon-Hemsely putting on his favorite cd,
Lifehouse No Name Face. She was the last person he'd expect to be standing
over him. She was married to the man he hated with a passion. The man who put
him in this hospital bed. The man that stole the most important thing away from
him.... her. It was enough to make Test want to scream very loudly but then he
realized he could hardly breath. Oh great HHH broke my ribs again. Just great.
But then he looked at Stephanie crying as she was listening to the song and he felt
pity for the women he once loved.
~~~~I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely Incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me
now I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move~~~~
Oh my Lord. It's almost like this guy knows my life story. I hate to admit it but
lately since he's been getting more air-time, I have been falling back into love with
Test. I wonder if that can even be called the truth. I never not loved him. I just...
just... Geez I don't know! I loved him for ever. All those times in bed with HHH
when he was trying to make a little Hunter, Hell I was thinking about Test. How
this should be Test. How he should be mine. But no. It's all my fault, all this time,
all the 2 years. I could've just said STOP. I am Daddy's Girl after all. And that's
what frightens me. Daddy never liked Test but he HATED Hunter. So now Hunter
and Daddy and that wretched Austin are all friends. If I declared my love for the
man I've loved all these years, I'd be an outcast. I've never really liked Mom too
much, but I might be forced to live with her and Shane. I'm so confused. What
should I do God?? Give me a sign!
~~~~I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
There is nothing else to lose
There is nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world
that could change my mind~~~~~
Wow. Just looking at her back reminds me of all the good times we had together.
She doesn't have that horrible makeup on and her hair, it's actually straight and
doesn't look all ratty. *sigh* Like the Stephanie I used to love. The Stephanie
before Hunter got his greasy, ugly, big nosed hands on her. She was mine. She
should be mine. But the fates played a horrible game with me, and she's not mine.
She finally turns around and sees me staring at her. Her eyes are very red, like she
had been crying all night. But that's impossible because...well... it is! This is
Stephanie McMahon! She wouldn't and couldn't care for me! I'm just lowly
old Test. Her old man. I feel my own tears began to well up in my eyes. "Hi Test
how ya doin'." She says looking like she's going to cry again. "Oh just peachy. I
can't breathe, my ribs are bandaged up, and the wife of the man who did this to
me is standing in my room. I repeat, just peachy." I can't stop myself from
sounding so bitterful. Stephanie starts to cry. I wanted to say the women I used to
love and not the bitter words of 'the wife of the man'. I am such a fool sometimes.
"Ah, listen, I didn't mean that. You know its the drugs talking. These doctors
like to give out too many drugs you know." I say instantly feeling ashamed that I
had made someone I love...er.. loved cry like that. She looks like she's going to
say something, then shakes her head and goes and slumps into the chair next to
me. She holds my hand. "Listen, Andrew...I know what I've done to you was
and still is absolutely horrible... but I'd like to start over..." She says looking
more and more like the Stephanie of old. My Stephanie. "Yeah well, that's kind of
hard to do, since your father hates my guts and your husbands tried to kill me,
what? Ten times already?? Listen that sounded mean again. I'm sorry. I'd like
things to be like they were, really I do... But how can they?? We don't have
any special kind of time machine that can take us back in time. If we did... Hell, I
would love if everything WAS different." I said getting a little misty eyed myself.
Yeah I guess I do still have feelings for her... "I know. Listen your been out a
long time. I've been thinking," she starts then takes a breath.
"IthinkIwanttomoveinwithShaneandMaanddivorceHunter.HecouldgobacktoJoanieandeverythingcouldbelikeoldtimes...
Whadda ya think??" She said getting hopeful. "Well since I only was able to
understand What do ya think... I don't know." I said with a smile on my face,
knowing full well what she said. What I'd been waiting years to hear. But I had
to make sure she wasn't just going to say it once, then pretend she never said it.
Playing with my heart and breaking it...again... wouldn't sit to well with me and
my temper. She breathes again and gets a tissue, "I said, 'I think I want to move
in with my mother and Shane. The divorce Hunter and he can finally go back to
the only woman he ever loved, Joanie. And then hopefully I...we.. can go back to
old times. I know not everything will be normal. Hell, I still get nightmares from
when Undertaker kidnapped me... but I would do all this for you. For some
shred of normalcy. For some shred of the way life used to be. When I would
love to get up in the mornings because I knew you'd be the first thing I'd see.
Not some guy who made more love to his sledgehammer, then to his own wife."
She said getting teary-eyed again. "Oh shhh. It'll be all better. I'll make it all
better." I said as I put my finger to her lips and then did something I had been
waiting for, for so long... To finally kiss the lips of my Princess.
~~~I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you ~~~~
Please Review! Thanks! Rock On!
didn't even LIKE that angle to much (I liked the idea of Jericho/Steph much
better:) But I guess it was because I was reading a really good fan fic about
Test and Steph so I guess that tugged some of my emotions. I also think I made
up a couple new words. Sorry. ROCK ON! Oh and speaking of rocking... Buy
Lifehouse's No Name Face. I "borrow" their song. Sorry don't sue. I own nothing.
Not even my own imagiantion. The muses own that. Also all WWf characters are
owned by the (duh) WWF. Buy the cd, it is THE coolest cd out there today (or
until REM's new one comes out on Tuesday, right Ami?? :)
~~~~~~~Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I started
chasing after you~~~~
Test looked up. He saw Stephanie McMahon-Hemsely putting on his favorite cd,
Lifehouse No Name Face. She was the last person he'd expect to be standing
over him. She was married to the man he hated with a passion. The man who put
him in this hospital bed. The man that stole the most important thing away from
him.... her. It was enough to make Test want to scream very loudly but then he
realized he could hardly breath. Oh great HHH broke my ribs again. Just great.
But then he looked at Stephanie crying as she was listening to the song and he felt
pity for the women he once loved.
~~~~I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely Incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me
now I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move~~~~
Oh my Lord. It's almost like this guy knows my life story. I hate to admit it but
lately since he's been getting more air-time, I have been falling back into love with
Test. I wonder if that can even be called the truth. I never not loved him. I just...
just... Geez I don't know! I loved him for ever. All those times in bed with HHH
when he was trying to make a little Hunter, Hell I was thinking about Test. How
this should be Test. How he should be mine. But no. It's all my fault, all this time,
all the 2 years. I could've just said STOP. I am Daddy's Girl after all. And that's
what frightens me. Daddy never liked Test but he HATED Hunter. So now Hunter
and Daddy and that wretched Austin are all friends. If I declared my love for the
man I've loved all these years, I'd be an outcast. I've never really liked Mom too
much, but I might be forced to live with her and Shane. I'm so confused. What
should I do God?? Give me a sign!
~~~~I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
There is nothing else to lose
There is nothing else to find
There is nothing in the world
that could change my mind~~~~~
Wow. Just looking at her back reminds me of all the good times we had together.
She doesn't have that horrible makeup on and her hair, it's actually straight and
doesn't look all ratty. *sigh* Like the Stephanie I used to love. The Stephanie
before Hunter got his greasy, ugly, big nosed hands on her. She was mine. She
should be mine. But the fates played a horrible game with me, and she's not mine.
She finally turns around and sees me staring at her. Her eyes are very red, like she
had been crying all night. But that's impossible because...well... it is! This is
Stephanie McMahon! She wouldn't and couldn't care for me! I'm just lowly
old Test. Her old man. I feel my own tears began to well up in my eyes. "Hi Test
how ya doin'." She says looking like she's going to cry again. "Oh just peachy. I
can't breathe, my ribs are bandaged up, and the wife of the man who did this to
me is standing in my room. I repeat, just peachy." I can't stop myself from
sounding so bitterful. Stephanie starts to cry. I wanted to say the women I used to
love and not the bitter words of 'the wife of the man'. I am such a fool sometimes.
"Ah, listen, I didn't mean that. You know its the drugs talking. These doctors
like to give out too many drugs you know." I say instantly feeling ashamed that I
had made someone I love...er.. loved cry like that. She looks like she's going to
say something, then shakes her head and goes and slumps into the chair next to
me. She holds my hand. "Listen, Andrew...I know what I've done to you was
and still is absolutely horrible... but I'd like to start over..." She says looking
more and more like the Stephanie of old. My Stephanie. "Yeah well, that's kind of
hard to do, since your father hates my guts and your husbands tried to kill me,
what? Ten times already?? Listen that sounded mean again. I'm sorry. I'd like
things to be like they were, really I do... But how can they?? We don't have
any special kind of time machine that can take us back in time. If we did... Hell, I
would love if everything WAS different." I said getting a little misty eyed myself.
Yeah I guess I do still have feelings for her... "I know. Listen your been out a
long time. I've been thinking," she starts then takes a breath.
"IthinkIwanttomoveinwithShaneandMaanddivorceHunter.HecouldgobacktoJoanieandeverythingcouldbelikeoldtimes...
Whadda ya think??" She said getting hopeful. "Well since I only was able to
understand What do ya think... I don't know." I said with a smile on my face,
knowing full well what she said. What I'd been waiting years to hear. But I had
to make sure she wasn't just going to say it once, then pretend she never said it.
Playing with my heart and breaking it...again... wouldn't sit to well with me and
my temper. She breathes again and gets a tissue, "I said, 'I think I want to move
in with my mother and Shane. The divorce Hunter and he can finally go back to
the only woman he ever loved, Joanie. And then hopefully I...we.. can go back to
old times. I know not everything will be normal. Hell, I still get nightmares from
when Undertaker kidnapped me... but I would do all this for you. For some
shred of normalcy. For some shred of the way life used to be. When I would
love to get up in the mornings because I knew you'd be the first thing I'd see.
Not some guy who made more love to his sledgehammer, then to his own wife."
She said getting teary-eyed again. "Oh shhh. It'll be all better. I'll make it all
better." I said as I put my finger to her lips and then did something I had been
waiting for, for so long... To finally kiss the lips of my Princess.
~~~I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you ~~~~
Please Review! Thanks! Rock On!