How many days has it been since he left for the farm? It seems like it's been forever and it feels like I'll never see him again. Jesus, I'm losing my mind. I know he's coming back

The compound is so empty without him though. I've never realized how much he means to me until he left me here all alone. I just sit here day after day looking his way and hoping to see him return but he doesn't. No one ever seems to return.

Rythian and Nilesy used to be here long ago. Of course, we killed Nilesy... Which makes his disappearance pretty justified and Rythian just left. I did hear from Sjin that Rythian visited him on the farm to make a truce but I'm not sure how much I trust it though.

Whatever, we don't need them. I only need Sjin... Eh! I can't believe I feel like this! How selfish of me. I'm just going to sit in the tower and pretend I never felt like this. Damn you, Sjin! Come home already!