Katniss sat up in their room in her own with her eyes fixed upon the old pin, the Mockingjay pin. So many memories filled her mind when she looked at the pin and it had been awhile since she had gotten it out, mostly because of her – dead – sister Prim and all the others that she knew who had died in the revolution of the capitol.

Her face showing no emotion except pain, pain that filled her eyes. She only did these moments of feeling numbness and pain was when Peeta was working at the baker and wouldn't be able to see her break. They had been married for nearly fifteen years now but Katniss still didn't like being weak in front of him, one of her many reason for hating having her nightmares.

Just perched on the end of their bed. Thoughts consumed her mind and often it was the same thought, children. Many, many times had Peeta asked Katniss for children. Ever since the metal of her wedding ring kissed the skin on her ring finger on her left hand Peeta had asked for them to try for a family. She had always said no, due to the vow she made when she realised what the country of Panem was really like.

It broke her heart that she was stopping Peeta from doing something that would bring them closer as a couple, she loved him … didn't she? Well she obviously didn't she thought because if she did then she would have given Peeta children years ago.

She continued to stare down at the pin and her thoughts started to drift towards the war that raged around them at the time, and also when Peeta had been hijacked and tortured into thinking that Katniss (the girl he loved) was a mutt. It was hard for Katniss to see him like that, she could remember the day like it was yesterday. She was running towards Peeta's room in the hospital and as she saw him and drew closer to him to kiss him, that his hands had unclosed around her neck.

He had gotten better but he still had some brief moments in which he would lose himself for a second or two but with one look at his wedding ring did he come back to her with a kiss on her lips and look in to her deep grey Seam eyes.

After what felt like hours gazing down at the pin did she get off the bed and place at the bottom of her smallest draw where she used to keep the pearl that Peeta had given her at the Quarter Quell but Peeta had taken the and pearl and had it turned into her engagement ring.

"Katniss!" Peeta called out as he entered their home.

"I'm coming!" She shouted back. She quickly looked in the mirror that hung in their room, making sure she looked ok. Katniss walked down the stairs and found Peeta laying down on their sofa with his eye lids looking heavy but upon seeing Katniss did he seem to perk up a bit and smile that he only had for her seem to graze his lips. It was in the moment in which Katniss knew that she loved him and wanted to have his children and make him happy.

"Peeta I want to have children with you, real." She spoke so simply as if she the words tucked away inside her. Happiness filled her but still the fear of what could happen to their children … if Peeta wanted to have any with her still. "Peeta," she spoke again as she noticed he hadn't said anything but then she felt his lips press against her in a passionate kiss but it was delicate too and filled with all the love he had for her.

Peeta released Katniss but still had his arms wrapped protectively and lovingly around her waist. Both their heads pressed together and their breathing deep and heavy but their smile on both of their lips stayed.

"Katniss I love you SO much and I can't put into words how happy you have made me," Peeta spoke and sounded as if he had just be given all the luxury items that District 1 make.

"Well you don't have to put it into words," Katniss replied seductively with a coy smile grazing her full pink lips. She slowly stepped out of his arms and slowly walked up the stairs to their bedroom with Peeta's eyes glued on Katniss hips and couldn't help but notice she was swaying them a little more than normal. A smirk rising on his lips and he couldn't help but feel a twitch in his trousers.

Peeta walked up to their bedroom to find Katniss just perched on the end of their bed. His travelled over her body and noticed her wearing a dark green silk bra and knickers. His upon noticing the lack of clothing his eyes fell dark with desire, he walked over to her and lifted off his shirt dropping it to the floor and with his left hand did he lifted up her chin.

Katniss's eyes slowly looked up into his deep blue eyes, her eyes filled with desire at the sight of his exposed chest. Both eyes gazing at each other before their lips in a kiss starting off slow but then getting more heated and hotter by each move of their lips and tongue…