A/N: I think these are almost harder to write than "Just Kiss Already" You really should read JKA before this.. So, STOP NOW, and go read it. I'm going to try and write one for all of ND and the most mentioned Warblers..

TRIGGER WARNING..

disclaimer: I don't own glee..

Cooper.

Cooper wasn't expecting a phone call from his dad that day. He really wasn't expecting his dad to be crying when he answered the phone. But when his dad told him that his little brother, his strong, independent little brother was on his way to the hospital, he couldn't breathe. He lost it completely when his dad called back less than a minute later to tell him the news. Blaine was dead. An over-dose.

He wondered what had gone so wrong in his baby brother's life for him to actually take his own life? He didn't want to cry, he didn't want to be sad. No, Cooper Anderson wanted to hurt someone. His little brother had survived through the name-calling, the death-threats, the bullying. So why? Why? Was the break-up all that Blaine needed to be pushed for him to fall over the edge? Why didn't Cooper see anything before? Blaine was his little brother for God's sake! What the hell had he been doing these last few months that he didn't notice?

The funeral. The funeral was the worst part. Cooper shouldn't of had to see his 17 year old brother be lowered to the ground in a casket. It wasn't right! All of Blaine's friends had nothing but good things to say about him, so why couldn't Cooper summon the courage to say anything.

Then there was the letter. The fucking letter.

Coop it had read, Since you're reading this, I'm dead obviously. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry I wasn't strong enough to fight this. I love you. Take care of dad for me. –Blaine

His fucking little brother fucking kills himself and all he gets is an I'm sorry, I love you, take care of dad? No, Cooper wanted an explanation. But he could never get one.

Now, all Cooper wants to know is if his little brother is okay now. Is their mom up there, taking care of him, or is he alone?

Clutching the letter to his chest, Cooper closes his eyes and prays to God, that his little brother his doing okay up there.

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