Author's Note: Hey guys this is my first book I have- well second please review thanks

.:Chapter 1-I'm not okay:.

Raina woke up to the sound of her alarm clock blasting. She opened her eyes, knocked the clock off the nightstand and yawned. She glanced over at the clock and it read '6:51'

''oh my freaking God, I'm gonna be so late!!'' She yelled as she ran into the bathroom and brushed her teeth. She ran over to her walk in closet.

'What to wear' She thought but soon found the right outfit. She put on a black top that said 'Poisoned' with a skull and a black ruffled skirt with ribbons weaving in and out of the holes on the side. Raina pulled on her knee high boots and zipped them up then pulled on her black and white arm warmers. She raced into the bathroom and applied black eyeliner and mascara before putting her hair up into a messy bun. Finally she picked up her gold moto razor phone, black/lavender binder and black book back she glanced over at the clock as it read '7:15'.

''I'm late fuck fuck fuck!!'' Raina screamed as she quickly grabbed her keys and ran out the door. She was walking to school when her phone run. It unfortunately was Jordon.

''Hello?''

''Hey baby where you at?''

''Walking to school...'idiot''

''Alright call me when you get here'' with that he hung up.

'I swear he can be a jackass' Raina thought smugly. She walked up to Cali high.

''Hey Chica!'' said a familiar voice. She turned around and caught sight of Kendra. She was wearing a black shirt that said in blood letters 'yeah well...fuck you!' with a red heart by it. She wore black Capri with chains hanging from the sides with black converse shoes on.

''Hey what's up?'' Raina asked,walking up the stairs to the high school and inside to her locker waving so a few people she knew

''Nothi-'' Raina wonder why her friend had stopped talking so she followed her friends eyes and saw no other than HER boyfriend Jordon with Nicole her worst enemy. Raina stalked over to the scene and pushed Nicole out the way.

''What the fuck you think you doing??'' Raina said beyond pissed at what was happening.

''Making out bitch what is it to you?'' Nicole said looking at her up and down.''Call me when you get tired of this bitch.'' with that she put her number into his pocket before Nicole could walk away Raina pulled on her hair causing Nicole to scream and fall to the ground. Raina hovered over her and contiued to punch her repeatedly in the face. Nicole took a swing at Raina knocking her off. By then there was a crowd circling them. Kendra smiled she knew her friend could handle herself in a fight and she would only jump in when it was too much.

Both girls got up quickly. Nicole took another swing at Raina but she dodged it and pushed Nicole into the lockers then grabbed a fist full of her blonde hair and banged her head into the locker. Nicole elbowed her in the stomach causing Raina to stumble back. Nicole turned around and slammed Raina into tile wall behind her. Raina kneed her in the stomach then punched her in the face. Thats when the security guards decided to show face and stop the fight. After a few minutes they let Raina go and she walked over to Jordon and smacked him.

''Who the...Why the fuck did you make out with her!!'' Raina screamed at him.

''Baby come here calm down.''Jordon tried grabbed her but she pulled away.

''You knew I didn't like her!! Don't fucking baby me! What the fuck am I supposed to do be your second hand slut when you don't get your way with someone else!!'' She yelled as tears streamed down her face.

''I'm sick of this shit.'' Raina said,she then ran off.

''Raina!!'' He yelled but she was gone. Out of his life. Out of their life...

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