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Brandon Walsh was so stunned; he wasn't able to thing straight.

He looked into her eyes that filled with tears she evidently tried to hold back desperately. He swallowed and clenched his fists. It felt as if he had just been thrown into ice-cold water, not able to move, unable to swim, about to go under.

"I understand…", he said slowly. He wanted to say so many things, explain it all to her, but how wrong would this be? How much more should he hurt her?

"Good.", she answered, stepped forward and went past him.

He wanted to stop her so bad, he wanted to just grab her by the wrist and never let her go. He never wanted to hurt her; he could remember the moment, when he told her, that he would be there for here and never leave her alone, but still, he had done so…

For the first time in his life, he felt as if he would lose everything he loved now without being able to do anything against it. He knew that it was all his fault, but he had the horrible belief that if she went through this door, she would not come back as the woman, that used to love him unconditionally.

At that moment, he heard the door close behind her…

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late…

He closed his eyes, feeling as if someone pulled him up to face the wrong he had done. He should have told her immediately, no, he shouldn't ever have done this. Sleeping with this woman, he did not love; and why?

What should he do now? Do as she told him, stay away from her?

Shouldn't he tell her how sorry he was? Shouldn't he try to convince her of the fact how much he really loved and needed her? Or should he really let her go, like she just went away from him, as if he was not able to hold on to her?

Should he really say goodbye to her and to their relationship?

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me…

He turned round, taking a look at the closed door. He couldn't stand hurting someone he loved, it had always been that way. But what about the people, who say that you are not really in love with someone if you are able to sleep with someone else? Was this a proof of his missing love for Kelly?

He shook his head. No, he had waited for her all the years since her decision, not matter-of-factly, but as they kissed again after such a long time he had felt how much he had missed her…

And now? Could this fault ruin their love?

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

No. He looked up, running his fingers through his hair. No, he could not let this happen.

Brandon Walsh knew at once, he would not let this just happen. He would fight.

I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice…