A/N: I'm not saying who this is about. You have to guess::grin: I know, it's really cheesey...it doesn't even rhyme. But I felt like being special. So anyway, read and review!
Here I am, trapped within my mind
No one to love me, no one to want me
Here I am, chained by these shackles of sanity
How I long for sweet release
There must be something beyond every temporary death
That consumes me every time I lose control
There must be something more than this cold world
That I wake up to
Their smiles are lies
Their words are lies
Their lives are lies
Pretending to want to protect me
Pretending to love me
But I know the truth
I know the fear and contempt that lies behind their masks of pity
Their masks of love and joy they continuously wear
To hide their ugly souls
There must be something more than this world I'm condemned to
Something more than this prison of the damned
I know this life I'm attempting to live
Is the source of my torment
I was a fool to believe someone cared
To believe someone could be there
Now I am alone once again
Allowing myself to lose control
Not caring about the harm I'll cause
To those I might have loved
To those who claimed to love me
Let me lose control and hurt them
Let them die
I don't care
Here I am, chained by these shackles of sanity
Longing for release
Longing for sweet suicide