I look at the world around me and I see death and destruction. The world is consumed by hate and consumer products. Looking around me now I realise, school is no different. It's just a little bit nicer than the world. It's full of lies and trying to be popular. Also consumed by hate and consumer products so, there is no difference there really. It's still a struggle to survive, through this hell.
I'm Isabelle McCarty. I'm 16 have black hair, pale skin and the most beautiful electric blue eyes ever seen. However you wouldn't see them, I have had to wear contacts in. It makes them look purple now so. Oh how I hate to be on the number one kill list. Sorry didn't I tell you about that. I'm a spy. No it's not a crappy joke I wish it was. Really being on the hit list is boring as hell. I can't do nothing at all. Anyway I'm tall and slim but most of it is muscle.
'Hey Belle' a voice behind me says. I sighed in annoyance at this. Only my brother was allowed to call me that, and it still got on my last nerve. 'Hi Emmett' I sighed pulling my ear phones out. 'Oh don't be like that sis' he boomed. People was starting to look over at us. 'Emmett go away' I hissed hiding my face. 'Just coming to tell you that you're sitting your ass by me at lunch' he said before bouncing off.
I went back listening to my ipod. My brother could be such a jerk sometimes. I listened to Greed Day's Wake Me Up When September Ends. I was glad one of us could find happiness in this hell hole. I was tempted to just not sit with him, I couldn't stand big crowds.
My brother Emmett McCarty, 17 a typical jock. Everyone in this school loved him to bits. Teachers even gave up their time for him without protesting. I however wanted to be forgotten as much as I could. I didn't need the attention, attention was bad in some situations. Situations between life or death. Most of the time I had to chose between them. Argh stupid Emmett.
I walked into my lesson, and inwardly sighed. English. The most terrible thing on this god damn planet. I know all of this stuff to the end of the world and back again. I know 20 different languages, ready for them. Akawaio(Caribbean), Bulgarian, Breton(Celtic), Chinese, Punjabi, Japanese, Italian, Spanish, Danish, German, French, Arabic, Fang(Bantu), Greek, Lithuanian, Luri(Iranian), Russian, Romanian, Cornish? and Czech. Never mind my own language and signing in it.
So bloody frustarting listening to these people. I could probably have a conversation calling them god knows what and they wouldn't know what I said. 'Miss McCarty can you sit over there please' she ordered. I nodded and sat far away as possible from the girl next to me. 'Alter beutel' I muttered sighing slightly. Did I really need to know this? Nope so I sighed lent back and went to sleep. It was one of the best sleep ever.
I was cornered and I literally mean cornered, by some random boy. Please god you have to be kidding me. 'Hiya baby, I've seen you around. You're in my next class, shall I walk you there?' he asked. OK that is not funny god. 'No I know how to handle myself round this place thank you' I said curtly before heading off.
I sighed when I saw my brother next. After lunch may I add. 'What? Why did you give me that look for?' he asked as I walked to his surrounded car. I glared at him before climbing in. 'Hey back off that's my sister' Emmett shouted. I sighed rolled down the window 'Emmett get your little gay boys off this car and get in!' I shouted closing it again.
Emmett noticing I wasn't in the mood for his friends shit, quickly got in. I saw him glance at me warily. 'What?' I snapped at him. 'Why are you in a mood? If it's that Mike Newton guy, I'll take care of him' Emmett said punching his hand. 'That's just it Em, you've already took care of him. I heard he refused to come out the toilet for a good two hours' I sighed rubbing my eyes.
'Sorry Belle, it's just that I saw him corner you. I got really mad; I forgot that you could handle him yourself' he smiled sadly. I smiled in return as we pulled up into the driveway. Great mom was back. 'I know Em, you was only trying to be a protective big brother' I teased trying to make him smile. He gave me a bear hug before we got of the car. 'Missed you Belle' he sighed kissing my forehead.