A/N: I'm sorry that I left my other stories, but I like very much this idea and I wanted to write it. I hope you like it! If you don't like babyfic, please don't read! Enjoy & Review, thanks!
"Andy, I'm pregnant." she sighed confused. For a moment Andy froze. Different emotions went through him. He stood before her with a combination of surprise and confusion. He looked questioningly at her, threw the folder on her desk that he was holding.
"I don't understand. Sharon ... What are you talking about?" asked Andy again, confused by the whole situation. Sharon took a deep breath to calm herself.
"I'm pregnant Andy. That's all." Andy didn't know what to say at this time. He was almost sixty and the thought that he could have a child - he saw impossible.
"Sharon, this can't happen than one night.
"But it happened Andy. I'm not expecting that I could get pregnant at my age. This morning I consulted a doctor and he confirmed it."
"Sharon, this is crazy! You're 51 years old. You can't raise a child of this age." Sharon's eyes blazed with anger. She was pregnant with his child, but he was not interested in that.
"Andy, I'm not the only one guilty in this situation! I am aware that my age has progressed and will be difficult to raise a child." she shouted angrily. Basically, she doesn't discuss her personal life at work, particularly in her office, but this time was different.
"Sharon, I love you, but ...- '"
"But what?" She looked at him with a stern look. She couldn't believe that Andy react that way.
"Sharon, we're already old to raise a child. Accept this truth, we're no longer young. Besides, I'm almost sixty. To have a child is the last thing I want." When he uttered these words, he wanted to go back because he knew how cruelly he talks now. Sharon's eyes filled with tears.
"Andy, I can't believe that you say that. I didn't expect you to react that way." He approached her, gently took her hand, but she pulled away angrily.
"Sharon, understand me. I can't raise a child at my age. We should already have grandchildren, not children." Tears streamed quietly in Sharon's face.
"What do you want Andy? I'm also shocked by the whole situation. It's not just mine guilt. You're also guilty." she said furiously wiping her tears.
"I'm not saying it's not my fault. I'm also guilty. The only thing I can't understand how this happened only after one night." Sharon looked at him angrily.
"What do you mean? Andy, I love you, I was with you that night, despite the current consequences. Maybe it never had to happen." She sat in her chair, shunning his eyes. He sighed wearily and sat beside her.
"Sharon, please, look at me." She looked at him, this time sadly, hoping that everything will be fine.
"Sharon, I love you and you're the only woman I love. But I can't accept this idea that I would have a child at this age. You and I have grown children." Andy's each word, hurt Sharon. She loved him so much, was pregnant and couldn't believe that he behaves so.
"Look, Andy, you might want abortion ... Well, if that is your wish, then I ...-" Andy slightly shushed and took her hand.
"Sharon, I didn't tell you to do an abortion. You know very well that I love kids, but just seems to me impossible you and I to raise a child of our age." Sharon dropped his hand.
"Andy, you can't do this to me. This kid is not just mine, this is yours too. I want us to be a happy family." Andy looked at her sadly. He felt like an asshole right now, but he didn't want to have a child.
"Sharon, I want us to be a happy family together, but ... I don't want this child. I'm sorry Sharon, but I can't..." Sharon felt like a fool to be with a man who doesn't want their child especially her subordinate. At that moment Sykes interrupted them and Sharon was grateful for that.
"Captain, the suspects are in the interview room, ready for questioning." Sharon nodded slightly.
"Thank you Amy, I come immediately." Sharon took her glasses and walked to the door. Andy took her hand and looked into her green eyes.
"Sharon, I'm sorry. '"
"Nothing to worry lieutenant. We can without you." She said sternly and walked to the interview room. Andy felt desperate, guilty. He didn't want to hurt Sharon. But at the same time he didn't want to have a child at this age.
The day was tense. Despite their efforts to hide it from everyone, their team felt that something between them is wrong.
"This is information about the victims." Provenza said, handing folder to Sharon. She looked carefully at everything.
"Very good job Provenza. We found the suspects? '"
"Not yet." Sykes said.
"We have to find them at any cost." Sharon warned sternly.
"In fact, we suspect that the killer of these girls is their father because their mother said that he was drunkard and he hasn't returned home." Andy added.
"Thanks for the information Lieutenant." Sharon said coldly.
"Of course, it's my job, Captain." Provenza looked at them carefully. He couldn't believe that they are talking formally to each other after so long. He had already convinced that something is happening between them, which they hide from everyone.
"I'll be in my office, I want you to let me know about the latest information on this case." Sharon said firmly and walked into her office. Andy sat at his desk thoughtfully when Provenza put his hand on his shoulder.
"What happens Flynn? You and the captain behave strangely. Is there a problem?" Andy sighed wearily. He wouldn't say anything.
"It's all right Provenza, don't worry. '"
"Are you sure?" He nudged him slightly.
"I am. Why you don't want to understand that everything is okay?" Andy angrily threw his folders. Provenza rolled his eyes and returned to his desk. Sharon sat pensively in the office. Her life was extended an unexpected turn. Now she didn't know what to do. Most importantly - she had no Andy's support. For him, this idea was impossible, but he couldn't change the truth that she is pregnant with his child. Although Sharon isn't expected to be pregnant at her age, she was accepted normally. She loved all her children, she would love and that child that grows inside her. She was not able to have an abortion, knowing that this is a kind of murder. Unexpected knock on the door, chase away all her thoughts.
"Can I come in?" Andrea asked with a smile. Sharon smiled softly.
"Of course." Andrea sat next to Sharon, but she could feel the anxiety in her eyes.
"Sharon, what's wrong? You look pale." Sharon sighed thoughtfully. She hadn't told anyone about her pregnancy, but now she wanted to share with Andrea.
"Oh, Andrea ... You can't imagine what's going on with my life."
"Sharon, you worry me. What's going on? '"
"Andrea, I learned something I didn't expect." Andrea looked at her questioningly, impatiently.
"Andrea ... I ... I'm pregnant." Andrea's eyes widened.
"Pregnant? Sharon, this is great news. '"
"I don't think so." she interrupted.
"Why?" Andrea asked, confused. Sharon took a deep breath and continued, "This morning, I told Andy, but he doesn't want to have a child of his age. He told me that we're old to have children." Andrea took her hand reassuringly.
"Sharon, calm down. I can't believe that someone like Andy says these things. He loves children. Why he doesn't want your child?"
"Oh, I don't know. I'm aware that I will not have Andy's support, but I wouldn't have an abortion. I can't do that. It would be very unfair to the child. It now grows in me, I can't kill my child. " Sharon said, tears streamed down her cheeks. Andrea slightly wiped her friend's tears.
"But if that child is without a father, it would also be unfair." she said angrily.
"Andrea, I can handle myself. I don't need Andy's help. But nothing in the world, I will not give up my child. I'm also aware that my age has progressed, but I'm able to raise my child. " Sharon said firmly.
"Sharon, I don't doubt you. You're a strong woman, but this child needs a father's love. The child must have a father, and Andy must realize that he should be with you and your child. He made a big mistake. "
"Andrea, please. I don't want to talk more about it. I don't want to talk about this with Andy. He told me enough this morning. I want to be calm." Andrea sighed wearily, rubbing Sharon's back. She hugged her hard.
"Everything will be alright Sharon. ''
"I hope Andrea. ''
"But I'm sure that Andy will understand his mistake and that he will be with you." Sharon sighed ruefully.
"Even if it doesn't happen, I will not give up anything. ''
"I know Sharon, but how will you be at work? You said that to the children and the team?"
"No, I haven't told and don't think to say it now." Andrea nodded slightly.
"I understand. But be calm, you have to be careful in your condition. ''
"I'll try." Sharon replied uncertainly. But Andrea couldn't leave things that way. She was determined to talk to Andy about it.
A few minutes later, Andy was sitting thoughtfully at his desk when Andrea approached him.
"Andy, can we talk privately?" she asked softly.
"Of course, Andrea." Andrea looked at him sternly.
"Sharon told me she's pregnant. Andy, the only thing I can't understand is that you don't accept the child that is yours. I know very well that you love very much the kids. Then, why are you doing this to Sharon?" Andy sighed sadly and wearily.
"Andrea, I'm almost sixty. How can I react? I love Sharon, a lot. But the idea of a child for me is impossible, understand me."
"No Andy. I don't understand and I don't want to know. But you have to understand that Sharon and your child need you. But maybe, you just had an affair for one night with Sharon!" she said angrily. Andy's eyes widened.
"How can you say that Andrea? I love Sharon, I just think that we're old to have children." Andrea rolled her eyes.
"Andy, your thinking will not change anything. Sharon is pregnant and she will keep this child. Moreover, the child is yours and now you're obligated to take care of them. You will do it if you really love Sharon." Andrea said firmly and left. Andrea's words had meaning. Andy didn't know what to do. He loved Sharon, but this idea ... No, he couldn't get used to it. When Sharon came out of the office, her path was blocked by Andy. They looked at each other a long time. Indescribable silence had fallen between them.
"What do you want, Lieutenant?" she asked sternly.
"Sharon, we need to talk."
"There is nothing to talk about Lieutenant." She pulled away and walked toward the elevators. Andy ran after her and took her hand.
"What do you want?" she asked sternly.
"Sharon, you really need to listen to me. '"
"Lieutenant, don't want to talk anything with you. Let my hand. '"
"No Sharon, I will not let you go. Look, I'm sorry for my heavy words ...-"
"Stop Andy Flynn! We don't need you. We can deal with this. I'll love that child, even if you don't want." Sharon dropped his hand and rode the elevator. Andy was powerless. He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to lose Sharon. He was confused.
A few hours later, Sharon came home tired and exhausted from a busy day. She threw the keys and sat on the couch next to Rusty, who watched movie.
"You come early mom." he noted. Sharon sighed.
"Oh, we didn't have just important case, Provenza and Sanchez will inform me if there is anything. ''
"Oh, I see. Mom, you okay?"
"Yes dear, why? '"
"I don't know, you act strangely a few days and look pale. ''
"This is a fatigue, don't worry. I'll prepare something for dinner." Sharon said with a slight smile avoiding Rusty's questions. But she wasn't sure how long she can hide the truth from her children and her team. Life was cruel to Sharon. But she had to deal with the problems and the pain.
~~~ TBC ~~~
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