I stare blankly out the window,
Wondering at exactly what point I lost control.
When I stopped living.
Your warm gaze brought me through so much.
Pain, death, hardship.
And now you are gone.
And I find I'm so very lost without you.
I brush my fingertips against the glass pane,
And wonder how I lost you.
Wonder where you went.
Wonder if you think of me, too
Wonder if you miss me.
I know that I miss you.
Nothing you did made me stop loving you
Not even leaving me.
And I find, I can't forget you
And I wouldn't want to.
For I will always love you
Even if you don't love me anymore.
I'll never let go.