Why am I here? I should be Firelord! Zuko doesnt know what he's doing. The Avatar should be dead. I should be in the bathtub in the palace.
The former princess is the only one in the entire asylum that can and will scream for over twenty four hours. The only thing keeping her from blowing herself to pieces with her lightning are the drugs they pump her full of everyday. Zuko had insisted they not but after four suicide attempts he had no choice.
Im better than all of them. The Avatar, his watertribe slut, the snow savage the blind dirt kid and her miserable unlucky brother. They should have just killed me. It would be more honorable than this. A psychopath locked away to be forgotten to rot. Mai and Ty Lee were no better. They should both be killed when I get out.
... What if I dont get out though?
No dont think about that. They will let me out one way or another. The Dai Li are still loyal. Just need to make a connection. How? They wont let me send out a message. Maybe they are already here. Waiting for the right moment.
What about mom? She hasnt spoken to me in a while. Maybe Im done hearing her. Or maybe she's just letting me think so.
Everyone Ive ever known has betray me. I have nothing. I am nothing. When I get out I will have to start completely over.
But I will get it all back. One way or another...