Okay this one's short :) Just some thoughts Buffy could have had in the end of the big finale!
today was the fight... and we won!
i still can't believe what happened,
that it really worked out.
i am no longer THE slayer!
now I am one of them,
and now we finally have a real chance
against the darkness.
i am not alone anymore!
i finally can do whatever i want to
and that's only because of one man.
a man who never believed in himself,
a champion...
but i did and that gave him the strength
to do what he did.
now i hate myself for believing in him,
as he had to pay with his life,
and at the same time I love him
for offering me such a valuable gift,
the gift of never being alone again.