A/N: OKAY GUYS THIS IS A ONE-SHOT OF JACOB AND BELLA. HE IS DOING HIS BEST TO MAKE BELLA FORGET EDWARD. AND HE FINIALLY SUCCEEDS, WITH THE HELP OF LEAH.
Jacob POV
"Look Bella you need to get over him, he left. For whatever reason he left. For your good, his good who knows but he's gone. I'm here. I'm the one with the rough part. Not him. I'm the one who has to see what he's done to you. I sit here with you day after day watching you cry, and seeing your heart shatter everytime his name is mentioned. The shadows in your eyes are caused by him. I want to see you smile, see your eyes dance with laughter. If all you want from me is friendship, then that's all I'll be to you, is a friend. But when you look at me I want you to see ME not him. When you're with me don't wish it was him, because I don't think I could live with that. I can't be Edward's substitute."
And before I knew what happened she was in my arms crying. Clinging to me as if I was her lifeline.
"I'm sorry Jacob. Its just so hard. I really loved him, or I think I did, I'm not so sure anymore. I think he'll always have a part of me. But it doesn't matter anymore, you're right. He is gone. My feelings for have changed, you are more than a friend. I'm not in love with you yet. But I think maybe I could be. Maybe we could just go out, and take it on day at a time and see where it leads us.."
And so we did, for months we went out. She was still holding me at arms length, so to speak. We'd kissed but that was it. Anytime I got to close she'd start crying and saying she wasn't ready. I was more than willing to give her the time she needed. But I had this nagging feeling that she didn't want me because of him. And it didn't take long for her to prove me wrong.
Thanks to leah Bella was staying at my house tonight. Of course my dad and her dad think she's staying at leah's. After leah's mom goes to bed, she's sneaking out the window where I'll be waiting in the backyard. Then into my room and she has to be back before Leah's mom is up. Shouldn't be problem.
This is why I'm sneaking out my room via the window. I traveled down the path behind the houses that would lead me to Leah's backyard. Once there it didn't take long to figure out Bella was still inside. So I call. Thank god for cellphones.
"Leah, why is she still up there? We were supposed to meet in you backyard."
"She doesn't want to jump from the roof. It's no big deal. It's only about 7 feet down, but she wouldn't budge."
"Well, tell her to get on the roof, I'll catch her."
"Okay, here she comes."
"Thanks Leah, for everything, I owe you one."
"Damn right you do, jake"
And sure enough no sooner than I had put away my cellphone I seen her climbing onto the roof. She edged a little closer to the ledge, and kept shaking her head.
"look Bella I'm right here. Just drop. I'll catch you."
I saw her close her eyes and drop, just as planned. Landing in my arms.
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Back in my room, on my bed I cradeled her in my arms and listened as she talked. About a lot of things I didn't know.
"So your saying he never actually kissed you? That's unbelievable"
"He wouldn't, I mean yeah he kissed me. Except it was like PG-10. If you get my point. It never got any further than those few very innocent kisses. I wanted to, but he wouldn't. He was afraid he'd loose control."
"So is that why you wont let me pleasure you, because you wanted it to be with him?"
"What! Is that what you thought. No Jake, I'm just well embarrassed. I mean there had to be something wrong with me. I wanted him to, but he refused me, and then he left me not long after that."
"Isabella," I hesitated, not knowing how he could refuse her. I thought for sure since they were so in love they would have been together.
"Jake, I'm sorry I should never said anything. I'm sure you would want to be with someone who is more, well… just better in this area."
She has got to be insane. She is still blushing. I had to set her straight.
"Bella, I wouldn't have cared if you and Edward had been together. It would not have mattered in the least. But, I will tell you it makes me desperately excited that you two didn't do anything. Bells, I love you. You know that. It excites me more than you could everknow to think that my lips will be the first to taste you. That it will be my tongue that will make you moan. That it will be my name you scream as I push you over that final edge of ecstasy."
And then when I thought maybe, I'd scared her to death, she kissed me. That one kiss held so much passion, and promise it shook me to my bones. And somehow I knew this was it. This was the night she would finally forget him and be mine.
I let my lips trail down from her lips to her jawline, and from there to her neck, it was there she jerked a little. Barely noticeable, but I knew why. He would never have kissed her there. I continued placing kisses on her, making my way down slowly. I reached her bra and hesitated just a second before removing it.
She was magnificent. Her nipples already tight little buds. I feasted. Rolling my tongue over them, biting, and nipping. She whimpered. That small sound spurred me on.
I layed her back down and continued down her body. I didn't hesitate when I reached her jeans. And before me lay a goddess. Glorious. Rubbing my hands up and down her glorious cuves, trailing kisses on her thighs. Her breathing was heaving now. Her legs opened to me as I slowly made my way to her core. Her scent was intoxicating. I looked up at her to be sure this was what she wanted.
Bella's POV
I felt his hands all over my body. I can't believe this is happening. My legs opened of the own violation. He was so close. I could feel his hot breath at my opening. I wanted this. I wanted him. I felt so safe with Jacob. And his every touch set my skin on fire, and my heart to stuttering.
And then he stopped. Surprised I looked down at him, I saw the question in his eyes.
"Yes Jacob" I wanted to say something sexy, something that would let him know how ready I truly was. But the only words that I could form were yes Jacob. Evidently those were the only words he needed. My hips jerked as his lips met my opening. His tongue delving deep inside and lapping at my juices. When he slipped a finger inside me I lost all conscious thought. I could feel the pressure building. His fingers inside me and his tongue flicking at my throbbing nub sent my body over the edge. Liquid heat poured from my opening. He lapped up every single drop.
Before my body had even quit pulsing he was at my opening positioning himself. And then he slipped his cock inside me. I froze. There was pain. Not much pain, and before long the pleasure returned tenfold. He started a slow rhythm. I was whimpering. What he was doing to me was amazing but I wanted more.
"Jake, harder" with those words he began pounding in and out of me. I couldn't stand it. Looking at him I could tell he was near his end. The next five minutes were a little fuzzy.
I was moaning his name and my nails were digging into is back.
"Jacob, I'm so close." Each word punctuated by his thrusts. He leaned down be my ear kissed me and said four little words that made my world shatter brilliantly. "Come for me Bella." And as if by command my body clenched around his. My back arching in pure pleasure. I wanted to look at him at that moment, but all I could do was scream his name. It seemed impossible, to do anything else. The pleasure was too much to make my body do anything other than enjoy the ride. One more thrust and he joined me. I could feel his cock pulsing from the release.
We lay there spent, panting for air.
"Jacob"
"hmm"
"I'm so coming to Leah's more often."
"love you bells"
"love you too Jake"
