I quietly walked up to the door and turned the doorknob…it was locked. "Shit" I muttered before stepping off the porch and made my way to the back of the house. I looked up to my bedroom window and noticed there were no lights on, which meant mom was in bed. I climbed up the large tree that was positioned just right beside of my window. I waited for any movement in the house before swinging and landing on the small balcony. I rushed into my room and stripped down as fast as I could. As I was sliding into bed, I brushed against someone and froze.
"You're finally home" the person said. I let out the breath I had been holding and turned to look at Sam when my eyes were adjusted.
"Dammit Sam!" I whispered yelled. "You scared the piss out of me." I felt the bed shake as he laughed.
"What are you doing out until midnight?" he asked leaning up on one arm and facing me.
"I was with Jacob." I replied.
"And what were you doing with Jacob?"
"Really Sam?" he arched his eyebrow. "fine we snuck into Quil's room and super glued all his underwear to his backpack." I laughed. Sam laughed too.
"You and Jacob are always getting into shit huh?" he asked. I nodded. "Are you two serious?"
"I don't know even know what that means. I mean we are fifteen and have been dating for a year and a half. We are together all the time. He loves me and I him. He is my best friend and I can't imagine life without him. Like you and Emily."
"Do you ever do anything serious together?"
"We work on things, talk, watch movies, and we have fun when we aren't all over each other" I said. When I realized what I said my eyes widened. Sam sounded like he choked.
"What does that mean?" he asked.
"We just hold hands and make out. Like everything but slept together." I answered.
"So you do other things that could be considered a step away from sex."
"Yeah but on top of the clothes. Like I have never touched…and he hasn't either. We just aren't one hundred percent ready for that yet."
"Oh good." Sam answered.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked. He nodded.
"I know Jake and I are only fifteen, but I feel drawn to him. Like if I'm not with him then I am not complete. It is as if I know everything he would think and do. Like I know him inside out. The best way to describe it is we are one. Like I would lose myself if I didn't have him." I looked up to meet Sam's eyes. There were so many emotions playing in them. Happiness, Hope, confusion, but most of all pride. "What does that mean?"
"I don't know baby girl, but that is how I feel with Emily. I love Leah, but I love Emily more. I just can't explain it. I am happy for you though." He leaned over and kissed my forehead. "I hate to cut this short, but I have to get back to Emily's. I saw you out so I locked the door and shut the lights off to cover your ass." He smiled.
"Thanks Sam. I love you."
"Love you too. See you tomorrow." He climbed out the way I came in. I laid there for a minute before finally falling asleep.
The next morning I woke up and went downstairs. Mom was making me breakfast when I walked in the kitchen. "Good morning sweetie. How was your date with Jacob last night?" she asked sitting pancakes in front of me. I snickered. "what did you two do?"
"Super glued Quil's underwear to his backpack when he fell asleep." I replied. She laughed.
"You and Jacob are going to get into so much trouble one day." I shrugged.
"It will be so worth it." I started eating when the door opened and Jacob walked in. "Hey Jake." I said smiling at him. He walked over and kissed my lips before licking the syrup off of his own.
"Hey babe. Good morning Allison."
"Hello Jacob, you hungry?" she asked. He nodded. While mom made Jake's plate he took a seat beside of me.
"So, have you talked to Quil this morning?" I asked. He chuckled.
"He is so mad at us right now." He laughed. " His mom had to dig out the extra one for him." I dropped my fork.
"Oh no! Not the super bright green one" I answered. He nodded and we both broke out into a round of laughter.
"What did his mom say?" Mom asked putting a plate in front of Jacob and sitting down with her own.
"That is why Quil was mad. She laughed and said "that was a good one."" Jacob said. Mom snickered.
"You know since he is so mad, he is plotting revenge." I added, finishing up my pancakes. Jacob nodded.
"Yeah, and that scares me. I already hid all of my underwear under my mattress." I laughed.
As we finished eating, Sam walked in. He looked at the three of us and shook his head. I smiled. "Hey Sammie boy." I said smiling a big grin. HE rolled his eyes.
"Good morning mom…Jacob…" he said as he went and hugged mom.
"Morning" Jacob said. "You ready to go, Mia?" he asked. I nodded.
"Let me grab my bag." I put my plate in the sink and ran up to my room. Jake was right behind me. I had just grabbed my bag when he pushed me down on the bed and kissed me.
"I missed you last night." He said before kissing my lips again. I ran my hand over his chest as I deepened it.
"I missed you to." I whispered as he pulled away and looked into my eyes. His hair fell around us in a curtain. "We better go before we are late though." I leaned up and kissed him again before he pulled me up with him. His arms were wrapped around me. I wanted him so bad. I grabbed my bag and we ran down the stairs. I kissed mom and Sam goodbye while Jake waved and we ran out the door. He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers when we slowed down to a walk. "Jacob, can I ask you something?"
"Of course you can." He said bending down and kissing me again.
"Do you want me?" I asked looking up to meet his eyes. We stopped and stared at each other for a minute. In his eyes I saw my life…our life.
"We are together aren't we?" he asked.
"I mean physically. Jacob, I want you so bad it hurts. I can't be around you without wanting every part of you." I said.
"I know what you mean, but I don't know if I am ready for that yet."
"I'm not saying I am either, I am telling you what you do to me."
"I get it. I want you just as bad." He said taking a deep breath. I nodded.
I was a pretty girl. I am five foot six and have the perfect round butt to fill my jeans out and a big chest. My black hair hangs to my waist and I have bright green eyes. The only thing Quileute about me is my hair and my tan. Sam and I have the same parents, only I looked more like mom's mom than her. It was odd really.
We were almost to the school when Jake pulled me to a stop. "Mia, before I forget Charlie Swan bought my dad's truck for his daughter Bella so we will be heading over there in the morning before school."
"Oh, ok. Will you be in school tomorrow?" I asked stopping to look up at him.
"Of course I will, silly. I just wanted to let you know." He smiled before leaning down and kissing me. I giggled against his lips.
"Break it up you two." Jacob and I looked to where the voice was and saw Quil and Embry waiting on us. I laughed and we walked toward the school.
"Hey guys." Jacob said. "I like that backpack Quil." I kept my lips tight together and held in a laugh. Embry was silently shaking with laughter. He and I just stared at each other to see who would break first. "Where's your other one?"
"My other one had underwear super glued to it when I got up this morning. It looked like a full on back pack made up underwear." Quil replied. Embry and I could not hold it anymore so we let it all out. "And you, only your master mind would think of something that awful."
"Now Quil, Jacob deserves all the credit for this one. I just glued them on there." Embry high fived me.
"I will get you back." He answered before walking away. The three of us laughed before we ran to catch up with him.
I went straight to my locker after getting in the school and switched my stuff out. I had just finished and shut my locker when I was turned around and pressed against the locker. "I guess I will see you at lunch?" Jacob said.
"Of course you will." I whispered against his lips as he pressed them against mine. It was always like the world would disappear when he kissed me. He pulled back and looked down at me. "How do you have such an effect on me?" I whispered.
"You have the same on me." he answered before kissing me again.
"I love you" I said as he turned to go.
"I love you too." I smiled and went the opposite direction to first period.
When I walked in, Kim was already sitting at our table. She was doodling on her notebook again and I bet I could guess what it was. "Well hello Mrs. Jared Cameron" I said taking my place next to the window. Jacob had gym first period so I sat here and watched him.
"Good morning Mia." Kim said. She smiled up at me as I sat down. I loved Kim to death. She was a sweet girl and could be shy at times. She had been in love with Jared for a long time, but he never seemed to notice.
"Quil is mad at Jacob and me now." I laughed.
"Oh no, what did you do?" she asked.
"Glued his underwear to his backpack." I replied. She laughed.
"You and Jacob are a handful you know?" I nodded before looking out the window where he walked out followed by Quil and Embry. I smiled when he looked at me and waved. I quickly returned it and looked back to Kim. "You guys will be married one day."
"I hope, I don't see anyone but him." I sighed. "And honestly that scares me."
"Why does it scare you?" she turned so she was facing me.
"Because we are only fifteen and I love him so much that if he wouldn't want to be with me anymore I would be lost."
"It's you and Jacob. Everyone knows that you guys are made for each other. You worry too much." I snuck another peak as I ran my hand through my hair. He was looking at me concerned.
"I'm fine." I mouthed to him. He nodded and winked at me making me smile again. "I hope you are right Kimmie." I sighed. "Before I forget, Jared, Paul, and my brother are all hanging out together now." I whispered.
"Seriously? That is a little strange isn't it?" she asked. I shrugged.
"I don't think so. Yeah they may be younger, but they are all working around the Rez from what Sam says." I replied.
"Well that's good. We do need all the help we can get around here." Kim replied before Mr. Mason began the day's lesson.
I sat staring out the window, watching Jacob move as they played football. The girls all stared, but he didn't even notice them. He was a fast runner, his hair was pinned in a small bun at the back of his neck. The way he moved was so graceful. It literally took my breath away sometimes. As I sat watching him, he turned and smiled at me. His smile was enough to send my heart into hysterics. I returned the smile and then focused back on the movie that was playing.
It wasn't long before lunch had started. I walked out of science with Jared and Paul and headed to my locker where I would meet Jacob. "So how are you and Black?" Paul asked. In all honesty Paul has wanted me since I turned him down six months ago. Even though I was with Jacob he did not care one bit. It was around that time he changed. He was bigger now…taller. He had cut his hair and even grew some muscle. The same thing had happened to Jared too.
"Me and Jake are fine, Paul." I answered rolling my eyes. "Why do ask?" I kept on walking as they followed.
"Because Paul has a thing for you, Mia." Jared snickered.
"Yeah well, I am not one of your one nights or two minutes nor will I ever be." I said raising an eyebrow to challenge him. He sighed.
"Mi, it's not like that with you. It wouldn't be like that with you..." Paul said giving me puppy eyes.
"Is the line that every girl hears." I finished. Jared laughed.
"She got you there, Paul" Jared chuckled. Paul glared at him before punching his arm.
"Paul listen to me. I am with Jacob, I love him. You and me, we will be nothing more than best friends." I sighed.
"One day Mi bug you will be mine." He said before kissing my head and running off. I rolled my eyes. As I turned the corner Jake was leaning against my locker. I felt instantly happier.
"Hey babe." Jake said smiling at me. I dropped my bag and wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I was face to face with him now. "I love the greeting." He said holding me to him as he leaned in and kissed my lips.
"MMmm, I love greeting you like this. I missed those lips." I said smiling at him. He chuckled.
"Do you wanna skip lunch?" he asked raising an eyebrow.
"I would love to, but I am kind of hungry." I laughed.
"Well lets go eat." He said. I dropped myself to the ground. "But I would love to have one more kiss." He leaned forward and backed me to the lockers before capturing my lips in a passionate kiss. My hands found their way to the back of his neck where I untied his hair and let it fall around us. Subconsciously I pressed my body to his, needing to feel him everywhere. "I need you." I breathed as he kissed my neck. To an on looker it was like he was whispering to me. His hair covered our faces completely.
"I need you too. I don't know what you are doing to me." He whispered back, he never stopped the assault on my neck and I didn't want him to.
"Jake, maybe we are ready for the next step and we are just thinking too much into it." I breathed.
"I am thinking the same thing." This time he pulled away and looked into my eyes. "I love you, Mia. There is something about you that drives me crazy when I am with you and away from you."
"I feel the same way." I said smiling.
"Hey you guys, ready to go to lunch?" I looked to my right and saw Embry walking up with Quil.
"Yeah, we are ready." I replied sticking my bag in my locker.
"Let's go, I hear they are having pizza." Quil said rubbing his hands together. Jacob laughed and grabbed my hand as we began walking into the cafeteria. I gave them money for my lunch and went to find a table to sit down. I noticed that Kim was sitting at the table that was beside of Jared. I nonchalantly walked past her and waved. I dropped my hand and "accidentally" knocked her books and pencils off the table. I bent to help her pick them when Jared did the same. As he was handing her the last pencil she looked up at him and they both froze. I looked between the two and watched as Kim blushed. "I'm Jared." He said introducing himself.
"Yeah I know…I'm Kim." I smiled and headed to a table by the window. A minute later Jacob sat down facing me, straddling the bench like me. Quil and Embry were still in line getting their food. I scooted forward so that I was now straddling his lap and wrapped my arms around his neck. I instantly felt the effect I had on him between my legs. I shuddered feeling ourselves against each other.
"My mom is working tonight." I whispered against his lips.
"What about Sam? Doesn't he check up on you?" he asked against my lips.
"Yeah but not after ten. Come stay with me." I whispered. "I want you so bad it hurts. I need you Jacob."
"I need you too, Mia. So bad." He breathed. I rocked my hips enough so that he felt me but also so no one would know what I was doing. Sure they seen me sitting on his lap facing him and our foreheads together but that was it. It looked like we were just having a normal conversation. Jacob's breath caught. I wanted to go faster but I couldn't. He carefully cupped my butt and slid his fingers between my legs. I sucked in a breath. "You are so hot right here." He said rubbing.
"Jacob we have to stop while we are here. Oh my gosh I want you so bad. I will explode if we don't break this up." He nodded and kissed my lips. I moved off of him in time to see Quil and Embry sit down and Paul staring with wide eyes. I was so turned on at the moment that I would probably do Jacob right here. I knew Paul knew what was going on with me and Jake. I don't know how but I knew. I looked at him and placed a finger over my lips. He just nodded and looked away.
All through lunch there was tension between me and Jacob. Not bad tension, just sexual tension. Yes we are fifteen, but we are also more mature than most fifteen year olds. Jacob's sisters moved away, his mom passed, so he has been taking care of his dad. On my side, my dad left years ago. It was only me, mom, and Sam. Mom was depressed and out of it for years so Sam took care of me. Then he ran away for two weeks and mom about lost it. So basically it has always been me. Me and Jake really, we had each other.
"So what do you guys wanna do after school?" Embry asked stuffing pizza in his mouth.
"We could go to the beach." Quil said. I nodded.
"That sounds great, but I can't my mom works tonight so I have to have dinner with her and then I have some chores to finish tonight too." I replied. I felt Jake slide his hand onto my thigh and squeeze. I looked over at him and smiled.
"I have to pass you guys. I have to work on the truck after school." Jacob said as he took a drink of his soda.
"Seriously?" Embry asked. He nodded.
"When is your dad ever going to get rid of that thing?" Quil asked.
"That is why I am working on it. Charlie Swan bought it for his daughter that is moving in with him next week. It has to be ready." Jake added.
"It's about time." Embry said. Quil nodded in agreement.
"So, since you guys aren't coming. Then we will just help you with the truck."
"Yeah, it's not a problem. If you get most of it done than we can meet up at the beach.' Embry added.
"I will call you guys. Dad has some things he wants me to do before I start on the truck." Jacob said. They nodded.
School passed by quickly. When the final bell rang, I went to my locker and switched my books before shutting my locker and walking out of the school. Jacob and the guys were leaning against the railing when I walked out the door. "Hey Mia." Jake said.
"Hey Jake." I said kissing his lips. I turned to Quil and Embry. "So what are your plans then?" I asked as we began walking home.
"Well I have to go home and help Grandpa Quil around his house. Then when Jake calls I guess I am going over there." Quil answered.
"I have homework tonight and then I am waiting on Jacob to call." Embry added.
"Well I have to get home, start dinner, do homework, clean the whole house, mow the grass, and then I should finished." The guys gave me a sympathetic look. "What, I am a female." They started laughing. We arrived at Embry's house first and then Quil's. We were walking toward mine when Sam popped out of the woods followed by Paul and Jared. They were all shirtless. "Well Sammie, how does Emily feel about you running around naked?" I asked raising an eyebrow. He laughed.
"I just wanted to let you know that I am going to the Makah Reservation with Emily this evening. Paul and Jared will be busy with the council tonight so if you need anything go to Jacob's or call us." He said. I nodded.
"Alright. Why do you and Em have to go to the Reservation for?" I asked leaning into Jake's side. Paul's eyes never leaving me for one minute.
"So I can ask her family for their blessing and to pick up her niece Claire."
"Wow, already taking the plunge." I snickered. He rolled his eyes.
"Just behave." He said before they took off in the direction opposite of us. We began walking down the road again.
"Ya know Jake, you can come over tonight." I said quietly. I looked up at him and he was smiling. We reached my house a few minutes later.
"Have fun." He said with a mysterious glint in his eye.
"oh yeah. I am going to start dinner and get my homework done. After everything in the house I should be finishing the yard around six. Then I can come over and help you." I said.
"Ok. Sounds good." He bent down and kissed my lips before I walked toward my house.
I went in the house and put my bag in my room before going down the stairs and starting dinner. I had brought my homework with me to do while I got everything ready. When my homework was finished, I put the lasagna in the oven and set the timer. I had one hour. I began cleaning the downstairs. Once everything was dusted and mopped and the bathroom cleaned. I checked the timer. I had five minutes. I grabbed the cheese bread and put it on a pan. When the lasagna was ready, I took it out and replaced it with the bread. Five minutes later, the dinner was done. I could hear mom making her way down the stairs. "Wow hunny, dinner looks and smells delicious and the house is clean." She smiled.
"Yes maam. I just have to finish upstairs and then mow the grass and I am finished." I grinned.
"Great. I will be home at 7 in the morning. If you need me call me." I nodded. We sat down and ate before mom showered and I began cleaning and starting laundry. Thirty minutes later, she left and I was done. I changed into a pair of black cheerleading short shorts and a white tank top that hugged me perfectly and slipped on my black converse. I walked outside and pulled out the push mower and began mowing the grass. I looked across the road and saw Jacob outside. He was building something for his dad and didn't have a shirt on. The heat I felt earlier spread through my body. I quickly looked away and finished the yard before putting everything away. I had just walked out of the shed and was going to lock the door when a hand met the door. I turned and saw Jacob standing there in jeans and no shirt. His torso glistened with a little sweat much like my own body.
"Geez Jake you scared me." I said looking into his eyes. He smirked and picked me up by my butt, pushing me against the wall.
"I want you, Mia. Now." He said crushing his lips to mine. I kissed him back just as heatedly. This was hot. Both of our sweaty bodies all over each other. He carried me into the shed and shut the door. My legs wrapped around him possessively as he kissed down my neck. I was going to have him…all of him. I reached down, undid his pants and let them fall to the floor. He captured my lips once again his eyes never leaving mine. Jacob's hands were all over my body at once. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of him touching me everywhere. As I leaned my head back, Jake slid a finger into my core. I moaned as it stretched me. "You ok?" he asked breathlessly.
"With you…always." I whispered. He smiled before devouring my lips all over again. The touching continued both on his part and mine. I ran my hand down and under his waist band, taking him in my hand. Jacob was big…no he was huge. I gasped feeling him grow in my hand. A moan escaped from between his lips. I unwrapped my legs and fell to my knees, tasting him. Jacob leaned forward, placing his hands on the wall for support.
"Oh shit, Mia." He moaned. I felt myself grow wetter with every word and sound that escaped his lips. He picked me back up and pulled my shorts off. He then placed me on the hood of my dad's old car and slipped a condom on before he entered me slowly. I moaned as his width spread me. "Mia, are you sure you are ok?" he asked. I nodded. Before long Jacob was picking up pace. I let out a pleasurable moan and shuttered as I climaxed. Jacob followed right after. I sat up and pulled on my shorts before facing Jacob. He smiled at me and pulled me to him. I noticed he had also gotten dressed again. "I love you Mia Uley." He said kissing my lips softly.
"I love you too, Jacob." I answered.