Times are a journey.

There times you wonder where and how your past catches up to you when you don't want it to, things seem to resurface time and again, and the more it does you don't remember such things, because it changes. Once again you thought it was gone, but there are moments when your past seem to come about in dreams even though your are wide awake, you can never fall sleep. Questions have no answers and eventually it become intense after so much demand that it comes to your conclusion, as to what brings you to question your insanity. Eventually this will end up leading to those closest to you to question if you lost your nerve. Why? The question that reigns in your brain every time it happens, the point where you once stood at the top seems to bring you down and the moment you make your first mistake to where your forget your job, will leave the ones to around you stunned. Family members seem to worry if something is wrong and if you feel uncomfortable.

Things haven't been the same since they got back and everyone felt the tension have gotten worse and you seem to wonder…

"Why?"….