Cat's POV:

I entered Hollywood Arts to see the normal well normal for Hollywood Arts. Jade threatening girls for looking at Beck, Tori and Andre writing a song for class, Rex and Robbie fighting over who is real, and Sinjin eating a pickle on stick. I ran up to join the gang.

"Hey guys" I said pulling my cheerful smile onto my face.

"Hey" Everyone replied.

"Why Cat you look awfully cheerful today what happened?" Beck asked.

"It's sickening" Jade commented

"Well I saw a rainbow on my way here and I said hi to a friendly hobo." Honestly this was a total lie the only reason I'm smiling is because my dad and I haven't gotten into a fight today about my mom's passing. But as usual I put on my realest smile and sell it. Everyone leaves when the bell rings except for Tori.

"Cat, I noticed a junior okay really cute junior, Adrian Tahimi has been eyeing you. He's rumored to like you. ", she whispered.

"Oh really" I give this fake laugh. I could use a boyfriend I mean everyone is pairing up think about it:

Beck and Jade

Tori and Andre

Robbie/Rex and Trina

I could end up alone with a thousand cats okay that's ironic.

"So Tori tell him I would love to go out and give my digits."

"Cat's got a boyfriend a hot junior boyfriend" she sing songs.

"Not yet" We laugh and head off to class only to be fashionable late.

Lunch Time

Tori ran up to me like a lion on a prowl and me the only gazelle not to run.

"Cat, Adrian you tomorrow Beck's trailer." She sighed in between breaths.

"What?"

Tori inhaled a big breath, "Cat, you and Adrian have a date tomorrow, he's picking you up at Beck's trailer."

"OMG really? I have to buy a dress. Sparkle or not sparkles? Short or long? Cute or serious?" I asked

"Um, few sparkles, short but not too short, and cute it's what Cat Valentine does best." Beck cut in with a wink and a girly shriek.

We all laughed.

"Also, I am leaving my RV to you, Tori, and Jade but I do want to meet this Adrian kid alright?" Beck said

"K-kay" I giggled

We continued on at lunch talking at how the skin on your elbow is called a weenis. Then, we went to our classes where I am the air red-headed girl; when it's all an act I am really smart it's just my life is so bad I made a fake an imaginary one. Only some can see the pain beneath the smile like Jade, Beck and Andre. Hopefully, Adrian can relate I hope he's nice and not a meanie. Oh well.

The Next Day in Beck's RV

"OMG Cat you look amazing, and so pretty. Jade doesn't she look pretty?" Tori gushed

"Yep amazing" Jade murmured which is actually pretty big for her to say.

We heard Beck and somebody talking. Tori took a quick peaked her only to shut it quickly and squeal Adrian's here. I was dressed in a knee length black multi-colored dress with dangling black earring, a stylish purse, and shoes. Beck yelled for me hurry up and come on out for my date I guess he approved. I swung open the door of the RV to find Adrian in a tee and jeans even though he wasn't dressed too fancy he was well hot.

"Hi" I said blushing

"Hi" he replied in a cool voice that sent butterflies down my spine.

I waved good-bye to my friends as I chatted with Adrian. He loves writings songs and seemed really cool we went to this Indian café called the Karma Café. We had fun slurping noodles to the catchy Indian music. He did seem little anxious like he was waiting for something oh well no biggie. We finished and left, Adrian grabbed my hand and pulled us down this street into the dark one-way alley. He got this vicious look in his eyes like Satan just entered his body and was playing mind tricks.

"Adrian are you okay?" I asked scared of his answer.

"Cat, I love you I want you now."

He pushed me against the wall and started to kiss me hard and I hit him over and over again gasping for air.

"Adrian! Take me home now!"

He shook his head
"I demand-"I was cut off when his fist collided with my face I started to whimper.

"Shut up bitch! Let me have my fun alright. Now stop crying you baby your just my piece of ass." He screamed.

He grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head he… he….. Well took my life and blended into more pieces than it already was.

He left me in that alley my dress shattered, one shoe with the wedge broken ,my make-up smeared and running from the tears coming down my face, my purse with all the stuff inside sprawled on the floor, and my nose and body aching from the attack. I laid there thinking what could happen next my mother's dead, my dad's a frequent alcoholic, my little brother's in a foster home, and me, I got date raped; God what is this plan you have for me cause so far it's been swell. My fake Cat is lost forever. I can never fake happiness when I'm hurt all over this charade is too much. I grabbed my phone and dialed Jade's number.

Ring…..

"Hello Cat"

"Hey Jade" I said a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Cat where are you and how's the date?"

"Um the date didn't go so great we got into an argument, and he left and I was um mugged I'm okay just need a ride."

"Okay I'm on my way right now Beck fell asleep so I won't bother him."

I knew she wouldn't tell Beck, he would blow this up and try to strangle Adrian. I just want to forget.

"Okay just hurry"

"I'll be there Catty" She only used that nickname when I am upset.

"Thanks bye"

"Bye"

Jade arrived a few minutes later we didn't talk on the way to my house partly cause we didn't know what to say to each other. She dropped me off at my house I walked in the house to find my dad passed out holding a can of beer to his chest like his teddy bear. I used to be his teddy bear but since mom's passing alcohol is his everything. I throw a blanket over him before going upstairs and crying myself to sleep.

This is the first chapter of my new story. If you to see Cat's outfit send me and email and I can forward it to you. Thanks for reading and I hope to get some great responses. -Fanficter