Note: Hello and welcome to my very first story here! I hope that you like it :D This is going to be a yaoi story between Naruto and Sasuke but its going to be bout Sasunaru and Narusasu just so you know. And in this story they are not ninjas, just normal people, and I know that they are out of character, but if you just keep reading I will make them more in character as we go along, promise! :D I should tell you that i'm not an experienced writer, I just started writing and i'm still learning, so be sure to tell me what you liked and what you didn't like so that I learn from my mistakes :D Oh, and a warning, there will be rape, drugs, blood, abuse and boys loving other boys in this story so if you don't like reading that then you should not read this story.

I do not own these characters at all, I just borrow them xD

Enjoy :)

The bell rang at Konohas high school and students started to fill the hallways. Uchiha Sasuke stepped out from a classroom, he was looking through some papers with a small smirk on his face. He was the smartest students in the entire school. His family owned a huge chain of clothing stores and the clothing bran "Uchiha" so he was ridiculously rich as well. He had just got an A on the math test again, this was way too easy. This was his last year and he could wait until he got out of here.

A blond boy called Naruto was having a loud fight with his teacher behind his back.

"Naruto, you got an F again! You really need to start taking your studies more seriously." Iruka-sensei almost screamed

"You can't tell me what to do, you're just a fucking teacher. I don't have to do anything with my studies, cuz' I'm never gonna need them anyway! Just get the fuck off my back!" Naruto yelled and rushed out of the classroom, bumping into Sasuke in his hurry.

"Watch your step, idiot "Sasuke said with an amused voice. Naruto instantly turned around, angry as hell

"And what the fuck do you want, you fucking faggot" His usually clear blue eyes were clouded and sweat drops were forming on his forehead. Sasuke couldn't stand the blonde's lack of class and brains and Naruto couldn't stand Sasukes high-class and his overwhelming brainpower. They were totally opposites, and that's why they always fought. Sasuke had everything that the blonde moron didn't, he had good grades, and by the look of the blonde's school uniform he had a lot more money too. Naruto's uniform was dirty, broken and he didn't even bother to put on his black jacket properly. It was only hanging on one shoulder, it really disgust Sasuke.

The only thing they had incomen, according to Sasuke anyway, was good looks. Naruto had messy blonde spiky hair, and an almost flawless face except the three scars on each cheek, his wonderful baby blue eyes and from the looks of what you saw outside his clothes, he had a hell of a body. Well not that he would ever admit that to anyone except himself, and hardly even that.

Instead of answering his question he said

"Got an F again, I heard" He could basically see how the anger was building up inside Naruto.

"I don't understand how you could even get in to this school, you don't seem to have many brain cells working." With this said, Naruto exploded.

He punched Sasuke straight in the face, making Sasuke crash into the wall, hard. He also received a nosebleed and what felt like a broken jaw.

Two things had taken Sasuke with surprise, one that Naruto had actually hit him, that had never happened before. It didn't matter how hard they fought it was only verbal, never physical. And the second was the force in the punch, This guy wasn't an amateur when it came to fighting. Naruto was just standing there, looking at Sasuke with those clouded blue eyes. Sasuke got up and slowly moved towards Naruto. He had to admit to himself that he wasn't much of a fighter, sure he went to the gym twice a week but that didn't make him good fighter. He shot out his fist against Naruto but it was easily evaded and without hesitating Naruto hit him again, this time in his stomach. Sasuke fell to the floor coughing, everyone in the hallway was looking at them by now, a fistfight was not something common in this school. Iruka-sensei came out from the classroom and saw a bleeding Sasuke lying on the floor and a pissed of Naruto standing bent over him, ready to throw another punch. With a quick gaze at Iruka Naruto backed away from the fallen one.

"Don't ever come near me again, asshole" And then he turned around and walked away with quick steps, ignoring the shouting teacher.

Naruto's PoV

He had to get away, he needed to be alone. Naruto rushed in to the nearest bathroom, and to his relief all the booths were empty. He looked at himself in the mirror, damn he looked like shit and he felt like shit, one second he was hot as hell and the other he thought he would freeze to death.

He could fell his hands shaking and the right one was stinging a little as well. He looked down and saw that he had injured himself in the stupid fight with that stupid fucking Uchiha. It had been an unnecessary fight, he knew that. But it wasn't his fault, he wasn't himself today.

He looked in the mirror again, looked at his clouded eyes, his sweaty forehead.

His abstinence had gotten much worse than he had planned, he needed to get a hold of Kyuubi, he needed some of that fucking dope right now, right fucking now or he would die, at least that was what it felt like.

He picked up his cell and opened it with shaking fingers, it took him at least five minutes to find Kyuubi in the address catalog, he couldn't focus his eyes on the tiny screen. He held up the phone to his ear and waited.

"Kyuubi here" a dark voice answered

"Kyuubi, I need s-some fucking d-dope right n-now, man" Naruto said between shaking teeth, he was having one of his freezing periods.

"Huh? Having some abstinence now are we?" Kyuubi said with an amused voice.

"It's n-not f-funny man, I-I'm fucking d-dying here" Naruto said, now starting to panic, wouldn't he help him?

"Now, now Naru-chan lets not panic, I happen to have some good stuff right next to me. But you see this is my last shot, then you need to get me some more. Do you really want to use it?" kyuubi laught as he already knew the answer

"F-fine, I'll d-do it, just c-come and get m-me" Naruto said in defeat, he knew he didn't have much of a choice anyway.

"I'll be there soon, I have a few things I need to take care of first." and then he hang up.

"Fuck you, you fucking piece of shit, I hate you with every part of my fucking soul" Naruto said in to the phone, he would never dream of saying those words to Kyuubi anyway. To be perfectly honest with himself Naruto was stuck with him and he was deadly afraid of him, the man that had saved his life only to kill him again. When Naruto's parents had died Kyuubi had taken him in, taken him in from the harsh life on the streets and, well made him his personal bitch.

Naruto made all of Kyuubi's dirty work, he got him his drugs, he got him his weapons, got him some of his money and gave him something to fuck in the end of the day. Naruto had exchanged one hell to another. Thanks to Kyuubi he was now a drug addict, he was smoking, he had some alcohol problems, he was a fucking murderer (he had killed twice on Kyuubis order), he was a hell of a fighter (not always something bad), he was kinda of a prostitute (he slept with people to get Kyuubi drugs, weapons, money, well you name it) and he had some severe mental problems. Well basically he was screwed up, badly. None of that really bothered Naruto these days though, he was so used to it.

Sasukes PoV

Sasuke was now sitting in the nurses office and he had just gotten a pill for the pain. His jaw wasn't broken but he didn't doubt that Naruto could have broken it if he wanted. He was so fucking pissed off that it was a wonder that he could sit still, he had disliked Naruto before, but now he hated him.

What was his problem? Sure he had said some bad things to him, but not that bad. They had have much worse fights in the past.

One thing that still bothered him was Naruto's clouded eyes, he had never seen them look like that before. And Sasuke had a tendency to get stuck in those blue eyes, so he knew how they were supposed to look. It really bothered him though, to feel like that for a pair of eyes. He hated the guy but loved his eyes, he loved them.

Not that Sasuke would ever admit that to anyone, he would rather kill someone then tell them that. Well what they didn't know wouldn't hurt them. But in the other hand he would rather die than do anything so stupid like killing someone. He really didn't want to do anything bad, he didn't think that his parents could survive any more disappointment or pain.

When his brother, Itachi started to take drugs and do God knows what, he could hear his mother cry every night from their bedroom across the hall and he heard his father try to comfort her. Sasuke really didn't care about anyone except his family, and the only true goal he had was to heal his parent's bleeding hearts. He would kill Itachi if he had to, he was the only person he would ever kill. He wanted to kill the man who killed his family. He would have done it long ago if he knew where he was but he left home, ages ago and no one knew where he was.

While he sat there in dark thoughts the nurse came in again to check on him.

"Sasuke-kun, you can leave now. You didn't sustain any serious injuries so you have nothing to worry about." the big breasted nurse said. Sasuke stood up and bowed his head, flinching a little as his head started to throb.

"Thanks a lot Tsunade-sensei, hopefully we won't be seeing each other for a while" he said with a smirk. Tsunade smiled and nodded.

Sasuke left the infirmary with long steps and a face that showed no emotion, even though he felt like screaming at the top of his lungs. His body was hurting all over, not just his head and stomach. His fall to the wall hadn't been painless, but he was known to not show much emotions and he intended to keep it that way. He had been like that ever since his brother left, closing in all emotion rather than expressing them. And he knew that this pain wouldn't be forever ether, he had gotten some pain medication after all.

While he walked down the hallway he could feel the student's looks, looks that were burning holes in his skin.

This was bad, if his parents got to know this, who knew how they would react. He had been so careful not to upset them, damn it. This was bad, really bad. While he was having a mental fight with this problem his face stayed the same, emotionless. When he passed his classroom he could hear Iruka-sensei call his name

"Sasuke-kun, can you come here for a second".

The classroom was empty when Sasuke entered it and by the look on Iruka-sensei's face, which was a mix of anger and compassion, he already knew what this would be about.

"Are you alright Sasuke-kun" he asked with a serious teacher like voice.

"Yes I'm fine, the nurse gave me a pain killer." Sasuke said, not bothering to put any emotions in his voice.

"Good, good. Well sense I couldn't find Naruto anywhere I have to ask you. What happened?" Sasuke's mind immediately started to work, should he tell the truth or should he lie. Which was better?

"I asked him if he had gotten an F on the latest math-test again and that apparently made him angry" Sasuke said, he had decided on a half lie, half truth thing.

"I see, well he was acting strange today. All right that was all I needed to know for now. Take care of yourself now" Iruka said, there for ending the conversation.

Naruto's PoV

To wait for kyuubi had been hard for several reasons. First he had to hide from that stupid teacher and from all the other students, an impossible task but he managed to hide from most of them anyway.

Second his abstinence had gotten worse, much worse. His muscles were hurting like hell and he was nauseous and he definitely had a fever. But he somehow managed to get out from the school without too many people seeing him. He was now standing outside, behind a bush, waiting for kyuubi to come.

What was taking him so fucking long? After what felt like an eternity Kyuubi's black Ferrari came in sight. Naruto had to force his body to move, he could feel his legs shaking underneath him as he walked over to the car and got in.

With a sigh he sat down and forced his shaking arm to close the door and with a roar the car drove off, leaving the school behind them. Naruto forced himself to look straight forward, he didn't want to look at the horrible man sitting next to him. But when the other man spoke he had to look.

"The syringe is in the back, if you want it" Kyuubi's voice was dark, mesmerizing and when Naruto turned his head to look at him he instantly wished he hadn't. The first thing that came to mind when Naruto looked at him was that this man was as hot as he was dangerous. Kyuubi's blood red hair was shaved on one side and on the other side his hair was cut short and a bang was covering his dark brown eye, the most intimidating with Kyuubi was his eyes.

They were so dark that they sometimes looked black and when you looked in to them it was like looking in to ponds of death, scary and powerful. These eyes that where watching him made him feel so small, so insignificant, and so weak.

He could feel his hand shaking, and this time it wasn't just from the abstinence. Naruto wasn't afraid of anyone except Kyuubi, this was the only person on the entire planet that really scared him.

He just nodded and slowly reached back for the syringe and a small rubber wire, he pressed his lips together so that no sound of pain slipped past them when he had to move his arm. The syringe felt heavy in his hand as he held it tight, as if this was the most precious thing in the world. Which it kind of was for him, he needed it, he needed it to live.

He really had to focus to be able to tie the rubber wire around his arm, and it took him a while to find a blood vessel that he could use. When this was done he took the syringe and placed it so it was resting on his skin, he could feel Kyuubis eyes on him, watching his every expression, his every move. But right now he didn't care, the needle was way more important. He punched it in and injected himself with the poison that kept him alive.

He pulled it out and dropped it on the floor and closed his eyes, relaxing, waiting for the drug to kick in.

Kyuubi chuckled with his deep voice and kept driving. Naruto could feel how his depression, his anxiety disappeared and he relaxed even further. He noticed that the car turned and stopped, they were ''home''.

Kyuubi didn't move so he opened his eyes, facing Kyuubi didn't feel so hard now, not when he felt this good.

"You have to go to the Akatsuki tonight and refill my stash, since you used up the last of it, Naru-chan" he said with a smirk on his perfect lips.

"I know" was all Naruto said, he could feel the cramps in is stomach when he was reminded about his duty but the drug took most of it away. Kyuubi got out and Naruto followed him in to the huge apartment they shared, well not really shared, it was Kyuubis apartment and Naruto just happened to lived there.

Note: So this was the first part of Not alone, as you can se there is not any yaoi so far in it, but i'm getting there! :D And this story is not Beta read as I have non, to there might not be korrekt spelling everywhere.

Hope it was not to bad, but tell me what you thought 'bout it :D