I switched on Iggy's iPod. Changing from option to option, I saw all the songs that Iggy had. Some of them were outrageous. Ranging from Escape the Fate to Aqua.
Haha. Barbie Girl. There will be some teasing going on very soon about that.
Soon, I came across a song that I've never heard before. Go figure. This chick looks like a hot artist that Iggy would drool over. And he can't see. How does that work?
Anyway, I pressed play. This is going to be interesting.
I don't know what I'd do if I'd ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won't stop you
Man, this song already sucked. Well not the song itself. It was actually pretty good. But the message just reminded me of someone…
I've been gone so long, I'm used to feeling alone
I estimated our love, my estimation was wrong
Fang. Why did I have to listen to this song? I tried to pause it, but I had to hear what this Vanessa chick was saying.
See I never knew what you were going through
But I just got back. Now I see where you're at.
I never really understood Fang. What he was going through. But something told me that he knew…
How could you have doubted that I'd ever be distracted by
Any other guy no matter if he ever caught my eye
We just need time, some time to connect
What I'm telling you now, hope you'll never forget is;
He just wasn't the type of guy that would be jealous over a boy like Sam. Doesn't he know he's the only guy I ever think about? We need more 'me' time. Just Fang and me. To just- talk.
I don't know what I'd do if I'd ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won't stop you
It was true. If Fang left the Flock, I would crumble. I would be lonely, never having someone to be my right hand man again. And when we had that fight over Ari, I was crushed that we went separate ways.
Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
To be the one, the only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realise what's important to me
So don't leave, don't leave.
He had to know that I was there for him. That all of us where there for him. I've realised what it would be like without you, Fang. So please don't leave.
Maybe I should've tried to put your needs first
but my priorities were messed up and I know you got hurt
See I never knew what you were going through
But I just got back; now I see where you're at
I should've thought of what he wanted. There was always time for my priorities, but never for his. Maybe I should try to talk to him more…
Think about it take a moment just to rewind
Everything that you believe in, everything that was right
Fang. I needed him to stop and take a breath. I bet he didn't want to loose me either. We needed to think about what was right.
Do you really wanna stand here and tell me goodbye,
When I'm saying I still love you?
We needed to think about what was write because… it's true. I do love him.
I don't know what I'd do if I'd ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won't stop you
I loved Fang. And I didn't need a silly song to tell me what my heart wants. Although… it kind of helped a bit.
Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
To be the one, the only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realise what's important to me
So don't leave, don't leave.
He doesn't love me back though. I doubt it. What would I ever do if I lost my best friend? But he needed to see…
Lonely days and lonely nights-that's where you'd be without me by your side
Better think twice baby, oh
This could blow up crazy, you know
That was true, also. Both of us know that it wouldn't be the same if one of us left. Just lonely days and lonely nights. He should rewind and see how this affects me.
I can't keep singing my secret cause it's out of control
I'll give you anything; body, mind, heart and soul
But you keep breaking me, taking me to another low
Don't do it baby, don't do it, don't let me go
I would give him anything. Anything in the world, if I have to. But he keeps breaking my heart. I don't want him to let me go- ever.
I don't know. I don't know.
I really don't know.
I don't know what I'd do if I'd ever lost you
And all the loneliness I would go through
But if you wanna leave I won't stop you
Gosh, I loved him so much. Too bad he can't see how much I crave him. Want him to love me back.
Cause I don't want you if you don't want me
To be the one, the only one you wanna run to
Baby boy you know I've just begun to realise what's important to me
So don't leave, don't leave.
I realised my mistakes. He needed to see how much I needed him. Yes, I Maximum Ride, wanted to feel him. To kiss him. To just hold him.
Baby boy, don't leave me.
Fang better not leave me. He wouldn't leave me crushed like that. Would he?
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There you have it! My first SongFic.
I'm getting nervous already… (Darts eyes around everywhere)
Please R&R and tell me what you think.
I might continue this if people want me to, I just have to finish my OTHER story.
You know, the one that's got people swearing and saying random things for me to finish.
Yeah, that one.
Anywhoo, hope you liked it :)
I don't own Maximum Ride. Belongs to James Patterson. I also don't own 'Don't Leave'. It was by Vanessa Hudgens.
I wish I owned her voice though… hmmph.