I may put up a laugh or a smile on my face.
And try to be nice to others. Anytime and anyplace.
But, is that who I am?
I always look to spread my light.
But, my heart is covered like the darkness of night.
Everyone says I'm special and unique child of
light.
However, at times I don't feel that they are right.
Who decided that this would be my plight?
The darkness of evil always plagued my life.
Late at night, I lie in my bed and just cry throughtout the
night.
I always have to fight the darkness around me. But, sometimes the greatest darkness in inside my very own soul.
I know that others say that hope needs its
light throughout time.
But I think that isn't the correct line.
Why? Well, I tell my friends that I will try to stand up for
myself all the time.
However, I feel like its just a forsaken lie.
Since, almost always I break down and cry.
Why? I ask myself. Why is it so? Why?
My best friend Takeru, you've shown your care
for me so much.
Your hope is what my heart and soul thus clutch.
But I sincerely hope that you don't have this hunch.
That I use you only as a crutch.
That is not the truth, you see.
Can you see it? Please tell me.
All I ask is that you stay with me.
Its all I want. Its all I need.
To you, I'll ask this question just right.
Please, just stay by my side.
I always have to fight the darkness around me. But, sometimes the greatest darkness in inside my very own soul.
To my friends and family, please behold.
Come and help me. Come and help me with my darkened soul.
Takeru, I hope that my light in you is from me.
I need you. Please tell me you need me.