Disclaimer: I do not own own Yugi-oh Thank you to Morncreek for beteing it.
The day Marik and I started our partnership was the first day I saw you. I
knew when I looked at your weaker half that you were the one who was really in
control and Marik was the unsuspecting victim. You were the man in the dark
alley waiting for the right moment to attack. The moment you came out was the
minute my world changed from black and white to color. I saw the deep inner
madness in you and I loved it.
From that day, my grudge with the pharaoh was put on hold when I saw the
madness inside you drive you to take things farther then I ever could. Here I
was still relying on my host for a way to stay in this world, and you had what
seemed like complete control over yours and would be in control almost
forever. I thought maybe you would one day look at me and see some of that
madness that drives you in me. I long to be your partner, to capture your
madness, and use it to make you view me as your equal... and maybe more.
Your madness was so different from mine. My madness was superficial, strictly
born from the anger of rejection the pharaoh caused in me that spurred my fury
against him. At first I thought that was how your madness was too; but your
madness was inside and outside you. My anger was more like a grudge - yours
was closer to hatred. I felt like a child being compared to an adult for the
first time in my life.
In the end it was your weaker half who wanted me as an ally, not you. I was
hesitant at first but my pride as a Yami made me value my contract with him
over my attraction to you. Just as I thought we would be, we were beaten
severely when we dueled. Even though we lost the duel, I felt like I had
gained something. When we were defeated I felt my inner madness being released
to the surface. I made the decision in the Shadow Realm to let my madness
drive me to a new goal: being the one to keep up with your inner madness and
love you for it.