Authors Note: this is my first fanfiction so I hope it is okay. All characters belong to Stephanie Meyer. Any resemblance to real life is completely coincidental.

Bella POV

I can't believe I am standing here at the end of 'his' road after all this time. I walk slowly down the road to the house I have so many memories from. I pause at the front gate, I mean what are the chances he still lives here with his parents. I have done nothing but hesitate for four years so I bite the bullet and walk down the front path. Once I reach the front door I bend down and quietly place the envelope on the doorstep. I hurry back down the path and quickly down the road. Before I know it I am back outside my house. Now all I can do is wait to see if he tries to contact me even if it is just to tell me that I blew my chance with him and that he never wants to see me again. I would accept that and move on. I had been told it so many times by friends and family but I need to hear the words come from his mouth before I can accept them.

I switch my I-pod on to shuffle and blast it out the speakers being home alone is too quiet. I sing along and dance around the house cleaning and doing odd jobs. Suddenly I freeze. My favourite song starts playing. Our song. Whenever I hear that song all I can think about is the amazing summer we spent together so long ago. The night that he told me he loved me. We danced to this song all night long to that song. On the side of the lake with the full moon glowing and reflecting off the water. It was a night that I would never forget.

There was another day that would forever be etched in my memory and that's the day that I left for college. I remember me begging him to let me stay. Saying that all I ever wanted was to spend forever in his arms. I didn't need college all I needed was him. He insisted that I went to college and enjoyed myself promising me he would be here when I got back. I know that he has probably moved on from our summer romance and that he hasn't waited for me but it is nice to believe he has. I waited for him. Sure lots of guys threw themselves at me but none of them had anything on my Edward. That's his name by the way – Edward.

Edward Cullen was everything any girl would kill for. I mean sure he had the looks that any male model would kill for. Sharp defined features, shining green eyes, bronze sex hair and an amazingly toned chest. If that wasn't enough he was the smartest, sweetest most romantic guy I have ever met. Okay, so maybe I am a little biased considering I love this guy but hey I don't care. Suddenly there was a knock on the front door.

Authors Note: please review and let me know what you think.