Disclaimer: I do not own this

This is my first Legal Drug fic, I was just thinking of things and it came to me, so if this is bad, please tell me so.

Spoilers: Slight spoiler from vol. 2

Warnings: Hinted shounen-ai, little angst

Sometimes I have to wonder, what would happen if you had never found me? Would have I died? Would somebody else come and help me?

Then I have to think, what would I be without you? What would I be if I didn't you? Or even Sagias' teasing? Or Kakeis odd ways? What would I have done if I never knew you guys?

Then I stop and think, I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't be the person I am know. Kazahaya. I was once told by some one very dear to me, that I would be like my name and disappear, like the wind(1).

The minute I feel you wrap your strong arms around me, as if to scare away all of the thoughts, I feel relived. Like no one in the world could touch or harm me. Wrapped in your strong embrace I feel safe.

I feel your breathe ghost over my neck and I relies that everything will be ok, that everything that has happened, has happened for a reason, and I feel as though that one thought has comforted me.

Then as I lay my head on my pillow and slowly fall into a blissful sleep, I think, it doesn't matter if you never found me, because I would've you.

Well I need some insight, I know Kazahaya was OOC

From the second volume, his sister was scared that he would disappear, incase you didn't know, his name means wind, well the first half.