Hi there are so many jelly fanfics/ readers that shipped this couple and still do I am one of them. I think Hollyoaks done with their storyline was crap at times I mean too many gaps and answered questions. Don't even get me started on the ending lol. Here my intake how should of continued.
Tilly was leaning against the sofa at Sinead's house; she had to lean against the sofa for support as her legs felt like jelly but not in a good way. She just saw Jen been taken away by the police. Tears forming in her eyes as Jen had apologised. Although it was a simple sorry but that word and she could tell she was genuine by her facial expression. In that moment she witnessed the old jen that she fell in love with. She was angry with her still the way she treated her when she ended things with her over Esther suicide attempt.
Tilly and Jen can both remember that day Tuesday when they met up at night after school as they were trying to keep there relationship a secret. Where they met up, meeting at the Folly and saw Esther sitting at the bench alone thinking & a bottle of vodka. Jen spoke to Esther but told Tilly she was ok and then found out she had lied to her. She knew she had to end her relationship with Jen. Jen was becoming somebody that didn't recognize only thinking about herself and not thinking about Esther. Partly was her own guilt because she felt that she could have stopped Esther as they both saw her.
Tilly starts to zone out thinking about Jen in what just happened it was becoming a blur. Liam, Diane, Ruby, Esther & Sinead were all talking about what had just taken place. "I can't do this" said Tilly She picked her bag up from the sofa and walked past her friends. "Tilly wait we'll come with you" said ruby No said running straight out the door. Three girl were all about to follow Tilly even though she said she wanted to be on her own. Until Dianne spoke and "look, loves I think I'd leave her to be on her own I mean even though I did tell both them this would be outcome I think she needs time to let it sink in, don't ya think" "I think your right Tilly know where we are, shall we go back to the dog. Whispering I don't know about you I find it quite awkward being here with Liam here "said Esther. Yeah, c'mon then let go sinaed said.
Tilly was walking about she didn't really know where she was going she just let feet go wherever going to. People were starring at here all whispering or shouting out names to her. She didn't really care at the moment she just felt very numb inside. She pulled out her phone and saw so many message from people at sixth form saying OMG can't believe you got off your teacher. Or some saying Miss Gilmore is pedo Tilly. Tilly sighed then took a look at the time and decided she would go home as she knew her parents were still at work and knew they would want to talk to her about Jen. She just wanted to be alone.
Tilly arrived home and went straight to her bedroom she climbed on to her bed and layed down putting her headphones on a listened to some music. All the songs on her iPod were playlist of her and Jen's favourite songs on. The first song came on was Stay by Hurt. When hearing those lyrics it was like speaking to her telling her that she needed jen. She began heavily cry and let go and let it all out that was building up inside her. She ended up crying herself to sleep.