A/N: This is my first PLL fanfic. I just got caught up with the show and fell in love with it. It wasn't until episode 3.24 that I started to ship Toby. This just came to me so I figured I would give it a shot.

Xoxo H

Toby Cavanaugh sat on the front steps of his father's house fiddling with a small piece of paper that was in his hands. His piercing blue eyes looked sad as his gaze into nothingness broke. He turned his head from side to side taking in every bit of his surroundings. He knew he was being watched. That hallow feeling he felt in the pit of his stomach just assured him that he needed to do what that paper said, otherwise, there would be a consequence he couldn't even fathom. His stomach twisted at the thought of letting her touch him again. Her red tipped finger nails that matched the color of her lip gloss tracing the contours of his chest made him shudder. Knowing that in a few short moments her lips would on his made him throw up in his mouth a little.

Toby took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his thick brown hair and tried to think of a way out of it. His brow wrinkled and he let out a groan. He knew that it was no use. He had been through every scenario imaginable since he had found the note stuck in the frame of a picture of him and spencer that was on his bedside table when he got home the night before.

If he wanted to keep Spencer safe he would have to break to heart He looked down at the red letter on the heart shaped paper Break her heart or I break her neck –A. Up until an hour ago, he had no idea what he would do. He knew he couldn't tell anyone and it wasn't like he had a hard time keeping secrets or he wasn't good at it either. For a brief moment in time he was on the A-Team and he couldn't get the image of pain and disbelief in Spencer's brown eyes when she caught him stealing the key out of his mind. It hurt him so much that he had hurt her like that but he had told he would do anything to keep her safe. So here was a few months later about to do the unthinkable just to keep her safe. What he had to do to keep her alive wouldn't only break her heart but his heart too. . He would have to do something so terrible that she would never talk to him again. He would have to do the unthinkable and cheat on the love of his life. He knew A would be watching, camera in hand and that in no time a text message would be sent and both of their worlds would crumble.

Toby wiped a tear from his cheek as he heard the car approaching. He slipped the paper in his pocket and smoothed out his jeans out of nervousness. As the car slowed at the curb, Toby walked down the stars and stood on the sidewalk. The driver walked around the passenger side of the car and opened the back door and a dainty hand was extended. The driver helped his passenger out and Toby cleared his through.

"Who is there?" Jenna asked nervously as she spread out her cane and tilted it towards the floor.

"It's Toby" Toby said concentrating on where his feet were. He had to stick this through and not run to the Hastings' house and take Spencer far away from there like he originally wanted. He remembered something that Mona had said that Spencer repeated "A is everywhere and A is nowhere". Jenna started walking towards the house and Toby automatically followed.

"Toby!" Jenna said interrupting his thoughts " I haven't got all day. What did you say you wanted?" Jenna started up the steps and Toby took her arm.

"Let me help you" he said and guided her up the stairs. She opened the front door and turned to him.

"Toby, you still didn't tell me what you want" Jenna smirked.

"I just want to talk if that's ok with you" Toby asked trying to sound interested and present. Jenna nodded and Toby followed her into the house and into her bedroom where she was putting her bags.

"What do want Toby? You haven't spoken to me in over a month" Jenna said sounding annoyed.

Toby sucked in a breath and walked over to the window and looked out for a minute. He turned back towards Jenna and stood behind her. He ran his fingers up her arm and whispered in her ear "That's want I want to talk to you about. I miss you" Toby said and he leaned down and kissed Jenna's neck but Jenna stepped forward.

"And what does Spencer think about that?" Jenna asked in a mocking way which made Toby grateful that Jenna couldn't see because the pain that the sound of Jenna saying Spencer's name brought to Toby's face would not have been easy to hide.

Toby closed the space between them "Things with me and Spencer have been difficult to say the least since Mona got out of Radley" he said "And I have been thinking a lot of you, us and how I never really gave you a fair shot. I always said I was unwilling because you were my step sister and it should be wrong but looking back" Toby took a breath and leaned in closer to Jenna "It was so right" he whispered "Toby" she started to whisper but is was too late. His lips were already on hers and there was no going back. For her, she thought it was the beginning to something that should have started a long time ago and for him, without Spencer, he knew his life would be truly over.