I clung to him, tears streaming down my face. I'd never think I'd cry over a boy but...
"Hamu...it'll be ok. He'll wake up. I promise." Minato...
"You don't get it! He was..we were.." I finally snapped. I wasn't in the mood for anyone's pity anymore. I wanted to punch a wall. Like I used to do back when..
He would scold me for almost destroying the house. He'd hug me even if it was out of character for him. I was a mess and he was too.
"Have you ever fallen in love..? But you know it wasn't meant to be..?"
Yukari. She's whipped for my brother but she knew the battle with Nyx is close.
I sighed and sat next to her on the bed. Her room was so pink. I've been in here so many times but I never got used to it.
My old room had...
She would replace each...everyday. I missed her telling me to act proper. I'd act like a boy even when I was in dresses and frills. She was like my mom.
"I've fell in love twice before." I balled my hand into a fist.
Just thinking about..ugh.
Mika...that bastard.
Shinji...
He...he didn't mean to hurt me at first..even after what we did that night.
We were young idiots who didn't know what to do. Our generation was broken enough..
Our fucked up generation...full of underage sex and drinking.
I giggled and Yukari looked at me with a confused look.
"You should tell him how you feel. Be there for him...Minato doesn't know what to do either honestly. But, he'd love your company." I winked at her and smiled. She blushed almost a strawberry red and I just giggled some more.
God I envied her. Good looks. Pretty face. Doesn't kick anyone's ass when they piss her off. Not chubby. No stretch marks.
Yup. That's me...or how I used to be I guess. Every single memory was flooding my head and I didn't know how to feel.
I missed...
I missed singing the little ones to sleep..
I missed everything.
I missed how close Shinji and I were. I missed yelling at him to get off his ass and help me out with the cooking.
I missed how close we were that night.
I missed how we would watch movies and make jokes every minute.
I missed how rough he was with me.
I miss him so much...
"Hey, you and Aragaki-Senpai look close even though you've never seen him before. How come? Fuuka wonders why too."
My eyes widened. I smiled and looked down at the carpet.
"I guess I can tell you two. It's pretty long though." I said in a playful tone.
I guess I'll just spill everything.