Author's Note: Hey, I'm Cassy AKA Gossip Girl. This is my first fan fiction dealing with gossip girl... please read and review!

Chapter 1

Hey People! You know it's that time of year again! B's birthday is coming up! More importantly, will B ever forgive N? Aww, I live for that couple. They are so cute when they're angry. Oh, and you can't forget the reason why they're not even together anymore! Will S make an appearance at her party! All this juicy gossip is getting me hot and bothered. And I hear B's parents are footing the bill on those goodie bags! I hear Kate Spade and Louis Vuitton make some appearances in the bags!

I'll See You All At The Party!

You Know You Love Me,

Gossip Girl

Blair's POV

"We really should stop meeting like this." I said sarcastically to myself. It was the third time that night I made my way to the restroom to throw-up my dinner.

There was always a moment of depression when I first let my food leave the way it came out, but then, it was soon forgotten when I got the many compliments about how I looked great.

I know it's unhealthy, but that's the least of my problems. Out there in the trendy restaurant where I was spending my 18th birthday, were the biggest problems of all.

My ex-boyfriend. Nate Archibald. What else is there to say? Ya, well tons on my part. I just learned my recent best friend and him got down and dirty when Nate and me were going out in 8th grade.

Ya, and that former best friend of mine, Serena, was out there too. I was in no mood to leave the bathroom. But the stares from the bathroom attendant were enough to get me out of there.

"Hey Blair, get over here, we're gonna sing Happy Birthday!" I heard someone say. I put on my big fake smile and walked over to the table.

After a very embarrassing rendition of "Happy Birthday", I was free to open my presents. I think that's always the best part of birthdays. Who doesn't?

Serena got me a diamond tennis bracelet from Tiffany's. I did want one of those, but didn't let to much enthusiasmshow when I opened the gift.

Nate came over gave me a kiss on the cheek and gave me a box with the word "Barney's" on it.

Again I put on the fake smile and opened the box. Well, lets just say after I saw the new Chanel bag in the box, the smile was genuine.

Just to show how materialistic I am, I let Nate come sit by me the entire night letting him kiss me now and then. The rest of gifts seemed cheap in comparison.

When you get about 20 Tiffany's heart bracelets, it gets a wee bit boring.

At about 12 AM, we all took off walking to the club where we were gonna be dancing that night.

About 10 cosmopolitans, 5 shots, and 3 beers later, there I am, dancing on the tables with Serena.

I could have sworn that sometime that night, I gave some celebrity a lap dance and gave him my number, but my memory is a little fuzzy.

At about 3 AM, I was in the VIP section with Nate. We were making out pretty heavily and I was actually considering letting him take the flower of my virginity right then and there when we were uninterrupted by the infamous Chuck Bass in all his glory.

"Hey ya Nate, where's Serena?" Chuck said with a drunken smirk. Nate let out a groan when I jumped up off the couch and he landed on the floor.

"Champagne wishes and Caviar dreams toyou two love birds! Oh ya, Happy Birthday." Chuck said, while throwing me a box with a bow on it.

I opened the gift when he left andwas really happy with it.They weresome Audrey Hepburn-ish sunglasses from Chanel. I always loved Audrey ever since I saw "Breakfast at Tiffany's". I remember making Nate and Serena sit through it with me on many occasions.

But that was before Serena the Whore took away my man and gave him a blow-job.

I try to forget about that a lot of the time.

"Come on birthday girl, it's time to go home." Nate said while buttoning his shirt. I should mention that when we were making out, some clothes came off.

I looked at the digital clock on the wall and saw the time, 5 AM. All in all, this party was pretty good. I'm sure it set back my parents a few thousand bucks, but it was all worth it when I saw the envious faces on all the girls at the club.

I had no doubt it would be the talk of school the next day. But I didn't plan on actually going to school. It was always cooler to skip the day after and let anyone make up whatever ridiculous gossip about you without you actually being there.

About two hours later, I woke up in bed with Nate. No, we didn't do anything scandalous. Just a little bit of Frenching and cuddling.

Marie, the maid, was in my room picking up the dirty clothes off the floor. It annoyed me how self-righteous that woman was. She thought she could just barge in on whatever or whomever I was doing. Come on, she's just a maid.

Nate's POV

Well, that night went well. I knew that bag would do the trick. Ya, my mom reads Vogue, and was going crazy over that bag for over a week now.

I didn't actually expect to de-flower Blair or anything like that. After dating Blair off and on for about 5 years, I knew not to set my sights to high.

I've seen her naked, sure. But I've never actually been as closer to actually getting some then last night when we were making out in the club.

After that encouragement, I spent the night with Blair. I still feel as though I'm walking on egg-shells since word leaked out about Serena and my sex-romp in 8th grade.

I'm still trying to gain Blair's trust, so when we headed out to get some breakfast, I made it a point not to look at any other girl besides her.

I knew there were tons of girls out there in the streets of New York who wanted to be with me, but I'm just used to that. And now, I'm afraid to say, the only one I want to be with is Blair.

Blair's POV

I entwined my fingers with Nate's while walking the streets with him to get to Tavern on The Green.

I loved how all those girls checking out Nate were so jealous of me. I know some people hate that crap, but I feed on it, jealousy that is.

When we got our table, Nate made it a point to compliment me on my purse(my gift from him)and tell the waiter it was birthday. Nate failed to mention it was yesterday to the waiter, who probably wouldn't have given me the balloons and cake if he knew.

After all the waiters came around and congratulated me on turning 18, we ate our cake and had a great time walking through Central Park afterwards.

That day felt so weird for me, I guess it was because, it was such a long time since Nate and I just hung out. I guess that can be blamed on me, since I shunned him from my sight for 3 months after learning the truth about him and Serena.

Nate's POV

I think I should say it. Wait, do people actually have to put so much thought into actually saying "I Love You"?

Well, the truth is, I'd never actually been the one to say "I Love You" first.

Blair was always the one to say it to me when I bought her something or after a conversation on the phone.

I guess I should just say it then.

"Blair? You know I love you? Cause I do." I said. After I said it, I knew I did a good job. Her smile grew almost to big for her face and she practically jumped me into a hug.

"Take me to your place." Blair whispered in my ear, while still straddling me with her legs.

I was more then willing to oblige.