Chapter : 1
Disclaimer : I don't own NCIS, Never will, want to! Could have a lot of fun with Tony,but sadly, I don't:(
Rating: K...Just to be safe I supose!
Spoilers : A little for Grace Period.
Pairing : Tony/Jeanne, GAbby and hints of Tate (In later chapters)
Summery : Tony meets his fincée's best friend, but just how do they know eachother?

A/N : This is such a random story! I have no idea what made me write it! lol! It just came to me, but I hope you all like it anyway! And don't forget to review!! Thanks!
Irish JAG! x x x


Torn between my two Loves.

He had to do this. He had taken her advice, and finally realised what he had already known. He loved her. He knew it. He hadn't felt this way about anyone in a long time. Not since, well Kate. But him and Kate were a bad idea, it never would have worked. Plus Tony was sure it was more of a friendly, sisterly love. The kind an over protective brother would have for his younger sister. He had the same feelings for Abby. Yeah it was just a friendly love.

Paula was a little different. He loved her, thought she was beautiful, smart, sexy and could kick his ass if need be. She was the only woman to turn him down, repeatedly. And he loved her for that.

So here he stood, outside the apartment, not sure of how to say what he wanted. Not sure if she would even listen to him!

He was scared. He'd admit it. He was scared of loving someone. Every time he admitted to himself that he loved a woman, she would end up dead. Kate, and now Paula.

He sighed and knocked on the door, thinking of something to say. When it opened and he saw her standing there, his mind just went blank. He stood staring and out of no where he found himself talking.

"I love you Jeanne…",
The words had come out so easily, Tony didn't even realise it. Sure he knew he loved Jeanne, but he thought it would be harder to say. Yet, it wasn't.

When she hugged him, he let his guard down and started to cry, for everything. Time wasted, for Paula, for everything.

When they broke off, Tony looked Jeanne in the eye and couldn't help but smile.
"I'm sorry," He said in a low voice, just above a whisper.

Jeanne smiled sadly and kissed him softly.

"It's okay, I know", She said, and led him inside her apartment.

Tony pulled her close to him.
"I don't want to waste anymore time Jeanne…something happened today and it made me think of how lost I would be f I lost the person I loved." He said looking at her intently.

Jeanne just looked at him confused.

"Tony what's wrong? You don't sound like yourself!", She said a little worried.

Tony sighed and thought for a moment. He needed something big to say.

"I can't lose you Jeanne, I love you but no matter what I do the people I love are always getting hurt or worse, I need you to know right now that no matter what happens, I love you", He said.

Jeanne was close to tears but she shook them off and pulled Tony into a deep kiss.

Tony placed both arms around her waist and deepened the kiss as Jeanne moved towards her bedroom.


Later that Night...

The two bodies lay side by side in tangled sheets. One using the other as a pillow, absent idly drawing circles on his skin with her finger.

Tony lay with his eyes closed, holding Jeanne's hand tightly. He was nearly asleep, but didn't want to fall asleep just yet.

Jeanne lay there drawing lazy circles on Tony's chest. She kissed the spot where her finger just was and lay her hand on his heart. She could feel it beating lightly and she looked up to Tony and smiled warmly at him.

Tony took his free hand and placed it over her one. He kissed the top of her head and sighed contently.

"Marry me…", He said.

Jeanne looked at him shocked.
"What?",

"Marry me… make me the happiest man alive, be my wife!", He said again smiling.

Jeanne didn't answer, she just jumped up and kissed Tony with all the strength she had.

Tony laughed slightly and kissed her back before breaking off and pushing a strand of hair from her face.

"Well?". He asked a little scared.

"Oh God yes! Yes Tony!", Jeanne said smiling and kissing him again.

Tony sighed happily and kissed her forehead before placing her hand back on his heart.
He closed his eyes again, and sleep soon followed.

Jeanne smiled and kissed his hand. She knew something was bothering him, but she wouldn't push it, at least not now.

She herself closed her eyes, and they both slept until morning, with smiles on their faces.


Ding…ding…ding…

Tony silently cursed whoever that was on the phone. He was the first to wake up, and realised it was Jeanne's cell phone on the bedside cabinet. He looked at his watch…6:54.

"Uhh…", He moaned and took the phone.

'Katherine' the caller ID read. He didn't want to answer it, so he gently shook Jeanne.

"Baby, your cell is going off…", he said softly.

"Hmm…", She moaned and took the cell from Tony.

"Hello?", She answered groggily.

"Hey Jeanne! Did I wake you?", The voice at the other end said.

"Ha hey Kathy, yeah you did, but it's okay! You always forget the time difference!", Jeanne said smiling.

"Nope, no time difference this time!", The girl said.

"What? Where are you?", Jeanne said a little excited.

Tony smiled at Jeanne, he loved it when she smiled. She looked beautiful. He kissed her softly and got up to go to the bathroom.

"I'm outside your apartment! But I thought I'd call first!", Katherine said.

Tony was in the bathroom taking a shower when he heard Jeanne scream. He jumped out and ran into her room.

"What?!? What happened are you okay?", He asked frantically

Jeanne just looked at Tony.
"Hey Kathy, I'll be right there okay, just let me get changed!", She said and hung up.

She walked over to Tony and put both arms around his neck.

"I'm fine, my friend Katherine is outside! You have to meet her, she is brilliant! She'll love you!", She said kissing him.

Tony smiled into the kiss and broke off.

"Okay, well I'd love to meet her, but as you can see, I was in the shower, so I'll come and join you both in a few minutes okay?", He said and with one last kiss he went back into the shower.

He could hear giggling and a lot of girly screams and he just laughed.

He got out of the shower and got dressed. He was walking out into the kitchen when he heard Jeanne talking.

"Katherine, he is wonderful…I really do love him! And you will too!", She said.

Katherine laughed and said.
"Yeah well, I have to make sure if this Tony guy is really who he says he is, only the best for my best friend!", She said smiling warmly at her friend.

Tony chose that moment to walk in. Katherine's back was facing Tony as he walked in and he smiled and winked at Jeanne.

"Well good morning ladies, were my ears burning?", He asked smiling.

Katherine visibly stiffened as she heard the voice. She turned around to look at Tony.

Tony just stood there shocked.

"Tony?", Katherine asked, her voice low and barely audible.

Tony stood there with his mouth open. Sitting before him, drinking coffee with his new fiancée was none other that Special Agent Caitlin Todd.

TBC


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