disclaimer i do not own degrassi

Sean was struggle with his choice to stay here or leave. He made his way to Jay.

"Do I leave man?" Sean asked.

"Your choice, are you in love with her?" Jay said knowing it wasn't Ellie.

"Emma?" Sean said.

"Yea her."

"Yes, you think I can win her back." He asked.

"You have to try thats all I can say."

"I'll do my best to win her back." Sean said as he called Emma.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Its Sean."

"I figured." She giggled.

"Well Emma can we go to the dot and talk?"

"Sure." She said.

"Be there in 5 to pick you up."

"Ok." She hung up.

"I guess we will find out won't we?" Sean said to Jay.

"Good luck man." Jay said.

Sean headed to get Emma.

Emma was waiting outside. She still wasn't sure if this was a good idea or not. Sean pulled up and Emma headed over to his car. She opened the door and got in and smiled at him. She still was confused to why she could even do this.

"Sean." Emma said.

"Yea?"

"How can I know you won't run?" She asked.

"Emma I can't not this time. I know I ended things with Ellie a few weeks ago as I was planning on leaving." He stopped. "But when you came to me and asked me the night befor I planned on leaving, and asked why I saved you." He stopped for a minute. "I guess I made the choice to not."

"What changed your mind?"

"The flashback, every emotion and feeling I ever had for you came back that day." He sighed. "I wanted to kiss you right then and tell you that I loved you."

"Really?" Emma said. "Honestly my life flashed before mine. I wasn't sure what to do or think. I just thought it was over. That Id never see anyone again."

"But you're here now aren't you?" Sean asked.

"Yea, I guess we can try. But if it doesn't work this time I will never be able to try again."

"I understand." He said.

Jay was sitting at the ravine with Alex. He wasn't sure what to think anymore either. He couldn't even begin to figure out how to explain to everyone what Alex, Spinner and even him did. He knew he'd be hated by everyone. Not to mention the one and only truest friend he has ever had Sean would never speak to him again.

"Whats wrong?" Alex said breaking the silence.

"Just its a matter of time until everyone knows." He said.

"About us and the prank?" She sighed. "Yea Spinner isn't taking this well."

"I can't loose my best friend." He said.

"I hear you."

Jay sighed. It had to make sense someday didn't it?

Spinner had not left his room in days. It was like he was being eaten alive by the guilt of Jimmy. If he had known how crazy Rick was he wouldn't have done any of it. He just didnt know anymore. Summer was coming to an end. This school year was going to be hard as ever.

"Spinner?" His mother screamed up.

"What?" He screamed back.

"We have to get your school supplies."

"Im not going." He replied.

"It's not that easy." She said. "You are going."

He sighed got up and got dressed. He headed downstairs, He may as well get it over with.

Jimmy was still coming to terms with what happened. He out of everyone suffered the most damage both mentally and psychically. He was the one who got shot after all. Out of all the students he seemed the most not broken. Maybe he just noticed he had no choice but to deal with it. After all this was his new life.

"School starts in a week." Ashley said breaking the weird silence that was happening.

"Where did summer go?" Jimmy said. "Wait I know PT PT and more PT?"

"I'm sorry but you did spend time with me, wasn't that enough?" She said smiling at him.

"Of course, I just don't know if I'm ready to face this year." He sighed. "Just don't have friends it seems."

"I don't think they mean to just go on with their lifes." She said. "Well maybe but Spinners been here all summer he didn't take no vacation."

"Spinner?" Jimmy laughed. "He doesn't even answer my calls or anyones for that matter."

"I have noticed he has been weird." She glanced at him. "What is up with that?"

"I have no idea." He sighed.

With the new year underway Degrassi was in for another year of well nothing but DRAMA, the only thing that came from that place. Manny Santos knew it all to well. She tried her best to forget her past. The girl was apart of breaking Ashley and Craig up. She ended up pregnant, and chose abortion. Which she admits sometime she wonders what life would be like if she had kept her baby. But she chooses not to think to hard as she knows it always brought her down. Her and Emma were not even as close as they once were. She really didn't have that best friend anymore. It sucked, Emma was her go to person every year. Expecially the end of summer. Emma understand her and her fairs. But it seemed liked that was all in the past now.

Manny decided she would text Emma and see what Em was up to anyways.

Hey, getting excited for the school year? *Manny

Not really, wishing summer didn't end. *Em

What are you up to? Want to hang out for a bit? *Manny

Maybe later at the dot with Sean. *Em

So you chose to try to fix things with him? *Manny

I guess, its not that simple. *Em

You know you always have me right? *Manny

I know, it just doesn't seem the same. *Em

With who me? *Manny

Yea, we have both changed. For the better I don't really know. I'll call later. *Em

Manny sighed. Thats how she expected that to go. IT wasn't as if they were close like they once were. When they were so close you couldnt get them away from eachother. Manny had to figure out what she was going to do this year. She needed Emma back she knew that.

After dinner with Sean, Emma knew she had to try to give him a shot. Its not like he was trying to hurt her. He ment what he was saying and how he wanted to be with her and only her. Ellie had no place in his heart anymore. Emma also had to figure out a way to fix things with Manny. She knew life could be short, she almost lost hers after all. Emma knew she may have been a bit rude to her earlier. But well that can be fixed. After dinner Sean dropped Emma off at home and gave her a goodbye kiss. Emma smiled from it. It was perfect. Emma headed inside and logged on to her messenger and hopes of maybe fixing her friendship with Manny.

As Emma logged on she noticed Manny was on. She clicked on Mannys name and started to type away.

ENelson: Hey Manny

MSantos: Emma!

ENelson: Im sorry about earlier.

MSantos: All fine, tomorrow?

ENelson:Or you could come stay tonight.

MSantos: Unlock your window, I'll be over.

Emma smiled maybe after all the school year won't be as bad as she thought. She has her guy back and her friend. It was worth the 1 day left before they headed back.

Which it being degrassi, the year would never go smooth. Even if you have what you want. There is always a few tricks, few spills and of course a lot of tears. You just never know when your time to almost break will come.