What is love?
I been in love with Inuyasha for a long time now, we been getting closer everyday, spending so much time together. Sometimes We'll even sneak off to watch the sunset while the others are still sleeping. Every moment spent with him is moments i never want to forget. I never had a boyfriend before, well it's not like me and inuyasha are going out but it feels like it, he treats me like it, always worring about me, making sure im okay, welling to protect me from anything and anyone. I know in my heart he cares for me but there's one thing that stands in our way to true love, her...
she was there before me, Kikiyo...
He's in love with Kikiyo, always have, seems like he always will be. Theres never a time he hasn't run off to her, to be by her side. I feel like I come second to Kikiyo, he even kissed her in front of me, always leaving me behind just to go find her. The feelings he has for me, doesn't compare.
Am i jealous?
Yes, i must amitt. Their something about the way he looks at her, he feels towards her. That i can't seem to have, that im missing. What is it that she has, that i don't? or is it, just his heart wants her, that he can not let go of a past love that won't fade from him, even if Kikiyo treats him like she does not care for him.
I always show compassion and love towards Inuyasha even if i tell him to sit, its only cause i care a lot. Sure we bicker and yell at each other, but there's never a time i turn my back on him. She bound him to a tree for fifty years, without even reasoning with him or tried to talk it out. I would never hurt Inuyahsa...
Because I'm in love with Inuyasha...
but my insecuties always get the best of me, i feel like me and Inuyasha won't, be complete until he lets Kikiyo go, I feel like he will never let Kikiyo go, and I will left alone with a bitter heart who yawns for him to love me just as much as he loves her and more...