8 weeks it's been 8 weeks since I last saw Klaus. That night flashes through my mind every day. His touch his kiss consumes me. How I miss him. No no no I can't miss him his the bad guy Get your head straight Caroline. I turn onto my side and look at all the photos on my mirror Bonnie how could she do that I'm so angry with her for dying. Since Jeremy told us six weeks ago I have avoided Elena, Damon and Jer like they are the plague. I know it's wrong but so much people have died for Elena all ready and she all but mourned for just that day, next day she back to giggle and running around well Damon chased her like nothing happened. And Stefan has just vanished can't say I blame him seeing your ex-girlfriend with your brother must really hurt, I hope where ever he is his safe and in control. At least I don't have to worry about Matt he calls every day filling me in on all the fun his having in Europe. Rebekah maybe lots of things but she loves Matt and would take care of him. I hear the door open and closes downstairs my mom is home from work which means our daily talks. I know she's worried about me but it's not about Tyler and Bonnie that I'm depressed about. My mother makes her way to my room and knocks on my door pushing it open she peeps in and gives me small smile. Mommy I say she looks at me with sadness in her eyes and walks in and pulls me to her in comforting hug. Talk to me Caroline she keeps on saying, is this about Tyler? It's the same thing every day and I can't take it anymore. No mom it's not I shout tears running down my cheeks. Tyler cheated on me when I went looking for him and the thing is I didn't even care. We broke up weeks ago when I saw him with another girl and his pants around his legs. But I'm okay we both want different things out of life. What I'm upset about is that Bonnie's gone and Elena goes on as if she never existed I rush out. My mom looks at me with pity and shakes her head, both know that's not all your thinking about she says softly. I gently put my forehead against my moms and release a small chuckle No your right. Klaus she says and I pull away shock all over face. Do u love him Caroline, I saw u guys at the Miss Mystic Falls pageant. It's been awhile since you smiled and laughed like that and I know his an evil murdering immortal but I can also see the way he looks at you, as if you're the most important and only person he sees. That's what a man inlove looks like and I'm not saying I'm happy about it but he can keep you safe and I know he makes you happy. I sniff and feel something wet fall on my hands when did I start crying? I miss him mom so much before he left we spent the night together and for the first time since I've become a vampire I felt at peace and whole but I was scared of my feelings for him and what everybody would think of me if I went with him. The night of my graduation he told me that Tyler maybe my first love but he would be my last. But we can't be together cause months ago he had a drunken one night stand with that were-slut and now she's pregnant with his child. The witches says it's some nature loop hole that because his a hybrid his werewolf side allows him to have children. Now we can never be together he has to stay by her side and raise their child. I mean why would he want me I can't give him the family he has always wanted and and but instead of words a sob broke through me Oh God I think I'm inlove with him I say. Crushing me to her my mom whispers it's going to be alright.
I wake up and look around it's evening and the house is dead quite when did a fall asleep? My bed side clock read 03:15am I slept the whole afternoon and evening through. Standing up I head to my bathroom and wash me face my eyes are red and puffy from crying. Looking at myself I say your strong Caroline you will get through this. Heading downstairs I grab 2 blood bags from the basement thinking that I really need to stock up on blood. Sipping on a bag I start packing out the fridge for food. I end up deciding to make steak bake potatoes and salad with garlic bread. Getting started with my meal I think of Klaus and our night together, he's lips on mine so soft, sweet and perfect. A night filled with all consuming touches and total pleasure. My heart aches for something that will never be I Caroline Forbes have lost what she did not know she wanted or needed. Heating up my second blood bag I sit down and finally eat. For the past few weeks I have eaten and drank more blood than normal and being a vampire we don't really need food so much, must be stress eating I think to myself. With the kitchen clean and my mom's food put away with a note on the table for her I head to the lounge deciding to watch Iron Man 3, most people would be surprised about this but I am a closet geek with comics, robots and all the latest tech. With of IQ 192 and a hacking past, my mother's surprised I never had another run in with the government for hacking a federal agency. Thinking back that felt like such a long time ago when in fact it's only been 3 years just before all this vampire, witches and hybrids business started. One would think that with all the drama going on and all my kidnapping my studies would be lacking but the truth was a really Graduated high School 2 years ago and started online courses in Electrical and Mechanical Engineering but decide I didn't want to leave any of my friends behind I stayed. The only one who knew of this was Bonnie all my secrets and troubles and successes were only shared with her and she took it all to the grave. Once the movie's done I make my way to my room for a nap I'm just so tired it's like I never slept the day away yesterday laying down I snuggle deep undercover and dream of being in the big bad hybrids arms. Waking up I hear my mom's lite snores in the room down the hall reaching for my phone I see a have a missed call from Matt and that there's still not a call or text from Stefan. The time reads 5:00pm once again I slept the day away what's wrong with me as a vampire I have more energy than a human but I'm just so tired lately. After a nice warm shower I get dressed in high waist denim short shorts and a white tank top and my nude wedges deciding to go with messy pony-tail and light make-up. I grab my purse, keys and head out the door to the store. Thinking a nice and quick seafood paella would be great for supper seeing as there lots of garlic bread left. Arriving home I take a look around and realize most of the things I bought are sugary goodness. Setting the table I hear my mother heading into the kitchen, dinner is almost done I say. Putting a glass of white wine and her food down she starts eating, Caroline baby are you alright? Looking up at my mother she continues I thought you don't like seafood? Normally I don't mom but for some reason I have been craving it and don't get me started on the cake, chocolates, sweets I just can't seem to get enough. Then there's being tired all the time and sleeping non-stop. I just don't know what's going on with me I wish Bonnie was here so that I could ask her and she'd look in her cook book and help me. Laughing my mother shakes her head and mutters It's almost as if you're pregnant Care I had all those symptoms with you.
That one thought runs over and over again in my head it's almost as if your pregnant Care. It can't be I'm a vampire there has to be another reason turning around I drift off to sleep. Looking around me I'm in a garden with the most beautiful flowers I have ever seen, bending down to smell them I see my belly round with child putting my hands protectively on them I turn around to a little giggle and see Klaus playing with identical triplets with long blond hair and piercing blue eyes and his cute dimples. Daddy that's not fair I'm telling mommy shouts one of the little girls. Standing with a smile on my face watching my family I feel my son give a sharp kick reminding me he is also there. Klaus walks up to me and kisses me then bends down to kiss and talk to our son he smiles up at me and I run my fingers through his curls I love you Caroline he says. And I love you too Nik. Hearing my name I see Bonnie running to her and embrace with all the love I have, pulling away she smiles at me and says its going to be alright. Care you have to do something for me go to the cave where Silas was entombed and follow her instructions okay, she says. Shaking my head I ask what she talking about but she's gone. Gasping I sit up in bed realizing it was only a dream but one I wished would come true. Laying on my back looking up at the ceiling my hands gloss over my stomach turning over I see it's six in the morning. Deciding that instead of laying around I could go shopping in the next town over. Pulling on my white Grecian dress that ends mid-thigh I take note that it's a bit tight around my belly shaking my head I step into gladiator sandals. Looking good Forbes I pat myself on the back and head out the door. After shopping for hours and stopping to eat and decided to stop at a pharmacy and pick up a pregnancy test cause I have definitely picked up weight and that does not have if you're a vampire. Back home I rush to the bathroom and do the tests all 20 of them, 5 mins later that felt more like years I stand with the results in my hand. I'm Pregnant looking at the counter they all say the same thing. I'm a mother tears of Joy and shock fall down. Rushing over to Mystic Falls Hospital I look for Doctor Meredith Fell she could make sure that the test are right. Sitting down by her desk I explain everything to her. Laying on the bed with my legs up Meredith holds a type instrument that looks like a stick and tells me to relax. Turning my head to the small screen I stare slack jaws at what she points out. I really am pregnant and with triplets. After compelling her to forget I head home. Was that just a dream I had or was it a vision of the future?