Title: I Loved Her First
Rating: G
Pairings: Edward/Bella
Spoilers: Post Eclipse, The Wedding
Warnings: None
Summary: Charlie's point of view as Bella dances her first dance with Edward at their wedding
"Ladies and gentleman, may I present to you, Mr. and Mrs. Edward Cullen!"
The crowd clapped, some whistled as the couple walked hand in hand down the aisle. Bella was beaming and Edward smiled at her with love and adoration in his eyes when he looked at my daughter.
The reception in the Cullen's massive backyard was beautiful. I was grateful for the fact that Renee and I had raised our daughter not to be picky. She didn't want limos or reception halls. Alice had confided in me that Bella had really just wanted a simple wedding in Vegas, no fuss. I was grateful that she had talked Bella out of it. I was glad, to see her get married. Glad that she had kept her promise to give me a chance to tell her goodbye.
It was time for the first dance for the bride and groom to share together, and I smiled ruefully. Bella, like me, hated dancing, I was sure she was going to trip over herself in the beautiful gown Alice had got for her, but I saw her slip her feet on top of Edwards. Clever boy. Then again, he knew how clumsy my daughter could be.
Look at the two of
you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So
much in love your alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in
the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number
one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just
so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes
everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way
When Bella and Edward came home and told me they were getting married. I thought my heart would break. Bella was too young to get married. However, she was eighteen, and it was her choice. I had relented and offered my blessing, but grimly, if not gleefully warned Edward that I would kill him if he ever hurt my daughter again. Bella may have forgiven him for his decisions last September, but it would be a long time before I forgot.
I couldn't deny the
fact however that the boy did love her. The way he looked after
Bella, leaned towards her in a protective manner was touching.
Perhaps Bella was right and I was prejudice against him because of
Jake and Billy. I would have to be careful in the future. He would be
my son in law now, and as long as he loved and cherished Bella, then
she had found everything I hoped for in a man. But I loved
her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always
be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first
smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed
that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I
loved her first
The day Bella was born was the happiest day of my life, despite the fact that our marriage didn't work out. I had loved Renee very much, and wept with complete joy the day she brought our daughter into the world.
I can still close my eyes and remember the nurses placing her in my arms. Her face was red and angry. Renee looked up at me tired but smiling as I timidly rocked the little girl in my arms. That was when my daughter looked up at me for the first time.
I looked at Bella. Bella looked at me. She had stopped fussing, her cries quieting down to gurgles and I brought her up to my face and kissed her forehead.
"Welcome to the world
Isabella" How could that beautiful women with you
Be
the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all
those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I
knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of
time
The Divorce was hard. Not seeing Bella everyday was painful, but Renee and I had a marriage that didn't end badly. I could call and visit whenever I wanted, and she would spend two weeks every summer with me.
I remember when she went through a phase after staying at my house for two weeks. She was four years old, and before she went to sleep, I'd tuck her into bed, and read her a bedtime story. When went home to Renee, she called every night demanding I read her a story over the phone before she would go to sleep.
When Renee called me and told me that Bella wand to move in with me, I was overjoyed. I was happy that Renee had found someone she could be happy with, but more time with my daughter was the best thing I could ask for, never mind the fact that I had no idea how to raise or even take care of a teenage girl, but Bella seemed self sufficient. She was used to taking care of Renee, she certainly didn't need my help with anything.
I was a little bit worried when she started school, how would I approach the topic of boys and sex with her? She showed no preference to any of them, and I was grateful. Nobody in this town was good enough for my Bella.
Then along came Edward
Cullen. And I knew, despite everything, despite what happened last
September, I knew that this was the man that Bella would love and
want to be with forever. I only wondered how much time I had before
another person took my baby away from me. But I loved her
first and I held her first From the first breath she breathed
And a place in my heart will always be
hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled
at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that
she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I
loved her first
When she
first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday
you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at
you
I loved her first
So here I stand, watching my daughter dance her first dance with her husband. Renee is standing next to me with her new husband Phil, batting at her eyes. I knew that Edward Cullen loved my daughter, but nobody loved Bella as much as me.
