Disclaimer: Same as usual…. I do not own any of the GW characters…sniff sadly…if I did… than Relena would have died and Trieze would have lived… so DON'T SUE ME...please…

CONTROL

I feel the thrum of the powerful machine beneath my fingers. It exhilarates me. Not everybody gets excited by this. But they also do not feel the power like I do. Feeling the power running beneath our fingers. Ready to be used at our command when our fingers dance over the keyboard. Beep. My work here is done. A disk slips out and it is taken by slender fingers. I half expect the alarm to start up any minute. But I also know what I am doing. And I can do it without mistakes.

I slip into the shadows. They always welcome me there. I know them as well as they know me. Their territory is my home. Because home is where you are safe. Concentrate. You are in the enemy's home right now. I allow myself a mental smirk. Not their home. They are not safe here. It is simple for me to leave. Quite routine in fact. Too easy. Something is not right.

I look back from the forest to the base again. The feeling hits me stronger than the last time taking my breath away. It takes some time to regain control but time is too precious to waste. Something is not right.

I search for something, anything not right. And then I see him. He stands in front of the window, giving me better chance at killing him. It is because of this that I know he has seen me. His eyes. Suddenly I need more air again. Too many emotions are present there. And they are hungry. I flee; for once being a prey instead of a predator. There must be reason for not killing me. The thought comes quickly and is dispelled even quicker. I am too confused to acknowledge it. But I know one thing. The shadows are not my home anymore. They are loyal to more than one.

Reaching the safe house, I punish myself. I have to have more control. I push my body to it's limits and more. I am furious. But also more aware of my surroundings. I can never be too safe. That is my life story. I need more control. That is my life.

- There's gotta be a heaven somewhere. Can you save me from this hell? (Justin Timberlake)

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I was thinking of finishing it here but then I took pity on you readers out there…. )

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