Disclaimer: The only characters that belong to me are Caelin Carmichail, Andrea Potter, and
Andrew Marvollo. All others belong to J.K. Rowling.
AN: First of all I'd like to say thanks for reading my story hopefully you'll find it enjoying.
Secondly, I want to say thanks to Athena's Wiccan-wolf for the inspiration to write this and it
probably wouldn't of happened if I haven't read her stories (go read them!! lol). Thirdly, just a
note when you see words in Italics that means Caelin is either in thought or talking to God.
When you see words in Italics and Bold that is God's response. Hope you enjoy. Please R&R
and ill update quicker!
Prologue
God how could you take him away from me?
He completed his mission; it was his time.
But I need him; I can't raise his children alone. Andrew doesn't know me; Andrea
probably hates me because of the secret we kept from her…
You will find the light.
"Mom" Andrea said as I looked up from the picture I had been looking at and turned
around. An image of Harry stood in front of me accept in a feminine form. Next to her stood
Andrew who looked nothing like Harry but more like…
"Are you ok Caelin?" Andrew asked and I nodded my head. He had Harry's voice. The
soft, smooth voice that had once seduced me.
"I was just in thought," I said as I sat down on a chair. I ran my hands along the arms of
the chair and sighed. This was Harry's chair, the one he used to sit in when he used to read to
Andrea, the chair that told so much of our life together. It was some what old and raged with a
few worn spots but it had kept its strong burgundy color.
"Were you thinking about dad?" Andrea asked and I bit my lip. I didn't like to lie but
Harry was the only one, besides two others, who knew of my special bond with God.
"Yeah I was," I said and I noticed Andrew shift his weight from one foot to the other.
"Can you tell me about my father?" Andrew asked and I felt all the life leave me. How
could I tell this young man about a person that was so indescribable? But he had a right to know
who Harry was. The two of them both had the right to the truth.
"It's a long story…" I started to say but the two twins sat down on the floor at my feet. It
didn't matter that they were 17 years old but they sat at my feet excitedly, like I was about to tell
them a bedtime story.
"We have time" Andrea said a look in her eye that showed she was searching for the truth
deep within my soul. I opened my mouth multiple times to tell them that I couldn't recount the
story of Harry's life but Andrea sighed. A sigh I have heard many times when she had been
disappointed. I looked to Andrew who looked at me with life less grey eyes.
They have a right to the truth
Indeed they do God but …It was no use to give excuses. I took a deep breath and sat up
straight. I needed to tell the story of how Harry found the light, which I in the end would have to
find also.
1998
Harry sat at the Gryffindor table for the 7th year and sighed. He didn't know what to do to
occupy himself; the sorting ceremony was running late due to a miscommunication. He had no
clue what the cause was but then again it didn't matter to him. He was in a mood and wanted to
be alone. He looked over at Ron and Hermione who were talking happily a few seats down. He
watched as they both laughed and Ron took her hand and held it in his own. During the summer
Harry had received the news from Ron and Hermione; the two had officially started dating. Harry
was happy for them; he knew of Ron's crush on Hermione ever since 4th year but now he just felt
like a third wheel. At first everything had been like always; the fabulous trio causing mischief
anywhere they went. Now it was usually Ron and Hermione making mischief in a way Harry
didn't want to think about. He did have Draco though, which was a story in itself. During the
summer of 5th year Harry had received a letter from Dumbledore. He could remember the letter
from the headmaster being fairly short but it got the point across. Draco Malfoy would be in the
Gryffindor house the starting of 6th year because of recent circumstances. Harry knew it was
Narcissa Malfoy's idea of protection for Draco against Voldemort and it had worked so far.
Draco was safe from Voldemort in 6th year because Voldemort never showed his face. Harry
found it quite unusual that he didn't have to run from the Dark Lord that year but he figured
Voldemort was publicly humiliated. If that wasn't the case than Voldemort was thinking up yet
another plan to kill Harry. Harry felt a hand on his shoulder and turned around to see Remus
Lupin standing behind him.
"Remus" Harry said happily as he stood up and flung himself into the older mans arms.
After receiving the letter from Dumbledore in the summer of 5th year about Draco; Harry also
received one from Remus. Harry was informed by the older man that Sirius had left Remus as his
guardian, not that Sirius doubted Remus's instincts to be a parental figure to Harry, but to make it
official. Remus also informed him that since new wards were put on Grimmauld place, it was
now Harry's and he maybe move in as soon as he liked. Harry knowing that he could not stand
another day living with the Dursley's ; packed his bags and flooed to Grimmauld place. During
that summer Harry and Remus bonded; not just because of Sirius's death but Harry finally let his
guard down. He told Remus everything; his fears, his doubts, his anxieties and his aches. Remus
listened to the boy as if Harry were his son and Harry looked to Remus as a father. Harry was not
pushing his real father or Sirius out of the picture but at that moment he needed someone. Harry
was sure they would understand.
"Where's Ron and Hermione?" Remus asked as they pulled away from there embrace.
Harry nodded to his right and Remus looked.
"Oh I see. Young love is in the air" Remus asked and Harry shrugged.
"I guess" Harry said as Remus frowned.
"I wish I had time to talk to you about this now but I must take my seat at the Professor's
table before the sorting begins" Remus said as Harry nodded. Harry was glad that he was able to
convince Remus into teaching defense against the dark arts again. Harry liked the way Remus
taught the class but it also meant that Remus would be closer if Harry needed him. Harry looked
up when he heard someone sit across from him. Draco nodded at Harry and Harry looked at him
curiously.
"Were you the cause of the 'miscommunication'?" Harry asked as Draco shook his head.
"No for once I wasn't. It was my cousin this time" Draco said and Harry looked confused.
"Yeah, she's all of a sudden transferring from Durmstrang. I really have a bad feeling
about it."
"Why? Is she another evil Malfoy?" Harry asked kiddingly but Draco looked serious.
"You don't understand Harry..." Draco started to say but the doors to the Great Hall
opened. Harry turned his attention to the first years but saw two older girls in front of them.
Harry knew exactly who Draco's cousin was; she looked exactly like him except she had
feminine parts which Harry couldn't help but look at. Harry saw a radiance glow around her and
almost stopped breathing when she made eye contact with him. She smiled at him and Harry
smiled back as she walked by tracing her fingers along the shoulder of his uniform. Harry
watched as she and the group of 1st years made there way to the front of the hall. Harry saw
Dumbledore stand up but didn't want to give his attention to the silver bearded man. Harry
wanted to keep on looking at the pale, light haired girl who seemed to captivate him so easily.
"Welcome to another year at Hogwarts which I am sure will be a splendid one. I have a
few announcements before the feast and sorting begin. Firstly, I would like too say that there are
two special students here this year. They are both in 7th year and will be sorted just like everyone
else tonight. Secondly, I would like to say that Mr. Filch has told me to remind you that any
magical joke devices will be confiscated by him if found. Thirdly, I would like everyone to
welcome back Professor Lupin who will once again be teaching defense against the dark
arts."Dumbledore said as applause made its way through the Great Hall.
"Lastly, I would like to remind and tell for those who are new that the dark forest is
strictly forbidden to enter. Now we may start the sorting ceremony, Headmistress if you would
please" Dumbledore said as he sat down and Mcgonagall made her way over to the stool.
"Lamia Cerberus" Mcgonagall called as Harry watched the light haired girl step forward.
Lamia...that was indeed an interesting name. Harry hoped that she would be sorted into
Gryffindor so that he could introduce himself. But he had a feeling that no matter the house she
was sorted into, even Slytherin, that he would introduce himself. The sorting hat was barely on
Lamia's head when it made it's decision.
"Slytherin!!" The sorting hat called as Lamia stepped down. She looked over at Harry and
there eyes met once again. Lamia broke eye contact as soon as she got to the Slytherin table and
greeted her new house mates.
"Caelin Carmichail" Mcgonagall said as Harry turned his attention back to the ceremony.
He watched a short full figured girl make her way up to the stool and sat down. She looked so
simple to him, her brown hair was cut just above her shoulders and a headband held it back.
Harry looked back at the Slytherin table and sighed once he saw Lamia talking with all the other
Slytherin's. He knew for sure the Slytherin's would corrupt her and turn her over to Voldemort.
But maybe she could be another Draco, she was his cousin after all. Harry turned his attention
back to ceremony just in time to hear the sorting hats decision.
"Gryffindor!!" The sorting hat called out as a cheer came from the Gryffindor table.
Caelin walked over to the table and sat down next to Harry.
"Hi I'm Caelin Carmichail" She said sticking out her hand to Draco and he shook it.
"I'm Draco Malfoy and that guy sitting next to you is the one and only Harry Potter"
Draco said as Caelin looked at him confused for a second. Harry shot a look at Draco before he
looked at her surprised that she wasn't squealing in delight.
"Well it's nice to meet you Harry, even though I have no clue why you're the one and
only" Caelin said as Harry sighed in relief. One person who didn't know who he was, she was
indeed a muggle born.
"Nice too meet you too Caelin" Harry said as Draco turned on the Malfoy charm, trying
to flirt with her. From what Harry could tell Caelin wasn't buying Draco's sudden charm but then
again he wasn't fully listening either. He was too busy glancing behind him to catch Lamia's eye.
Once there eyes met, Harry swore that he would introduce himself to her. He felt that it was a
very necessary goal.