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AN: So the song is "Still There For Me" by Corbin Bleu...Jordan's POV
Lately I've been thinking
About the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here,
If not for you
I had to take a little time
To try to work things out
And you should know that
I have never meant
To let you down
I've been with Angela on and off for two years. We just graduated and now we're moving to New York; she'll be going to NYC while I pursue a music career. It's crazy to think that I actually graduated from high school and it's all thanks to Angela. No matter what happened or how bad I screwed up, she was still always there for me.
Cause I, I
Wannna tell you that I'm sorry
And I, I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me
Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me
At the beginning of our relationship I was such a jerk. I would take and ake and give her nothing in return. All she did was love me and I took advantage of that.
She's the one who realized I had a reading problem. She never made fun of me; just tried to help me.
Then I went and made a fool of myself when I tried to hide our relationship. That was the stupidest thing I could ever do. Actually it's not. I then started to pressure Angela for sex. That ended our "official" relationship for awhile but we were still always together. I just couldn't be away from her.
Then I went and did something really stupid. You see, Angela started hanging around this Corey kid and man was I jealous. So one night I got drunk and ran into Rayanne. Someway, somehow the sore subject of Angela came up and the next thing I know we are in the backseat of my car.
I was so guilty and ashamed after that. Angela wasn't to happy either and it took forever and a lot of convincing to get ther to talk to me again. In the end though, she was still there for me.
Sometimes I know I can be
So hard to understand (It's ok)
Even when I'm lost
You show me who I really am
Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride
But because of you I've learned
To lose my selfish pride
When it came to our relationship it was so hard for me to communicate my feelings. That must have been hard on Angela; always trying to figure out what was going on in my head. But she always hung in there.
The one time when my feeling really mattered, I screwed it up. I had that kid, Brain…Brian…whatever, write a letter for me. He's smart and good with words, so I figured he would know what to say. Well that plan totally blew up in my face. Angela found out that I really didn't write the letter. She was mad and she didn't talk to me for a week. In an act of desperation, I wrote a song that explained how I felt. It must of worked because she's still there for me.
I know it's love
It must be love
It's gotta be real love (It's gotta be real love)
I love her. I don't know when it happened but it did. I will do anything for her. And even though I don't always show it, I need her. She's always there for me even when I'm not there for her and I love her for that.
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
There for me
There for me
Even when I can't be there for you (When I can't be there)
Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me
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