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DISCLAIMER: Bleach and its characters none of mine. If they are, there will be much more of this pairing and I will give them sweet love-love scene-tehee!

SUMMARY: If Rangiku pregnant, what is Gin reaction?

Chapter 1-The Birth

It was in the middle of winter, someone walk in the middle of snow storm, wearing thick cape to help her from dieing because of cold weather, trying to gain composure from her state now. It was hard to walk though but she has no other option, she had to make her way to the place or something that she never wanted will happened, it will-but not in the place she was now.

"Be patient now...everything will be alright...," She caress her stomach over and over, she was trying her best to make the soul inside her stomach to calm down despite her nervousness.

She fastened her step when she saw a shack in the horizon, glowing dimly from the light that given by old oil lamps. She knocked the door and a few moment later the door was opened and she saw an old lady smiling at her-gently.

"Rangiku-san, is it the time already?"

"Yes...I need your help," She answered in her firm voice.

As the old lady let her into her shack, Rangiku sank in her own thought about what happened before she arrived here, to the time when she decided for her own good and her-their-soon to be born baby.

Flashback

"Hyaa~ what'cha sayin' Ran-chan?"

Rangiku stared at the face before her, his squinted eyes and ever present smile still the same as it was. She often thought 'is he never get tired of smiling?' but that's not the crucial question now, the man before her asked about important information that she gave earlier.

"Didn't you just hear me, Gin?," She sighed.

"Actually, I'm not quite sure what'cha talkin' 'bout Ran-chan, so I asked you to repeat it, I'm afraid my ears gettin' it wrong or...," He stuck his pinky finger to his ear and surely it pissed Rangiku off.

"Don't joke at this time, you heard what I've said, Gin! I'm-pregnant!!"

He let his hand down to the table and his trademark grin go wider than Rangiku ever remember, "So?"

His light reaction gave Rangiku a slight of shock but she never let him saw it and decided to push the issue more.

"So? That's all? I'm talking about our child!!"

"Naa~ is that so? Aborted it"

This time she let her surprised expression flow, she didn't give a damn if Gin saw it. His statement is beyond her expectation, actually she didn't expect Gin would say those line he speak of-in his light demeanor.

"But...but..."

"That's da rule...," He cut in, "...an' it can't be changed Ran-chan, ya follow'd it or ya will be expell'd...," He stopped for a moment, watching her face calmly.

"But this is our child"

"Ya know da rule, only noble family can keep their child, not us-some filthy soul from Rukongai, an' 'f I've to be back to that disastrous district 'cause of silly reason, surely I don' want to...'r ya understand, Matsumoto Rangiku-san?," Gin let his blue-greenish eyes opened and he gave his cold piercing gaze to the woman before him.

"Silly reason? You thought our child is a silly reason?"

Rangiku lowered her gaze and answered his firm voice question in weak 'yes' answer. When he talked in those tone, Rangiku knew her position-subordinate that must obey her superior seat.

She walked out of third division office and stared at the silvery moon in the sky. She let a loud sigh escaped from her mouth.

"Those eyes...is full of ambition, I barely recognize them...," She sighed again, "...how much you've changed, Gin?"

End of Flashback

She let her scream escaped her mouth, she tried her best to breath and below her, the old lady is tried her best to help Rangiku out of her suffering from laboring.

"Just a little bit, Rangiku-san...oh, the head is out!!"

"In the end...I disobeyed you, Gin..."

Dwell in strong voice of the new born baby, she felt her energy drown drastically. Outside, the white-silvery snow show no intention to stop in short time, she stared at it. Slowly but sure the baby's cry started to disappeared from her ear as she went to her deep slumber.

"Snow...beautiful but...it always reminds me of your hair, Gin...ah...what am I thinking about, you silly girl..."

The old lady stared at Rangiku's peaceful sleep, after she cleaned the baby and the mother, she made sure Rangiku heard her no more.

"You may come in, shinigami-san...," She reffered to someone outside her shack, someone outside her door.

There's sound of the sandal against the snow before the door was opened and show the face sandal owner that waited a long time outside the shack.

"Hyaa~h...well done job, baa-san..."

to be continued~

A/N: actually I wrote this story based on my doujinshi, just rough sketch in my book, it truly and total awfully mess. I took my freedom to write what happened next please be gentle on me...'coz this is my first fanfic ever and I planned to make it in to chapter stories.

Thank's for reading my story, I want to apologize if there's a misspelling or the grammar out of the road, 'coz English is not my native...once again thank's...thank's...thank's a lot for reading and review (just click the button below) tehee~