Title: Dark Dreams

Pairing: Justin Gabriel/Randy Orton

Rating: K+

Warnings: Abuse, Swearing, Harmful sex..

Authors Note: Well I was very pissed last night at Summerslam, incase you didn't watch it I wont say a word but it was a waste of a trip -_- … But either way enjoy and hope you like.

Chapter 1:

Secrets

"So ill see you tomorrow?" Wade asked with a smile.

"Yea." I said and grabbed the door knob.

"Good night and have fun." Wade said and chuckled.

"Night and tell Mike I said hi." I said and smiled.

"Will do." Wade said and walked to his and John's room. I opened the door and walked into the bedroom to find a very pissed Randy

By the way my name is Justin Gabriel. My "lover" is Randy Orton.

"Where the hell have you been?" Randy asked and got in my face.

"With Wade." I answered and took a couple steps back.

"What were you doing with Wade?" Randy asked and got closer to me and pushed me against the pole that was attached to the bed.

"Talking." I whispered, Randy smiled and laughed before his face turned serious again.

"Oh don't give me that bull shit." Randy growled and slapped me.

"Its not bull shit it's the truth." I said and held my cheek. He pushed me down on the bed and I scurried up to the head board hoping that would keep Randy away.

"Oh so whenever your our late with some other guy your just talking right?" Randy asked and slowly crawled up on the bed.

"Yes and im not always with guys the other day I was out with Barbara." I said and I was shaking.

"Oh you and your cute, little lies." Randy said and chuckle. I shivered as he ran his hand up my leg.

"Im not lying." I whispered and Randy slapped me again.

"Now I want you to position yourself into a comfortable position, because you will not move unless I tell you to." Randy growled into my ear.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked whispering as I felt tears well up in my eyes.

"This is how I punish little sluts like you." Randy growled and took off his shirt. I whimpered alittle he took off his belt. He looked over the article of clothing and smiled. He smacked my across the face with it and it made a loud smack. I grabbed the cheek he hit me on and I felt the tears slide down my face. I laid down on my back and Randy smiled. He got on top of me and ripped my shirt off. He licked my chest and started unbuckling my pants. I struggled trying to get him off me but it lead to another slap. He took my pants off with ease and traced a line down to the tip of my boxers with his tongue.

"R-R-Randy please don't do this, p-p-please." I begged, but Randy got back up to my face.

"Say one more word and you wont be walking tomorrow." Randy growled and kissed me. He pulled away when I didn't kiss him back.

"Randy I know your not like this please don't do this I didn't do anything I swear." I begged but Randy sneered and his right hand connected with the side of my temple and knocked me unconscious.

xXx

I woke the next morning under the covers and Randy's arm around me. I didn't remember falling asleep but then the memories of last night flooded my brain. I got up but I felt a hand on my arm.

"Where you going Angel?" Randy asked and gave me an innocent smile like he hadn't done anything.

"To take a shower." I answered and hurried into the bathroom. That's when I noticed that I wasn't wearing clothes

He could have at least dressed me. I thought and turned the shower on. I felt so sore… so violated…. And betrayed. I felt sore and violated because of what he did and I felt betrayed because he was never supposed to hurt me. But he did and it made me feel scared to be around him because I feel unsafe with him. Ill never know when he might lash out. I opened the door and winced from the pain. I stepped in and leaned against the wall. I checked my self over to make sure I didn't have any bruises, I did have some but they were small and on the inside of my thighs.

xXx

I got out of the shower and was drying myself off. I wrapped the towel around my waist to inspect my face. I had a big bruise on my cheek and my eye was slightly swollen.

How fuckin nice, I thought to myself. I sighed and walked out of the room. I grabbed some clothes out of my bag and looked around for Randy. I didn't see him anywhere so I let the towel drop to the floor and put my boxers on. I heard a laugh and turned around to see Randy staring at me.

"Youre too cute." Randy said and smiled. I blushed alittle and slipped my pants on. I felt Randy's eyes burn into my arm but I didn't look back at him.

"Angel." Randy said and I turned towards him and put my shirt on.

"Yes?" I asked and Randy stroked my cheek and I winced.

"Im so sorry." Randy said and bit his lip. I didn't say anything as I walked into the bathroom.

"Listen I need to cover this up with make up and you told Mike you would meet him at the gym so just go." I said and got out my make up kit.

"What are you going to do today?" Randy asked and crossed his arms over his chest.

"Hang with Heath and Wade like I always do." I answered and turned to him.

"Are you going to talk to John?" Randy asked.

"I don't know, Maybe." I said and sighed.

"Well ill see you later then." Randy said and walked to the door.

"Bye." I said and closed the door. We'd been dating for about 5 years now. I met Christian during his time in TNA. I started working there and it only lasted for like 2 years. But we became best friends and he introduced me to Edge who had brought along Randy. We actually went to this bar, and lets just say me and Randy hit it off. I unzipped the small bag and got out my blush. I frowned at the fact that I actually had to use this. I never used it all that much, especially not when I was just walking around. But I put it on anyways.

"Oh and Angel," Randy said and came back in "don't tell anyone about what happened last night or you will regret being born." Randy waved and left. I held back the tears that threatened to fall. This wasn't the first time I was in an abusive relationship. Ive been in about 6 or so and I promised myself I wouldn't let that happen with me and Randy. But of course it did. I was always kicked around because of my orientation and taken advantage of because I liked to date bigger men. I was thinking about dating Evan Bourne. He was small and wouldn't hurt a fly, he had a big heart and was hopeless romantic. But he was dating Alex Riley so that blew away my chances. My second option was Wade, I knew he wanted me and I would probably make Heath explode from happiness if we did (in other words he REALLY wants us to date). Then it lead to my third option: John, he REALLY, REALLY wanted me (he even came out just to be with me) but I turned him down saying I wasn't really in the mood to have a relationship, he was sad and I heard he even cried. I felt so bad about it and I couldn't tell him the truth. I looked into the mirror and you couldn't notice the bruises so I grabbed my phone and called Heath.

"Hello?"

"Hi."

"Oh hey man."

"Don't you look at your caller I.D. before answering?"

"No.. am I supposed to?"

"Yes that's why its there."

"Oh um well anyways."

"Im on my way over."

"Oh ok ill tell Wade."

"Ok bye."

"See yah soon."

I hung up and laughed at Heath's stupidity. I walked out the door and made my way to the parking lot. I walked forward and I felt a hand on my shoulder, I jumped at his touch and he took his hand off my shoulder.

"Hey Just." John said and smiled.

"Oh hi." I said and looked down.

"Is something wrong?" John asked.

"No." I lied but I couldn't tell if John could detect that. He grabbed my chin and made him look up at him.

"If you need to tell me anything, you can tell me." John said and brushed my cheek.

"I have to go." I said and walked to where I was supposed to meet Wade and Heath. I saw them and smiled a bit.

"Hey Justy." Heath said and patted my back. I winced alittle and Wade frowned.

"You ok?" Wade asked with a face full of concern.

"Yea." I lied and faked a smile.

"You sure?" Wade asked.

"Yes." I said and laughed half-heartedly.

"Lets go then." Heath said and smiled. I saw Randy leaning against his car and talking to Mike with a smile on his face. It reminded me of what we used to be like. A happy couple that couldn't stay away from each other and loving each other and just smiling all the time. Now Justin wanted to be away from him as much as possible. They got into the car and I sat in the back seat. Wade and Heath were talking in the front seat but I didn't pay attention because I had to many things on my mind. I knew that what Randy was doing wasn't going to stop unless I said something to someone but I didn't want to risk someone wonderful like Wade or Heath to get hurt. So who could I tell? I sighed and looked out the window.

( TO BE CONTINUED XD )