I Can't Do It
A/N: This follows "Dream Thieves"
I can't sleep with Edison.
He's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. I don't want to ruin it ... complicate it ... with sex.
Edison's really done something to me. The first man in ages I've actually had … feelings for and I … can't DO it.
He's not just a conquest. I'm not going to treat him that way. He deserves someone better than me.
I can't have sex with him. I don't have the heart.
Is THIS how it feels ... to be in love?