Hello everyone. This is a self-thought or self-expression fan fiction for our dear FT characters Juvia Lockser. Its not like this her real self but I can relate at her state and I dedicate this to her. I don't own Fairy Tail, HIro Mashima is the one who own it. English is not one of my main language. Please enjoy.
"Gray-sama." She whispered the name of the guy that she's in love with. It's been 7 years her feelings haven't change for him. It's strong and loyal. When she expressed it she can't help herself but to imagine and fantasies of him with her. She ended up blushing in the corner and laughing like insane. But sometimes the other members of Fairy Tail found it weird but for the others a person in love can't help their self but do things unexpected. Example to express this feelings the person in love do things like giving their love ones a useful stuff like Juvia Lockser doing, cooking bento (packed lunch) for her love one (Gray Fullbuster), stalked him, fainted, protecting him when someone insulted him and in times saving him. Even it ends up giving or eating by someone, didn't notice, being defeated or knocked out by some villain, and being saved by your love ones. She didn't give up and try again and again.
Affection, the only thing she can express when he is around. Every move she does, speak, everything will do for her love ones but he is dense enough to notice it. Yet, sometimes it end up hurting herself but she didn't give up and still keep her feelings strong and didn't give up.
She got a courage to talk to him one time, she invited him for a lunch (date lunch in her thought) but someone disturb them (Lyon). It ended up boring. She can't help herself. She tried again. Maybe next time the two of them can be together for the future.
One sided, her love for him. She don't have a courage to confessed her feelings yet. She don't know what will he react maybe she'll got rejected or what. Its easy to do but the result is hard to accept. The only way she keep close to him is to hide her feelings and be ready when the time comes when she have a courage to tell him the three words with his name. "I love you, Gray-sama." She blushed as she said those words and hope someday she can say it to him with courage and acceptance.
She will wait for the day when he is ready to accept those feelings of hers. When that day comes she'll fainted for sure and jump because of success.
I want to know your reaction and response. There will be part two but it will be drama. Its giving up the next.