Author: DG
Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy VIII, nor any of the characters in said game. Don't sue me. Ok?
Notes: Ok this can possibly end up as a Yaoi. So you have been warned.
Well hope you like it! ^___^
Oh! Almoste forgot!
'sentence' = thoughts
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It was peaceful. Only the soft sea breeze kissing the small blonds solemn face.
He sat on the railway bridge, looking out over the sea and at the big full moon. It was a wonderful sight. The small blond heaved a deep sigh. Closing his swirling blue aqua eyes.
"...why am I so alone..." He breathed the sentence for only the wind to hear it. And as an answer the wind blew a little more, ruffling his spiked hair. He leaned his head on the lamppost behind him. His feet dangling of the edge of the bridge.
'I don't have anyone... Squall had Rinoa, Irvine got Selphie and Qutitsis is paired up with Xu of all people.' Zell half opened his eyes and looked at the moon.
'Now when the war is over... everyone in our little gang have found someone... except me. Why am I always the odd man out?' A deep frown planed itself onto the small blonde's face.
'Sure, they deserve to be happy.... but aren't I obligated to that to? Too be happy?'
"I guess... only the true hero's are supposed to be happy." Zell stood, looking over the edge of the bridge. The frown had disappeared from his face. Now there was just a tired look in his eyes. All of his energy had seemed to have disappeared. He shook his head and jumped of the reeling onto the railway.
He started a slow walk towards Eshtar, not wanting to go back to Balamb at that moment.
'I wonder what happened to Seifer... did he survive?' A frown was planted ones again on his face.
"Why do I even care... He tried to kill us all. He was always causing me trouble! So why do I care!" His fists were balled, and was trembling. He had stopped walking and were glaring at a lamppost in front of him.
"DAMN YOU!!" He hit it, with all his frustration, anger and disappointment focused on that single blow. The metal post gave away and actually chattered, the upper part falling down into the water below, together with small metallic splinters. He didn't pull his had away, he stood there breathing hard and the frown still on his face, glaring at the remaining lamp.
"...You were one of us You asshole!" He staggered back sitting down in the middle of the track. The frown slowly disappearing. He un clenched his fists, staring at them fore a while.
'Why did you leave us? Were your dream that important? Sure you were a prick at times... well all the time...' Zell's eyes went wide.
"I... I think I actually miss him..." He tilted his head up at the sky above, and gazed at the stars. A confused look on his face. His left hand went up to his cheek and scratched the tattoo, not rely registration that he did it.
'But why would I miss him? It's so calm and… peaceful at the garden now… I certainly don't miss the taunting and name calling.' He stopped the scratching and stood up, turning around and started to walk back to Balamb.
"I miss the attention he gave me… the attention no one ells gives me. Ok there was that girl in the library… but she found someone ells to drool over. MAN… My life sucks!" He put his hands in his hair and ruffled it so that the spikes withered and fell don into his eyes. He sighed.
"Grate… that was a smart thing to do Zell." He continued to mentally hack on himself all the way back to Balamb garden. Cursing his bad luck and all the things around him. Constantly brushing his hair out of his eyes all the way there.
"I hate my life…"
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Well? What did you think? Is it really bad? Answer truthfully ok? ^_^;
And I apologize for the bad spelling. Hope it wasn't to difficult to read.
Well….. JA NE!! *Waves*
Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy VIII, nor any of the characters in said game. Don't sue me. Ok?
Notes: Ok this can possibly end up as a Yaoi. So you have been warned.
Well hope you like it! ^___^
Oh! Almoste forgot!
'sentence' = thoughts
~~~~~~~~
It was peaceful. Only the soft sea breeze kissing the small blonds solemn face.
He sat on the railway bridge, looking out over the sea and at the big full moon. It was a wonderful sight. The small blond heaved a deep sigh. Closing his swirling blue aqua eyes.
"...why am I so alone..." He breathed the sentence for only the wind to hear it. And as an answer the wind blew a little more, ruffling his spiked hair. He leaned his head on the lamppost behind him. His feet dangling of the edge of the bridge.
'I don't have anyone... Squall had Rinoa, Irvine got Selphie and Qutitsis is paired up with Xu of all people.' Zell half opened his eyes and looked at the moon.
'Now when the war is over... everyone in our little gang have found someone... except me. Why am I always the odd man out?' A deep frown planed itself onto the small blonde's face.
'Sure, they deserve to be happy.... but aren't I obligated to that to? Too be happy?'
"I guess... only the true hero's are supposed to be happy." Zell stood, looking over the edge of the bridge. The frown had disappeared from his face. Now there was just a tired look in his eyes. All of his energy had seemed to have disappeared. He shook his head and jumped of the reeling onto the railway.
He started a slow walk towards Eshtar, not wanting to go back to Balamb at that moment.
'I wonder what happened to Seifer... did he survive?' A frown was planted ones again on his face.
"Why do I even care... He tried to kill us all. He was always causing me trouble! So why do I care!" His fists were balled, and was trembling. He had stopped walking and were glaring at a lamppost in front of him.
"DAMN YOU!!" He hit it, with all his frustration, anger and disappointment focused on that single blow. The metal post gave away and actually chattered, the upper part falling down into the water below, together with small metallic splinters. He didn't pull his had away, he stood there breathing hard and the frown still on his face, glaring at the remaining lamp.
"...You were one of us You asshole!" He staggered back sitting down in the middle of the track. The frown slowly disappearing. He un clenched his fists, staring at them fore a while.
'Why did you leave us? Were your dream that important? Sure you were a prick at times... well all the time...' Zell's eyes went wide.
"I... I think I actually miss him..." He tilted his head up at the sky above, and gazed at the stars. A confused look on his face. His left hand went up to his cheek and scratched the tattoo, not rely registration that he did it.
'But why would I miss him? It's so calm and… peaceful at the garden now… I certainly don't miss the taunting and name calling.' He stopped the scratching and stood up, turning around and started to walk back to Balamb.
"I miss the attention he gave me… the attention no one ells gives me. Ok there was that girl in the library… but she found someone ells to drool over. MAN… My life sucks!" He put his hands in his hair and ruffled it so that the spikes withered and fell don into his eyes. He sighed.
"Grate… that was a smart thing to do Zell." He continued to mentally hack on himself all the way back to Balamb garden. Cursing his bad luck and all the things around him. Constantly brushing his hair out of his eyes all the way there.
"I hate my life…"
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Well? What did you think? Is it really bad? Answer truthfully ok? ^_^;
And I apologize for the bad spelling. Hope it wasn't to difficult to read.
Well….. JA NE!! *Waves*